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Murió durante más de una hora y media, durante ese tiempo se elevó por encima de su cuerpo y fue a la Luz. Con curiosidad por el universo, fue llevado lejos a las remotas profundidades de la existencia e incluso más allá, en el Vacío energético de la Nada más allá del Big Bang.
En relación con su experiencia cercana a la muerte el Dr. Kenneth Ring declaró:
por Mellen-Thomas
Benedict
No veía la forma de salir de todos los problemas que nos habíamos creado a nosotros mismos y al planeta. Percibía a todos los humanos como cáncer, y eso es lo que tuve. Eso es lo que me mató.
Ten cuidado con cuál es tu visión del mundo.
Ello puede volver a ti, especialmente si es una visión negativa del
mundo. Yo tenía una visión seriamente negativa. Eso es lo que me
llevó a mi muerte. Intenté todo tipo de métodos curativos
alternativos, pero nada funcionó.
Me
embarqué en la lectura de todo lo que podía y me zambullí en el tema,
pues no quería sorpresas al otro lado. Así que empecé a
leer sobre
varias religiones y filosofías. Todos eran muy interesantes y daban
esperanzas de que hubiera algo al otro lado.
También tuve que hacer frente al personal médico
sin seguro alguno. No quería que mi familia se arruinase, por lo que
decidí ocuparme de ello personalmente. No tenía dolores permanentes
pero perdía el conocimiento. Aquello evolucionó de tal manera que ya
no me atreví a conducir más. Acabé, finalmente, en el hospicio.
Padecí entonces tal
dolor, que me impedía percibir nada más. Afortunadamente, esto
sucedía tan sólo durante períodos de unos días.
Ése era el día en que me iba a morir. Así que llamé a unos pocos amigos y me despedí. Desperté a mi cuidadora del hospicio y se lo dije. Tenía un acuerdo privado con ella, y era que dejaría mi cadáver a solas durante seis horas, ya que había leído que cuando uno muere suceden toda clase de cosas interesantes.
Volví a dormir.
Súbitamente, me encontraba totalmente
consciente y de pie, pero mi cuerpo seguía en la cama. Había aquella
oscuridad a mi alrededor. Estar fuera del cuerpo era una experiencia
aún más vívida que la ordinaria. Era tan vívida, que podía ver cada
habitación de la casa, podía ver el techo de la casa, podía ver los
alrededores de la casa, podía ver por debajo de la casa.
Por lo que, mientras me movía hacia la Luz, dije:
Para mi sorpresa, toda la experiencia se paró en ese punto.
Tú controlas tu
experiencia de vida tras la muerte. No vas montado en una montaña
rusa.
Le pregunté a la Luz:
En realidad no puedo decir las palabras exactas, porque
era una especie de telepatía.
Si fuiste budista o católico
o fundamentalista, según lo que haya en ti así será la respuesta que
obtengas de vuelta. Tú tienes la oportunidad de mirarla y examinarla
pero la mayoría de la gente no puede. Cuando la Luz se me reveló a
sí misma, me hice consciente de que lo que estaba viendo en realidad
era la matriz de nuestro Yo superior.
Estamos directamente conectados a la Fuente. Así que la Luz me
estaba mostrando la matriz de nuestro Yo Superior.
Entonces, tras un par de minutos, pedí más clarificación. Quería en verdad saber lo que es el universo, y en aquel momento estaba listo para partir.
Dije:
Entonces la Luz se transformó en la cosa más hermosa que he visto jamás: un mandala de almas humanas en este planeta.
Vine ahora a
esto con mi visión negativa de lo que sucedía en el planeta. Por lo
que, como le pedí a la Luz que se me siguiera aclarando, vi en este
magnífico mandala cuan hermosos somos todos en nuestra esencia,
nuestro núcleo. Somos las más bellas creaciones.
Dije:
A
cualquier nivel, alto o bajo, en cualquier forma en la que estés,
eres la más hermosa creación, lo eres.
Entonces, como un toque de trompeta con una lluvia de luces en espiral, la Gran Luz habló diciendo:
En ese instante, me di cuenta de más cosas aún.
Me di cuenta de que NOSOTROS YA HEMOS SIDO SALVADOS, y nos salvamos porque fuimos diseñados para auto-corregirnos como el resto del universo de "Dios". De eso es de lo que trata el segundo advenimiento. Le di las gracias a la Luz de "Dios" con todo mi corazón.
Lo mejor que acerté a decir fueron estas sencillas palabras de total aprecio:
La Luz pareció aspirarme aún más profundamente.
Fue como si la Luz
me absorbiera completamente. El Amor Luz sigue siendo, aún a día de
hoy, indescriptible. Entré en otro reino, más profundo que el último,
y advertí algo más, mucho más. Era una enorme corriente de Luz,
vasta y plena, profunda en el Corazón de la Vida. Pregunté qué era
esto.
Por lo que lo hice. Tomé un
gran trago y luego otro. ¡Beber de la misma Vida! Estaba en éxtasis.
La Luz lo sabía todo sobre mí, cada cosa pasada, presente y futura.
Pedí ver el resto del Universo; más allá de nuestro sistema solar, más allá de toda ilusión humana. La Luz me dijo entonces que yo podía ir con la corriente. Lo hice, y fui llevado a Través de la Luz hasta el Final del Túnel.
Sentí y oí una serie de estampidos sónicos
muy suaves. ¡Qué torrente!
El sistema solar, en todo su esplendor, pasó zumbando y desapareció. Más rápido que la velocidad de la luz, volé a través del centro de la galaxia, absorbiendo más conocimiento al pasar. Aprendí que esta galaxia, y todo el Universo, es una explosión de muchas diferentes variedades de VIDA. Vi muchos mundos.
¡La buena noticia es que
no estamos solos
en este Universo!
¡Era una maravilla inimaginable! ¡Yo era realmente un
Niño Maravilloso; un bebé en el País de las Maravillas!
Vi que toda y cada pequeña pieza de la creación tenía el poder de
crear. Es muy difícil tratar de explicar esto. Y sigo sin encontrar
palabras acerca de esto.
La ciencia
moderna ha empezado a estudiar este espacio entre todo.
Lo llaman el
punto Cero. Siempre que tratan de medirlo, sus instrumentos llegan a
su límite de escala, o se van al infinito por así decirlo. No tienen
manera, de momento, de medir el infinito con exactitud. ¡Hay más del
espacio 0 en tu cuerpo y en el Universo que cualquier otra cosa!
El bíblico “Yo soy” en realidad lleva un signo de interrogación tras él.
Así que, la creación es "Dios" explorando el Ser de "Dios" de cada manera imaginable, en una exploración permanente e infinita a través de cada uno de nosotros.
Empecé a ver durante mi experiencia cercana a la muerte que todo lo que existe, es el Ser, literalmente, tu Ser, mi Ser. Todo es el gran Ser. Por eso "Dios" sabe hasta cuándo cae una hoja. Eso es posible porque dondequiera que estés ahí está el centro del universo. Dondequiera que se encuentre un átomo ahí está el centro del universo.
Hay "Dios" en eso y hay
"Dios" en el Vacío.
El Vacío en sí está desprovisto de experiencia. Es pre-vida, antes
de la primera vibración. La Divinidad es más que la Vida y la Muerte.
¡Por lo tanto hay aún más que la Vida y la Muerte que experimentar
en el Universo!
Los super grupos de galaxias pasaron a través de mí con
más comprensiones aún. Pasé por el centro de nuestra galaxia que es
un agujero negro. Los agujeros negros son los mayores procesadores o
recicladores del Universo.
En su configuración energética total, la galaxia parecía una fantástica ciudad de luces. Toda energía de este lado del Big Bang es luz. Cada partícula subatómica, átomo, estrella, planeta, incluida la consciencia misma, está hecho de luz y tiene una frecuencia y / o partícula. La luz es algo vivo. Todo está hecho de luz, incluso las piedras. Por lo que todo está vivo.
Todo está hecho de la Luz de
"Dios"; todo es muy inteligente.
Supe que era la Primera Luz; la Matriz de la Luz
del Yo Superior de nuestro sistema solar. Luego, el sistema solar
entero apareció en la Luz, acompañado de uno de estos estampidos de
terciopelo.
Gracias a la impresión de la matriz energética o vibratoria, las civilizaciones avanzadas de otros sistemas estelares pueden detectar en el universo la vida tal como la conocemos.
Es un juego de niños.
El niño Maravilla de la tierra (los seres humanos) produce una
abundancia de sonido en este mismo momento, como niños jugando en el
patio trasero del universo.
La Luz me explicó que la muerte no existe; somos seres inmortales. ¡Nosotros ya hemos estado vivos desde siempre!
Me di cuenta de que formamos
parte de un sistema vivo natural que se recicla interminablemente.
Nunca se me dijo que tenía que regresar. Simplemente sabía que así
sería. Era totalmente natural tras lo que había visto durante mi
experiencia cercana a la muerte.
Cada humano tiene una vida y un conjunto diferente de
preguntas que explorar. Algunas de nuestras preguntas son
Universales, pero cada uno de nosotros está explorando esta cosa que
llamamos Vida de un modo propio único. Y así es para todas las otras
formas de vida, desde las montañas hasta cada hoja en cada árbol.
Tu singularidad realza toda la Vida.
Simplemente
carecía de importancia. Tenía plena confianza en la Luz y en el
proceso de la Vida. Cuando la corriente se unió con la gran Luz,
pedí que no se me olvidaran nunca las revelaciones ni los
sentimientos de lo que había aprendido al otro lado.
Se me estaban dando respuestas a todas esas pequeñas preguntas que tenía:
Sabía que sería reencarnado.
Para todos y cada uno
de nosotros, ser la parte humana de esta experiencia es
impresionante y magnífico. Todos y cada uno de nosotros, no importa
dónde nos encontremos, estemos fastidiados o no, es una bendición
para el planeta, precisamente ahí donde nos encontremos.
Estaba tan
sorprendido cuando abrí mis ojos. No sé por qué, pues yo lo entendía,
pero siguió siendo una gran sorpresa estar de vuelta en este cuerpo,
de vuelta en mi habitación con alguien inspeccionándome, llorando a
lágrima viva. Era mi cuidadora del hospicio. Mi cuerpo estaba rígido
e inflexible.
Ella pudo verificar que estaba
realmente muerto. No era una experiencia cercana a la muerte, sino
que experimenté la muerte misma durante al menos hora y media. Ella
me descubrió muerto, verificó durante hora y media con el
estetoscopio, el monitor cardíaco y de presión arterial. Ella entró
a otro cuarto. Entonces desperté y vi luz fuera. Traté de levantarme
para ir allí pero me caí de la cama. Ella oyó un fuerte ruido,
corrió y me halló en el suelo.
Al principio, toda la memoria del viaje que ahora tengo, se hallaba ausente.
Sin cesar, me deslizaba fuera de este mundo y sin cesar me preguntaba:
Este mundo se parecía más a un sueño que aquél.
Al cabo de tres días, me sentía normal de nuevo, más claro, pero diferente como nunca me había sentido en mi vida. Mi memoria de mi experiencia cercana a la muerte volvió más tarde. No pude ver nada malo en ninguno de los seres humanos con quienes me pude encontrar. Antes de todo esto, yo juzgaba mucho.
Pensaba que mucha de la gente estaba mal de la cabeza,
de hecho pensaba que todos lo estaban menos yo. Pero ahora lo veo
todo claro.
Recuerdo al médico de la clínica mirando los escáneres de antes y de después, diciendo:
Yo dije:
Él dijo:
No parecía nada impresionado. Pero ahí había un milagro,
y yo estaba impresionado, aunque nadie más lo estuviese.
El universo no es en absoluto un proceso intelectual. El intelecto
es útil, es brillante, pero hoy en día no nos servimos más que de él,
en vez de nuestros corazones y de la parte más sabia de nosotros
mismos.
Las diferentes
preguntas que se plantea cada uno de nosotros son muy, muy
importantes. Es así cómo la Divinidad explora el Yo Divino, a través
de vosotros. Plantead, pues, vuestras preguntas, realizad vuestras
investigaciones. Encontraréis vuestro Ser y encontraréis a "Dios" en
ese Ser, pues sólo Él es el Ser.
Formamos parte de una sola alma ramificándose
en fractales en muchas direcciones creativas, pero permaneciendo
siempre esa misma alma. Ahora miro a cada ser humano que veo y
distingo un alma gemela, mi alma gemela, ésa que siempre he buscado.
Más allá de esto, la mayor alma gemela que se puede tener, es uno
mismo.
Rebuscar en vuestro Ser. Empezad la
mayor historia de amor que hayáis tenido jamás… con vuestro Ser.
Estaban tan abrumadas por su
propia pena, su malhumor, su estado de shock. Pero, tras lo que
pareció ser una eternidad, empecé a llamar a esta Luz, como un niño
pide auxilio a su padre.
La Luz vino hacia mí y se transformó en un inmenso ángel dorado.
Yo dije:
Me
comunicó que era mi super-alma, la matriz de mi Yo Superior, una
parte de nosotros mismos super antigua. Luego fui llevado a la Luz.
Apenas hemos empezado a entender que, de igual modo, estamos creando mientras progresamos.
Cuando vi
la eternidad, fui a un reino en el que se halla un punto donde
sobrepasamos todo conocimiento y donde empezamos a crear el
siguiente fractal, el siguiente nivel. Tenemos ese poder de crear a
medida que exploramos. Y es "Dios" quien se desarrolla a través de
nosotros.
El cuerpo es el ser de Luz más magnífico que
existe. El cuerpo es un universo de increíble Luz. El Espíritu no
nos empuja a disolver este cuerpo. Eso no es lo que ocurre. Deja de
tratar de volverte "Dios"; "Dios" se está convirtiendo en ti. Aquí.
Y es entonces el nivel siguiente de consciencia espiritual.
¡Oh! ¡Madre mía! De golpe se abandona el ego porque no
se es la única alma en el universo.
Me hicieron visitar todos los paraísos que han sido creados: los Nirvanas, los Felices Territorios de Caza, todos. Fui allí.
Son pensamientos-formas que hemos creado. En realidad, no vamos al
paraíso, sino que somos reciclados. Pero, sea lo que sea lo que
hemos creado, lo dejamos allí como una parte de nosotros mismos. Es
real, pero no es la totalidad del alma.
Encontré que los más antiguos eran los más interesantes, tales como los de los indígenas americanos, los Felices Territorios de Caza, los Egipcios los tienen fantásticos. Y así sigue sin fin. Hay tantos.
En cada uno de ellos hay un fractal que es una interpretación individual. A menos que no se forme parte de un alma de grupo que no cree más que en un "Dios" de una religión específica. Entonces se está muy cerca, juntos sobre el mismo terreno de juego. Sin embargo, incluso en este caso, cada uno es un poco diferente.
Es una parte de sí mismo que se deja ahí.
La Muerte es la vida, no el paraíso.
La Divinidad respondió con un gran amor:
Es una gracia increíble, eso significa, que en la ocurrencia, nosotros somos los seres a quienes eso interesa.
La Divinidad Última de todas las estrellas nos dice:
Las religiones aparecen y desaparecen, cambian.
El Budismo aún no ha existido, el Catolicismo todavía no ha
existido, todas van a estar más iluminadas. Más luz llega
actualmente a todos los sistemas. Va a haber allí una reforma de la
espiritualidad que será tan radical como la Reforma Protestante.
Muchos se batirán a causa de eso, religión contra religión, creyendo
que poseen la verdad.
Ello es importante, porque nosotros somos los seres que se interesan. Es crucial para nosotros, y ahí es donde radica su importancia. Se trata de la ecuación de energía en la espiritualidad. A la Divinidad Última no le importa si eres Protestante, Budista o cualquier otra cosa. Todo es una floreciente faceta del total. Deseo que todas las religiones se den cuenta de ello y se dejen existir mutuamente. No es el fin de toda religión, sino que hablamos del mismo "Dios". Vivir y dejar vivir.
Cada uno tiene una visión diferente
que se añade a la imagen general, todas son importantes.
Éste, más que
toda filosofía o religión sobre la tierra, nos ha reunido de repente
en un nuevo nivel de consciencia. Sabiendo que podemos hacer
explotar el planeta quizás 50 veces, o 500 veces, nos hemos dado
finalmente cuenta de que quizás ahora estamos todos juntos.
De hecho, ahora estamos en un mundo más seguro de lo que nunca lo ha sido y lo va a ser más aún. Volví, pues, amando los residuos radiactivos porque nos reúnen. Estas cosas son tan grandes.
Como lo podría decir Peter Russell, estos problemas están
ahora a escala del alma. ¿Tenemos respuestas a escala del alma? ¡SI!
Se
trata tan sólo de parte de algo mucho más grande.
Este cambio de consciencia cambiará la política, el
dinero, la energía.
from Near-Death Website Mellen-Thomas Benedict is an artist who survived a near-death experience in 1982.
He was dead for over an hour and a half after dying of cancer. At the time of his death, he rose up out of his body and went into the light. Curious about the universe, he was taken far into the remote depths of existence, and even beyond, into the energetic void of nothingness behind the Big Bang. During his experience, he was able to learn a great deal of information concerning reincarnation.
Because of his near-death experience, he was able to bring back scientific discoveries. Mr. Benedict has been closely involved in the mechanics of cellular communication and research dealing with the relationship of light to life called Quantum Biology. This research is providing dramatic new perspectives on how biological systems work.
Mr. Benedict has found
that living cells can respond very quickly to light stimulation
resulting in, among other things, high speed healing. He is a
researcher, inventor and lecturer who holds six U.S. patents.
As his condition worsened, he spent more and more time with his art. One morning he awakened knowing he would die the next day, and he did. As the typical heaven-like scenario began to unfold, Benedict recognized what was happening as it was happening.
The process was familiar to him because he had read many
books about the near-death phenomenon previously.
A portion of his near-death experience also appears in P.M.H. Atwater's book, Beyond the Light.
Concerning Mellen's near-death experience, Dr. Ken Ring remarked,
P.M.H. Atwater has the following to say about Mellen-Thomas Benedict:
I was given six to eight months to live. I had been an information freak in the 1970's, and I had become increasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So, since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had made a mistake, and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet.
I saw no way
that we could get out from all the problems we had created for
ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer, and that
is what I got. That is what killed me. Be careful what your world
view is. It can feed back on you, especially if it is a negative
world view. I had a seriously negative one. That is what led me into
my death. I tried all sorts of alternative healing methods, but
nothing helped.
So I started
reading
on various religions and philosophies. They were all very
interesting, and gave hope that there was something on the other
side.
There was not constant pain, but there were black-outs. I got so that I would not dare to drive, and eventually I ended up in hospice care. I had my own personal hospice caretaker. I was very blessed by this angel who went through the last part of this with me. I lasted about eighteen months. I did not want to take a lot of drugs, since I wanted to be as conscious as possible.
Then I experienced such
pain that I had nothing but pain in my consciousness, luckily only
for a few days at a time.
This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few friends and said goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours, since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when you die. I went back to sleep. The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience.
Suddenly I was fully aware and I was standing
up, but my body was in the bed. There was this darkness around me.
Being out of my body was even more vivid than ordinary experience.
It was so vivid that I could see every room in the house, I could
see the top of the house, I could see around the house, I could see
under the house.
To my surprise, the entire experience halted at that point.
You are indeed in control of your near-death experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride.
So my request was honored and I had some
conversations with the light. The light kept changing into different
figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images
and signs.
I cannot really say the exact words, because it was sort of telepathy.
The light responded
The information transferred to me
was that your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you are getting
before the light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or
Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have
a chance to look at it and examine it, but most people do not.
We all have a
Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. It revealed itself to
me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe it
is that the being of the Higher Self is more like a conduit. It did
not look like that, but it is a direct connection to the Source that
each and every one of us has. We are directly connected to the
Source.
And I saw this mandala of human souls. It was the most
beautiful thing I have ever seen. I just went into it and, it was
just overwhelming. It was like all the love you've every wanted, and
it was the kind of love that cures, heals, regenerates.
Then the light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever
seen: a mandala of human souls on this planet.
I just cannot say enough about how it
changed my opinion of human beings in that instant.
At any level, high or low, in whatever shape you are in, you are the
most beautiful creation, you are.
The answer was that no soul was inherently evil.
The terrible things
that happened to people might make them do evil things, but their
souls were not evil. What all people seek, what sustains them, is
love, the light told me. What distorts people is a lack of love.
Then, like a trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying,
In that instant I realized even more.
I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self-correct like the rest of God's universe. This is what the second coming is about. I thanked the light of "God" with all my heart.
The best thing I could come up with was these simple words of totally appreciation:
The light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply.
It was as if the
light was completely absorbing me. The love light is, to this day,
indescribable. I entered into another realm, more profound than the
last, and became aware of something more, much more. It was an
enormous stream of light, vast and full, deep in the heart of life.
I asked what this was.
So I did. I took one big drink and then another. To drink of life
Itself! I was in ecstasy.
The light knew all about me, everything past, present and future.
I asked to see the rest of the universe; beyond our solar system, beyond all human illusion.
The light then told me that I could go
with the Stream. I did, and was carried through the light at the end
of the tunnel. I felt and heard a series of very soft sonic booms.
What a rush!
The Void Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of life. I saw the Earth fly away.
The solar system, in all its splendor, whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the center of the galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that this galaxy, and all of the universe, is bursting with many different varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds.
The good news is that we are not alone in this
universe!
At first I thought I was going somewhere; actually traveling.
But then I realized that, as the stream was expanding, my own
consciousness was also expanding to take in everything in the
universe! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder!
I truly was a wonder child; a babe in Wonderland!
I could see or perceive FOREVER, beyond infinity. I was in the void. I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang.
I had crossed over the beginning of time - the first
word - the first vibration. I was in the eye of creation. I felt as
if I was touching the face of "God". It was not a religious feeling.
Simply I was at one with absolute life and consciousness.
The only images that even come close in human terms would be those
created by supercomputers using fractal geometry equations.
Modern science called
this the Big Bang. I was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could
see or perceive all the Big Bangs or yugas creating and de-creating
themselves. Instantly I entered into them all simultaneously. I saw
that each and every little piece of creation has the power to
create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I am still
speechless about this.
Modern science has begun to study this space between
everything.
They call it zero-point. Whenever they try to measure
it, their instruments go off the scale, or to infinity, so to speak.
They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately. There
is more of the zero space in your own body and the universe than
anything else!
So creation is "God" exploring God's Self through every way imaginable, in an ongoing, infinite exploration through every one of us.
Through every piece of hair on your head, through every leaf on every tree, through every atom, "God" is exploring God's Self, the great "I am". I began to see that everything that is, is the Self, literally, your Self, my Self. Everything is the great Self. That is why "God" knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever you are is the center of the universe.
Wherever any atom
is, that is the center of the universe. There is "God" in that, and
"God" in the void.
And what we are into now is God's
exploration of "God" through us. People are so busy trying to become
"God" that they ought to realize that we are already "God" and "God" is
becoming us. That's what it is really about.
The superclusters of galaxies came through me with even more
insights. I passed through the center of our galaxy, which is a
black hole.
Black holes are the great processors or recyclers of the
universe. Do you know what is on the other side of a black hole? We
are; our galaxy; which has been reprocessed from another universe.
Everything is made from the light of
"God";
everything is very intelligent.
I knew it was the first light; the Higher Self light matrix
of our solar system. Then the entire solar system appeared in the
light, accompanied by one of those velvet booms.
Advanced
civilizations from other star systems can spot life as we know it in
the universe by the vibratory or energy matrix imprint. It is
child's play. The Earth's wonder child (human beings) make an
abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the backyard
of the universe.
The light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal beings. We have already been alive forever!
I realized that we are
part of a natural living system that recycles itself endlessly. I
was never told that I had to come back. I just knew that I would. It
was only natural, from what I had seen.
Some of our questions are universal,
but each of us is exploring this thing we call life in our own
unique way. So is every other form of life, from mountains to every
leaf on every tree.
I had complete trust in the light and the life process.
As the stream merged with the great light, I asked never to forget
the revelations and the feelings of what I had learned on the other
side.
I was given answers to all those little questions I had:
I knew that I would be reincarnated.
The Earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness evolves out of that into each one of us. I thought of myself as a human for the first time, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would be happy to be an atom in this universe. An atom.
So to be the human part of "God"... this is the most fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our wildest estimation of what blessing can be.
For each and every one of us to
be the human part of this experience is awesome, and magnificent.
Each and every one of us, no matter where we are, screwed up or not,
is a blessing to the planet, right where we are.
She was sure I was dead; all the signs
of death were there - I was getting stiff. We do not know how long I
was dead, but we do know that it was an hour and a half since I was
found. She honored my wish to have my newly dead body left alone for
a few hours as much as she could. We had an amplified stethoscope
and many ways of checking out the vital functions of the body to see
what was happening. She can verify that I really was dead.
Then I awakened and saw the light outside. I tried to get up
to go to it, but I fell out of the bed. She heard a loud "clunk",
ran in and found me on the floor.
I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking,
This world seemed more like a dream than that
one.
Before that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot
of people were really screwed up, in fact I thought that everybody
was screwed up but me. But I got clear on all that.
I said,
He said,
He acted very unimpressed. But here was a miracle, and I was
impressed, even if no one else was.
The
universe is not an intellectual process at all. The intellect is
helpful; it is brilliant, but right now that is all we process with,
instead of our hearts and the wiser part of ourselves.
The animals have a group soul, and they
reincarnate in group souls. A deer is pretty much going to be a deer
forever. But just being born a human, whether deformed or genius,
shows that you are on the path to developing an individual
consciousness. That is in itself part of the group consciousness
called humanity.
The different questions that each of us has are very, very
important. This is how Godhead is exploring God's Self - through
you. So ask your questions, do your searching. You will find your
Self and you will find "God" in that Self, because it is only the
Self.
Beyond that, the greatest soul mate that you will ever have is yourself. We are each both male and female. We experience this in the womb and we experience this in reincarnation states. If you are looking for that ultimate soul mate outside of yourself, you may never find it; it is not there.
Just as "God" is not
"there." "God" is here. Don't look "out there" for
"God". Look here for
"God". Look through your Self. Start having the greatest love affair
you ever had ... with your Self. You will love everything out of
that.
They
were so consumed with their own grief, trauma and misery. But, after
what seemed an eternity, I started calling out to that light, like a
child calling to a parent for help. Then the light opened up and
formed a tunnel that came right to me an insulated me from all that
fear and pain. That is what hell really is.
I said,
It expressed to me that it was my oversoul, my Higher Self matrix, a
super-ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to the light.
They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all that. Well, one day they are going to come down to the little thing that holds it all together, and they are going to have to call that ... "God". With atomic colliders they are not only seeing what is in here, but they are creating particles. Thank "God" most of them are short-lived milliseconds and nanoseconds.
We are just beginning to understand
that we are creating too, as we go along.
But I ask the mind:
That is the next level of spiritual awareness. Oh! My mother! All of
a sudden you give up the ego, because you are not the only soul in
the universe.
I was given a tour of all the heavens that have been created: the Nirvanas, the Happy Hunting Grounds, all of them. I went through them.
These are thought form creations that we have created. We
don't really go to heaven; we are reprocessed. But whatever we
created, we leave a part of ourselves there. It is real, but it is
not all of the soul.
I found the ancient ones to be more interesting, like the Native American ones, the Happy Hunting Grounds. The Egyptians have fantastic ones. It goes on and on. There are so many of them. In each of them there is a fractal that is your particular interpretation, unless you are part of the group soul that believes in only the "God" of a particular religion. Then you are very close, in the same ball park together.
But even then, each is a
little bit different. That is a part of yourself that you leave
there. Death is about life, not about heaven.
And Godhead said, with great love,
That was incredible grace. What that meant was that we are the
caring beings here.
They come and they go, they change.
Buddhism has not been here forever, Catholicism has not been here forever, and they are all about to become more enlightened. More light is coming into all systems now.
There is going to be a reformation in spirituality that
is going to be just as dramatic as the Protestant Reformation. There
will be lots of people fighting about it, one religion against the
next, believing that only they are right.
It matters to us and that is where it is important. What you have is the energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are Protestant, Buddhist, or whatever. It is all a blooming facet of the whole. I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. It is not the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same "God".
Live and
let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the Big
Picture; it is all important.
Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we finally realize that maybe we are all here together now. For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us.
Then we started saying,
Now we are actually in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer.
So I came back loving toxic waste, because
it brought us together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell
might say, these problems are now "soul size." Do we have soul size
answers? YES!
That shift in consciousness will change politics,
money, energy.
But human beings are already legendary throughout the cosmos of consciousness. The little bitty human being of Earth/Gaia is legendary. One of the things that we are legendary for is dreaming. We are legendary dreamers. In fact, the whole cosmos has been looking for the meaning of life, the meaning of it all. And it was the little dreamer who came up with the best answer ever.
We dreamed
it up. So dreams are important.
After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense
that you will want to change channels. Living forever in one body is
not as creative as reincarnation, as transferring energy in this
fantastic vortex of energy that we are in. We are actually going to
see the wisdom of life and death, and enjoy it.
This body has been alive forever already...
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