7 December 2006
Good news is that lots of people are waking up, finding themselves
in situations similar to your own.
On the other hand, lots of people are
also shriveling up spiritually, becoming increasingly empty and
bitter. So before I say anything else, remember that because “saving
the world” requires that people save themselves, only the willing
can be assisted and there is no point in getting stubbornly
frustrated with the rejection and ridicule you might face from those
not ready or willing to expand their minds.
The surest way to work for the betterment of mankind is to improve
yourself, educate yourself, become aware and skilled at delivering
that awareness to others who are interested.
It’s more about building up your
potential to serve than just going out there and trying to do good
haphazardly. The actual opportunities to “do something” are called
out of you by the needs of circumstance - you’ll be inspired with a
good idea and your circumstances will just happen to be in the right
place for you to carry it out.
By improving yourself, I mean becoming ever more mentally stable and
emotionally balanced, acquiring wisdom from observation and
experience, taking great care to deal with people according to their
level of understanding.
Books by Rudolf Steiner,
John Baines, Theun
Mares, and Franz Bardon, and other esoteric sources contain decent
advice on this.
By educating yourself, I mean learning more about what really
matters, what is really going on in this world and within yourself,
the hidden things that manipulate people that could be stopped if
only they knew about it, and the positive principles that if known
and applied would allow one to progress more intelligently and
powerfully yet compassionately through life.
Becoming skilled means finding your niche for communication. Some
are good at sending messages through music or art. Others through
writing. Others through informal conversations. Others through
If you can become a walking "help
center" where those you meet who need a bit of inspiration or help
figuring something out can benefit from what you yourself have
learned, that’s a good thing.
Whatever you do learn about, be sure to ponder not just memorize it.
Look for what it explains, and look for what it fails to explain.
Over time you’ll grow talented at telling truth from deception,
which is a very important skill because the road to higher knowledge
is strewn with lures and traps.
I spend the most energy on my site
laying out the various methods of manipulation and deception because
I figure if people know about the bad stuff then they can more
safely pursue whatever positive things they desire.
Networking with others of similar orientation works wonders. Ideas
bounce back and forth, new ideas arise seemingly out of nowhere, one
person gets an idea and another happens to have some needed skills
to pull it off, and so on.
So whether on the internet or in real
life (most likely both) you can optimistically pursue connecting
with others, seeking them out, maybe putting yourself out there
through a website or blog, in order to fish for those that would
make good mutual team-mates.
synchronicity guides these
connections but there has to be a nonzero probability that the
connection can even happen - therefore as long as you take care of
the mechanics, reality takes care of the rest. Your spiritual family
exists right now scattered about, it’s just a matter of timing and
preparation for these to gather.
Firstly how would one go about distinguishing a positive human from
The only way to know with 100% certainty is to have clairvoyant
abilities where you can see the soul energy field of another, and
even then you have to know what to look for. Otherwise intuitively
gauging the “vibe” of another and using what you know from previous
experience with people can get you close enough.
There are two risks to avoid here:
When you get suckered, at least you
learn a lesson and move on. But when you falsely believe someone
positive is an agent, that really screws things up. Therefore I
would recommend giving everyone but the most hostile cases the
benefit of a doubt and let their further actions speak for
In my experience there are really only two types of “agents” to
watch out for:
person tugs on you to be their teacher, their rescuer, their
advisor, etc… and comes off as emotionally needy and
desperate. Yet no matter what you tell them, they never
actually listen or improve - never. That is the difference
between these and just your sincere seeker looking for
Instead of actually benefiting
from interaction in a learning/wisdom/strength fashion, they
just ask you for more and more time and energy. It’s like
they don’t care about the advice you give them, only that
you are being dragged down with them.
Functionally they are like
energy leeches. Give them a chance to learn from your
advice, but if they become a pain in the ass by consistently
refusing to help themselves then walk away.
comes to you strongly mirroring many of your beliefs but
seems a bit hurried or pressured to build rapport with you.
Then the moment they have your
undivided attention they quickly switch over to a pile of
disinformation, trying to lead you down a line of beliefs
that make you feel uncomfortable, trying to make you doubt
your own previously gained knowledge and wisdom - not
through solid reason but through manipulative tactics.
Often they will enter your life
with a bunch of really weird synchronicities, like
mentioning specific things you have just been researching
but no one else knows you have, or talking about their
personal history and childhood with details that very oddly
and too closely match your own. And as soon as you show
resistance they switch from sweet to bitchy in a split
That’s a red flag if they do the
180 degree switch as soon as you refuse to bend to their
will, which reveals what they are really after.
Both of these will be pretty obvious
when you encounter them.
There’s this shallow surface mask, and
beneath is something nasty that comes out from time to time. It’s
the nasty parts that will stand out for you. It doesn’t matter
whether they are individually
souled or not, as a rabidly programmed
and manipulated souled person is bad news regardless.
Remember there’s a difference between a nice person having a bad day
and unintentionally snapping at you, and a dangerous person
pretending to be nice except for moments when their disguise slips.
You can sense intuitively what is beneath the surface of someone.
Does their niceness seem fake? Does
their rudeness seem out of line for them? and so on.
A common mistake is for people to discern who is positive and
negative based on whether they act nice or do nice things versus
being mean and aggressive. But let’s remember that con-artists put
on the charm to fool lonely old ladies all the time, therefore it
takes seeing the bigger picture, the consistent patterns, the red
flags unexcused by superficial niceties to catch a peddler of
The best way to hone your intuition is to pay attention to what you
feel as you interact with someone and to remember this feeling -
then later, after time has passed and they have shown their true
colors, you can recall this feeling and correlate it to whom they
ended up being. Everyone that has ever felt “off” to me eventually
ended up visibly revealing their negative intentions or purposes
sooner or later.
Everyone who has felt fully-rounded and
good-natured eventually proved themselves to be creative souls with
To avoid suspecting the wrong people, don’t go nitpicking for red
flags in the behavior of someone who seems so-so, otherwise you will
force yourself to see things as you wish rather than as they are. If
there is a warning sign, it will come to you. All you have to do is
avoid rationalizing away these warning signs when they smack you in
So stay calm and neutral to avoid
injecting bias into your observations.
The Matrix control system can use a
combination of implanted thought loops and orchestrated
misunderstandings to make two positive souls distrust each other, so
beware. Unlike noticing real warning signs, this artificially
induced paranoia comes with an irrational impulse of irritability
and oversensitivity. The difference between prudence and paranoia is
that the first is sharp yet serene, free from irrational
compulsions, while the second is a type of intoxication.
What signs should I be aware of that signify a pending “attack”?
I can only discuss what signs consistently come my way prior to an
I may see certain numbers on
clocks, license plates, receipts, signs, etc… only around
times when I’m in some kind of danger. For me, “911” and
“141” respectively signify “emergency” and “watch out.”
For you, other numbers might
show up. Keep in mind the things that come to your attention
prior to some really aggravating or depressing experience.
You’ll notice certain ones occur again next time before
similarly negative events. Then you can predict the
impending nature of an attack by these precursors.
These show up whenever I’m about
to undergo a disturbance or expansion in my beingness. So if
I’m heading on a new positive path, or learning something
important, I get synchronicities.
But I also get them when I’m
about to undergo an emotionally distressing experience.
Therefore when you get clusters of
attention to what if anything happens in the next 48 hours.
Watch for dreams of storms,
tornadoes, violent attackers, gunfights, animal attacks,
zombie attacks, evil things lurking outside your house
trying to get in, and so on. For me these symbolic dreams
almost always predict a related literal event happening
within three days. Journal your dreams and then use
hindsight to correlate them to experience.
Among its many functions, dreams
serve to tune you into probable futures in the works. If one
is right around the corner, it will likely show up
symbolically in a dream. But I have confirmed that probable
futures are quantum in nature - if you can observe them with
enough precision, you “collapse the wave function” and
freeze them from manifesting.
Therefore, based on such
prognostications, if you can sufficiently determine the
timing and nature of the attack it will fizzle out.
Awareness radically shifts the probability distribution of
impending futures - negative forces will call off an ambush
if chances of success take a nosedive.
Especially ones in the left ear.
These sound like tuning forks going off inside your head,
low or high pitch, often preceded by muting. The louder, the
For me they signify being
monitored, like some predator spying on its target to gain
last minute intelligence before pouncing. Whenever I get an
ear ringing, I know something is up and increase my
awareness level for the next couple days. Sometimes you’ll
get these when talking with a certain person who seems
fishy, especially one of the two agent types mentioned
As for right ear, for some
people it means “Bingo!” in response to a thought worth
investigating, while for others it have related positive
meanings. However for me, my right ear ringings have
correlated with impending screw ups and frustrations.
A strong feeling of already
having lived this particular moment. Like in The Matrix this
means “they changed something.” It signifies an artificial
alteration of the timeline to place an unexpected obstacle
in your immediate path.
These will vary from person to
person. Myself, I have noticed an unusual amount of police
and fire sirens occurring on days when I’m about to deal
with an emergency. Sudden unusual insect problems or wild
animal intrusions may also be significant.
Look in a dream dictionary like
dreammoods.com for clues on
what these might mean.
Feeling of doom
Feels like something is terribly
wrong but you cannot place what exactly it might be.
Sometimes you’re just being toyed with by entities milking
your fear energy, especially if it becomes a debilitating
panic attack, other times it really is an intuitive
premonition when the feeling heightens your alertness.
Animals acting crazy
We have a cat that goes nuts
running and huffing when an attack is underway. Dogs and
cats may act strange, aggravated, or scared, especially if a
negative entity is lurking around to monitor or attempt a
proximity attack through etheric/telepathic means.
(For more articles on these phenomena,
In 2 Worlds - Waking Up to Another Layer of
How would one go about encouraging a “Sleeping” person to free their
The goal is to pique their curiosity without brow-beating them.
Almost everyone has a threshold of openness where rational pondering
turns to irrational defending when some ego-based belief is crossed.
Some reach that threshold right away… those more open minded may
never reach it in conversation.
If you are good enough at conversing
that you can lead them right up to that threshold, then that’s as
far as you can take them at the moment. Any further and they won’t
budge, only get turned off. It’s not about being cunning or
manipulative, but rather speaking from a noble, caring, and lucid
place within yourself while keeping their conscious responses in
One way to pique curiosity is to ask a question, mention a
phenomena, that they cannot explain or account for. Something that
brings to their attention an inadequacy or hole in their view of the
If you’re dealing with someone conscious
but asleep, they might frown and go “hmm, I never thought about that
one. Interesting,” while those who are more heavily programmed can
dance in circles with logical fallacies trying to dismiss anything
that does not match their programming; for those, smile and back
For the interested, this is where it
pays off to be knowledgeable on alternative subjects and know what
further sources to recommend.
It also helps to be genuinely earnest and sincerely kind when
relaying some belief or experience of yours, instead of arrogant or
combative - this way they can still see your good side even if they
don’t believe you. They are being held hostage by their own egos,
and when you step out of line and provoke their ego more than
necessary, their minds turn off and the ego takes over shutting you
Speaking to their hearts, their
reasoning minds, their latent spark of curiosity works best.
You can also try raising your vibes by thinking of lofty and
positive thoughts, memories, and ideals before getting on with the
interaction, which helps make them feel more comfortable and wards
off negative forces that might otherwise whip them away from opening