“You see”, Anastasia started her explanation, “it is very important
when two persons join their lives into one on the basis of
spirituality, bondage and attraction. Unfortunately, most of the
time, everything starts from carnal desires. Well, for example, you
had seen a beautiful girl and a desire of intimacy came to you.
Although it does not mean that you have seen a real personality, the
soul itself. Very often people join their destinies led only by
carnal attraction. This does not last long. So they switch over to
another one.
What connects people then?
It is not a very complicated task at all to find your soul mate with
whom you can find real happiness. Although in your technocratic
world there are a lot of obstacles to it. The woman, I am seeking
contact with, lives in a large city, regularly goes to the same
place, evidently to work.
Over there or, maybe on her way to that place, there is a man who is
her soul mate. They are very closely related spiritually. She could
be really very happy with him and, what is of most importance, they
could have a child who would be able to bring a lot of good to the
world. You know, Vladimir, they would be able to create it in the
same impulse we did. This man can't find the way to express his
feelings to this woman and to some extent she creates the problem.
Can you imagine, when he is looking at her face he recognizes
subconsciously his soul mate.
On her part, as soon as she feels somebody's gaze she strains
trying, as if by chance, to pull her skirt higher or something like
that. By doing it she provokes a carnal desire but he doesn't know
her well enough or maybe they have never been introduced to one
another. Anyhow this is the reason that he goes to the one who is
more familiar, closer to him and available for him to satisfy his
carnal feelings.
I would like to prompt this woman on how to behave but I can't get
through to her. Her brain is never opened, even for a moment, to
realize the message and information involved. It is completely
preoccupied with everyday problems. Can you imagine, I was watching
her once all day and night long. It's terrible! My granddaddy was
blaming me for ignoring my work with dachniks and in general for
scattering myself. He said that I was wasting my time and poking my
nose into something that had nothing to do with me and my business.
The first thought which would come to her on awakening in the
morning: 'What to eat', instead of being happy and welcoming the coming day.
She gets upset just because the food she would like to have is not
available. Then she gets frustrated as she does not have enough of
something that women usually put on their face in the morning (maybe
it is cream or colors). Her mind is always busy trying to figure out
the way to get it. She is always late and in a hurry. She is always
afraid to miss this or that means of transportation.
At the place where she comes usually her mind is absolutely
overloaded and, to be more precise, to my mind, by all kinds of
nonsense. She is trying to keep the appearance of being preoccupied
with business matters and minding the job she is supposed to do.
Nevertheless she is thinking evidently about her girlfriend or just
an acquaintance and she is having a feeling of irritation towards
her. At the same time she is trying to listen to everything they are
talking about. Can you believe, this is her regular routine which is
repeated from day to day as if she were a clockwork toy.
When she is back at home and if somebody can see her, she keeps the
look of a woman but really she is thinking again about all kind of
colors. When at a store she takes a good look at the clothes and
mainly that kind which recover her alluring charms, assuming that
they would work a miracle though in reality in her particular case
everything goes quite the contrary.
When back home again she starts house cleaning. She believes that
she is enjoying a rest while staring at a television set. Se messes
about with food and the most important thing of all is that she
thinks about something good only for a moment. She goes to bed and
again, she can't just leave her troubles alone. Isn't it something!
She never lets them go! If she could only try to let them go only
for a minute during the daytime and try to think...”.
“Wait a minute, Anastasia, will you explain, please, what do you
imagine her appearance should look like. I mean her clothes and what
exactly should she think at the very moment when that man is near
by? What does she need to do in order that he would be able to open
his heart to her?”