by
Aletheia Luna
September 07, 2024
from
LonerWolf Website
Sooner or later on the spiritual awakening journey, we all taste the
mysterious and intense phenomenon known as
kundalini energy.
It might be smooth and subtle, or intense and
explosive, but whatever the case, kundalini is a primal force of
awakening.
In fact, sometimes people can experience
full-blown kundalini awakenings spontaneously without any prior
experience (or interest) in spiritual growth or transformation.
Have you experienced a kundalini awakening?
If you're curious to discover whether you're going through a
kundalini awakening or something else entirely, keep reading.
What is a Kundalini Awakening?
Put simply,
a kundalini awakening is a form of energetic
awakening that causes us to transform on the mental, emotional,
and spiritual levels.
Kundalini itself is a Sanskrit word that
means,
"she who is coiled"...
It refers to primordial life force energy
contained at the base of the spine that is often depicted as a
snake.
This serpentine energy, once awoken,
travels up the various energy centers (or
chakras) of the body and into your crown chakra where higher
consciousness is triggered.
The result of this higher awareness is a greater
understanding of your Soul (or True Nature), life purpose, and the
nature of reality itself.
19 Symptoms of the Kundalini
Awakening
As divine feminine energy, kundalini usually lies dormant in the
root chakra (base of the spine).
However, there are a number of different situations where kundalini
can be suddenly awoken spanning from trauma to drug use, all the way
to years of targeted practice (such as tantra or kundalini yoga).
Below, I've divided kundalini awakening symptoms into two groups:
"light" and "dark" signs...
Please note that kundalini energy is neither
good nor bad, instead, it's a primordial force that simply lives
within us.
However, to the human mind, some of these
experiences are pleasant, and others are extremely unpleasant:
'Light' Kundalini Awakening
Symptoms
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You feel a spiritual connection with
the Divine that transcends the ego
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You are bathed in bliss and boundless
love
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You experience periods of Oneness
where your compassion for humanity increases
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You tap into extrasensory abilities
(ESP) and/or develop extraordinary gifts
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Pleasurable sensations pulsate
through your body
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You're inspired to make big,
life-altering decisions and authentic changes in your
life
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Synchronicity (i.e., meaningful or
miraculous coincidences) increases tremendously
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You have profound insights into your
behavior and past experiences
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Your empathic abilities strengthen,
and you can feel everything at a profound level
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You begin to understand the nature of
the mind and how it influences reality
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You keep receiving big, cosmic
"downloads" of information (soul communication)
'Dark' Kundalini Awakening Symptoms
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You experience intense, involuntary
shaking of the body that can be alarming
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Your nervous system becomes
hypersensitive to external stressors (bright lights, TV
violence, loud noises) and shuts down or craves total
solitude
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You struggle to sleep properly
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You experience sudden and shocking
moments of
ego death
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You have visual disturbances that can
feel alarming (e.g., objects seeming to vibrate)
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You experience intense heat,
vibrations, or electricity surge through your body
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It feels like you're having a bad
drug trip while sober
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You struggle to distinguish what is
real from imagined (psychosis) and feel like you're
going crazy
Other Kundalini Awakening Symptoms
The above kundalini awakening signs are fairly common.
However, as someone who has experienced the
energy of kundalini move through me, I can say that it doesn't
happen in the exact same way for everyone.
One of the most recent experiences I've had with kundalini, for
instance, was preceded by two weeks of low-scale feelings of
'impending doom,' followed by the kundalini energy gently moving
from my head and down through my body into my stomach.
The energy felt gentle, like a soft breath of wind, and when it
reached my stomach, it felt like it was 'working' on something
there.
Then it melted away and vanished.
Here are some other, and perhaps less common,
kundalini awakening symptoms:
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Feeling shattered (fragmented) or like
you have no center
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Dreaming of snakes or seeing snakes
everywhere (this is an alert from your subconscious mind)
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Feeling raw and extremely vulnerable,
like a newborn child
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Manic and exuberant energy or the
opposite, chronic fatigue (sometimes alternating)
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Frequent
lucid dreams or vivid dreams
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Seeing lights or hearing music that isn't
there
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Tapping into your past life experiences
(or other people's)
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Entering spontaneous yoga poses (known as
kriyas), mudras (hand poses), or pranayama (yogic breathing)
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Developing a Savior Complex or feelings
of grandiosity
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Feeling intense grief for the planet and
all suffering beings
-
Out-of-body experiences where you
(may/may not) connect with your
Higher Self
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Visual and hearing changes
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Panic attacks and feelings of terror
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Strange food cravings or aversions
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Spontaneous orgasms
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Developing strange, undiagnosable
physical symptoms that may manifest as autoimmune
conditions, digestive issues, nausea, etc.
Is Kundalini Awakening Dangerous?
This is a fair question, especially considering some of the symptoms
mentioned above.
To answer the question, yes and no...!
Kundalini energy isn't innately dangerous or bad.
It's our energy blockages that limit the flow
of kundalini that make it a painful, scary, and sometimes
dangerous experience...
In Georg Feuerstein's book
Tantra - Path
of Ecstasy, he explores why kundalini can go haywire:
Without prior cleansing of the nādī system,
raising the serpent power (kundalinī-shakti) along the axial
pathway is not only impossible but also very dangerous to
attempt, for instead of entering the central channel (sushumnā-nādī)
it is likely to force itself into the idā- or the pingalā-nādī,
on either side of the central channel, causing immense havoc in
the body and mind.
In other words,
when kundalini is prematurely stimulated or
aroused in an incorrect way (aka., through inadequate
preparation and clearing of our energetic body), the results can
be disastrous.
Thankfully, the experience doesn't last forever,
and we'll explore what to do if you're experiencing the 'dark side'
of kundalini awakening a little later.
But to further illustrate, Feuerstein goes on to quote the
experience of yogi and mystic Gopi Krishna during his
spontaneous kundalini experience.
He writes:
There were dreadful disturbances in all the
organs, each so alarming and painful that I wonder how I managed
to retain my self-possession under the onslaught.
The whole delicate organism was burning,
withering away completely under the fiery blast racing through
its interior.
I knew I was dying and that my heart could
not stand the tremendous strain for long. My throat was scorched
and every part of my body flaming and burning, but I could do
nothing to alleviate the dreadful suffering.
If a well or river had been near I would have
jumped into its cold depths, preferring death to what I was
undergoing... I racked my distracted brain for a way of escape,
only to meet blank despair on every side.
The effort exhausted me and I felt myself
sinking, dully conscious of the scalding sea of pain in which I
was drowning.
I'll stop there because I know that this might be
alarming to you (or alternatively, affirming, helping you to see
that you're not alone if you've experienced this).
In short,
kundalini is a mighty potent force...!
If you're seeking to awaken it, be sure you know
what you're doing and seek out trustworthy guidance. This is not
something to be trifled with.
Spiritual Awakening vs. Kundalini
Awakening – What's the Difference?
While the two sound the same, they're slightly different in nature.
The
spiritual awakening process (or
what we refer to as the
spiritual wanderer's journey...)
tends to be emotional and psychological.
Kundalini awakening, on the other hand, is
energetic:
it's a surge of energy that may be either
gentle and gradual, or sudden and intense.
While kundalini awakening usually comes further
down the road after someone has experienced a spiritual awakening,
it doesn't always.
As mentioned previously, kundalini can arise
suddenly in response to psychedelic drug experiences,
sexual
encounters, or even traumatic situations.
Another distinguishing factor is that kundalini energy is felt very
physically whereas the spiritual awakening is usually more mind and
heart oriented.
So while intense vibrations and heat may be felt in the body during
kundalini awakening, during spiritual awakening there is more of a
soulful quality of deep questioning, insight, and transfiguration
(some refer to this as spiritual alchemy).
Can someone experience both spiritual awakening and kundalini
awakening at the same time? Yes, absolutely.
It's for this reason that both tend to lead to the experience of the
Dark Night of the Soul (or the
inevitable after-effect of having felt like one has 'lost touch'
with the Divine).
Ultimately, they are two sides of the same coin.
5 Hidden Traps of Kundalini
Awakening
Ai generated image
of a person standing
in a serpentine ring of fire
representing
kundalini awakening energy
The
kundalini shakti
bestows
liberation on yogins
and
bondage on the ignorant.
Svātmarāma
(15th
century yogi master)
Kundalini awakening is a
life-changing mystical experience that can
feel magical, ecstatic, and profound. And it is.
But there are also many hidden traps we can fall
into after we've emerged out of the other end.
Some of these traps involve:
-
Spiritual superiority,
seeing yourself as "more awake" than
others and looking down on those who are not as advanced or
still "asleep" (also known as
spiritual narcissism)
-
Savior complex,
adopting a disproportionate sense of
self-grandiosity and specialness, believing that you're sent
to "save the world" (e.g., for those who have undergone
kundalini psychosis, this can even mean believing they're
Jesus Christ or the next Buddha)
-
Grasping and attachment,
desperately trying to hold onto the
blissful experiences of the kundalini awakening and being
miserable (even entering crisis mode) when it's inevitably
lost (this can result in
spiritual materialism and the dark
night of the soul)
-
Spiritual nihilism,
taking universal truths and misapplying
them to a human level, e.g., "all is an illusion," "nothing
ultimately matters" which breeds a sense of dissociation,
emptiness, and cynicism
-
Avoidance,
avoiding or spiritually bypassing
everyday responsibilities and focusing only on "higher
spiritual matters" (this is essentially a way for the ego to
avoid growing up and integrating the experience at a human
level)
How to Handle a Kundalini
Awakening
If your kundalini has awoken and you're feeling overwhelmed, here's
some guidance:
1. Be gentle with yourself
and take care of your nervous system
Likely, your nervous system is going into overdrive if you're
having a painful kundalini experience.
Some ways to calm your nerves can include:
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Taking a warm bath with essential oils
like lavender (you can also try magnesium salts). If a warm
bath doesn't sound like your cup of tea, try a cold shower.
Be mindful and notice how your body and mind respond to the
temperature of the water.
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Find something/someone that brings you a
feeling of safety. This might be cuddling your dog or cat,
asking your partner or friend to hold you, finding a cozy
nook in nature, or relaxing in a corner of your house that
brings you comfort.
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Listen to calming music.
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Try slow guided breathing using an app
like Calm or InsightTimer. (Be mindful of how
your body responds. Stop immediately at the first sign of
discomfort.)
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Ground yourself outdoors in nature.
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Eat grounding foods (potatoes, root
vegetables, organic meat)
2. Stop all spiritual practice temporarily
Yes, your spiritual practice might be amplifying the effects of
your kundalini awakening.
So stop. Let yourself rest...
If you crave a replacement practice, try
mindfulness as it helps to ground you in the present moment.
Read article on the
spiritual emergency for more
helpful ideas.
3. Seek out compassionate help
If you still struggle with the kundalini energy being too
intense, I strongly recommend seeking out the guidance of a
transpersonal or depth psychotherapist.
The best guides are those who understand the
importance of integrating the mind and spirit (or spiritual
psychology).
There are also people who specialize in kundalini awakening help
that you can find online - but tread carefully. Trust your
instincts.
If you feel worse or if you get weird vibes
about someone, you don't owe them any explanation.
Leave. Find someone else...
You have the right to get the guidance you
need.
Kundalini Awakening FAQ
Here are some other questions you might have about this powerful
experience on the spiritual journey:
What happens
after kundalini awakening?
Usually, there is a period of long integration after the
kundalini awakening experience.
In other words,
it takes a while for the mind, heart, and
soul of a person to fully comprehend what they've been
through and translate that into daily life.
For some (extremely) rare people, kundalini
awakening results in liberation from the separate self and the
realization of
non-dual awareness (also known
as 'enlightenment').
How to have a kundalini
awakening?
There are many methods out there that help to stimulate
kundalini energy.
Most involve either Tantric and/or Yogic
practice.
Visualization, plant medicines (like
psilocybin mushrooms and ayahuasca), certain breathwork
techniques, belly dancing, and meditations also help to
awaken kundalini energy.
But remember to always be gentle, go slowly,
and know what you're doing.
Kundalini energy is powerful and not to be
messed around with.
How long does kundalini
awakening take?
The answer is that it varies for everyone.
Some people experience the awakening of
kundalini early on their spiritual path (indeed, for some it
actually triggers the spiritual search).
For others, kundalini awakens after many
years of spiritual practice.
There is no set-in-stone rule here:
it depends on your unique energetic
blockages, destiny, soul, and many other factors.
As the kundalini
awakens,
you naturally
become aware of your true nature,
the nature of
God, and the purpose of your existence.
It is an
accelerated path to God-Realization,
and can create
many extraordinary
experiences and
realizations.
Steven
Sadleir
(Looking For
God)
Kundalini awakening can happen gradually and subtly or explosively
and rapidly on our spiritual awakening journeys.
Known as the Serpent Power, the
Inner Woman, and the essence of Shakti,
kundalini energy can be a force of tremendous awakening or deep
enslavement.
The key is to be mindful, practice spiritual
discernment, trust in your soul's strength, and seek help where
needed.
Remember that the ultimate purpose of kundalini is to dissolve the
inner knots that keep you small and limited, helping you to awaken
to your Eternal, Primordial, True Nature...
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