Part
11: The Book of the Antichrist
The Oral Jerry Swagger had five homes, now, scattered across the
U.S., including one on the East Coast, near Philadelphia where he
had had the meeting with Larry Meier. But his house in Pasadena--it
was a mansion, really--was in some sense his real home, his base.
For it was in Pasadena that he had gotten his start, building a
radio empire that reached listeners around the globe.
In more recent years more and more of the media budget had been
devoted to television, but although the work had continued to grow,
viewers had never quite trusted his image the same way listeners had
trusted his voice.
OJ's home in Pasadena was his favorite, but he only opened it to
special visitors. God was a planner, a builder, and He in no way
scorned wealth. But OJ was wary of the slew of media stories that
had once alluded to the opulence of his home's furnishings. "Gold
brick- a-brack" they had written.
Illiterate reporters. Uncultured, slovenly scribblers. They seemed
incapable of understanding the finer things of life.
To the Oral Jerry Swagger, culture had always connoted British
royalty, and he had decorated his home with quality purchases from
Harrods in London--articles he had selected himself. Yes, there was
goldware at the dinner table, but that was a matter of respect.
Carnal, material people--the kings and prime ministers and educators
he invited as weekend guests--only respected material possessions.
And if they paid homage to a Man of God for the wrong reasons--well,
it was still better to be respected than not.
It was good to get back to the West Coast. He always slept better in
Pasadena. The nightmares of years past ("that thing" was the way he
thought of it now) had gradually faded, and he normally felt the
security of being surrounded by the familiar and precious things God
had given him.
But for some reason tonight, his first day back from the East Coast,
he turned and tossed, and when he would briefly awaken, he seemed to
hear voices echoing in the room. Perhaps he had a touch of fever, he
thought.
But later he realized he was sleeping restfully. "See, I am sleeping
peacefully," he said to someone in his dream. Then, silently, to
himself: "You are dreaming." Space and time slowly solidified, and
in his dream he was consciously aware of that time in the early days
of his organization, when the security guards had rounded up a
crazed prophet who was wandering the property. Being a little unsure
of themselves, they had brought him to OJ's private office. The man
had focused his gaze in awe above OJ's head, and asked: "How is it
possible that both an angel and a demon hover over you at the same
time?"
At that time it had made OJ's hair stand on end to discover the war
in heaven taking place so close to home. Even now, awake in his
dream, he involuntarily glanced up over his head, and saw a cowled
figure hovering. There was a blurry mist where the face should be.
He opened his eyes and sat up with a start.
Was he awake, or just dreaming he was awake? OJ turned on the light.
Yes, he was definitely in his own room. He started to swing back the
covers, but then felt the wetness under his hand. There was a line
of white across the bed.
He sniffed his fingers. The smell was briny. He brushed the white
line with a finger and sniffed again. It was ocean foam. Somewhere
he thought he heard a door click.
Quickly he picked up the phone to summon the housekeeper. Was she
staying tonight? He really didn't know. And it didn't matter. The
line was dead.
OJ rose quickly and began to turn on all the lights. The bedroom
light. The light in his adjacent study. The third floor hall light.
Nothing. Gradually he worked his way through the house, turning on
all the lights. There was no one there. He picked up the phone
again. The line was good.
He dialed Security. "Yes, Mr. Swagger," the voice answered promptly.
"I thought I heard
someone trying to break into the house."
"We'll be right there, Mr. Swagger. Do you want us to come
inside?"
"No. No, just check around the outside. What time is it?"
"It's ten minutes after 4 o'clock, sir."
OJ returned to the third
floor, leaving all the lights on. I need to settle down, he thought.
He remembered he had unopened mail in his study. He would look
through it.
And that was when he saw the book, lying there in the center of his
desk. It hadn't been there earlier in the evening. The Book of the
Antichrist. He knew the author. He could never forget the name.
Jack Parsons.
Involuntarily OJ sat down at his desk, and began to read the dimly
remembered passages.
THE BOOK OF
THE ANTICHRIST
The Black Pilgrimage
Now it came to
pass even as BABALON told me, for after receiving her Book I
fell away from Magick, and put away Her Book and all
pertaining thereto. And I was stripped of my fortune, (the
sum of about $50,000) and my house, and all I possessed.
Then for a period of two years I worked in the world,
recouping my fortune somewhat. But that was also taken from
me, and my reputation, and my good name in my worldly work,
that was in science.
And on the 31st of October, 1984, BABALON called on me
again, and I began the last work, that was the work of the
wand. And I worked for 17 days, until BABALON called me in a
dream, and instructed me on an astral working. Then I
reconstructed the temple, and began the Black Pilgrimage, as
She instructed.
And I went into the sunset with Her sign and into the night
past accursed and desolate places and cyclopean ruins, and
so came at last to the City of Chorazin. And there a great
tower of Black Basalt was raised, that was part of a castle
whose further battlements ruled over the gulf of stars. And
upon the tower was this sign.
And one heavily robed and veiled showed me this sign, and
told me to look, and behold, I saw flash before me four past
lives wherein I had failed in my object. And I beheld the
life of Simon Magus, preaching the Whore Helen as the
Sophia, and I saw that my failure was in Hubris, the pride
of the spirit. And I saw my life as Giles de Retz, wherein I
attempted to raise Jehanne d'Ark to be Queen of the
Witchcraft, and failed through her stupidity, and again my
pride. And I saw myself in Francis Hepburne, Earl Bothwell,
manipulating Gille Duncan, that was an unworthy instrument.
And again as Count Cagliostro, failing because I failed to
comprehend the nature of women in my Seraphina. And I was
shown myself as a boy of 13 in this life, invoking Satan and
showing cowardice when He appeared. And I was asked: "Will
you fail again?" and I replied "I will not fail." (For I had
given all by blood to BABALON, and it was not I that spoke.)
And thereafter I was taken within and saluted the Prince of
that place, and thereafter things were done to me of which I
may not write, and they told me,
"It is not
certain that you will survive, but if you survive you
will attain your true will, and manifest the
Antichrist."
And thereafter I
returned and swore the Oath of the Abyss, having only the
choice between madness, suicide, and that oath. But the oath
in no wise ameliorated that terror, and I continued in the
madness and horror of the abyss for a season. But of this no
more. But having passed the ordeal of 40 days, I took the
oath of a Magister Templi, even the Oath of Antichrist
before Frater 132, the Unknown God.
And thus was I Antichrist loosed in the world; and to this I
am pledged, that the work of the Beast 666 shall be
fulfilled, and the way for the coming of BABALON be made
open and I shall not cease or rest until these things are
accomplished. And to this end I have issued this my
Manifesto.
Belarion Armituss AL
Dagjal Antichrist
Jack Parsons
210
First revealed Oct. 31, 1984 e.v.
OJ stared at the final
page for a long time. The date was altered, OJ knew. 1984: the name
of George Orwell's novel. Orwell had originally titled it 1948,
because the events he was writing about were occurring in his own
time. But an editor thought the title too controversial, and so had
inverted the last two digits. The correct date in Jack Parson's book
was 1948.
Yes, OJ remembered Jack Parson's book well. It had been given to in
1952 when he was a young man twenty-two years of age. And he
remembered the other book, also: 1984. The substitution meant
someone knew. Someone knew the evil that he, OJ, had once done and
forever atoned for.
"That thing" had returned to haunt him. And there, sitting at his
desk, with all the lights on, surrounded by the Godly culture of
Harrods, the terror swept over him like a tidal wave.
Dean Malik sat at one of the small round tables in the basement of
Larry Blake's Bar on Telegraph Avenue in Berkeley, California,
nursing a Dos Equis. The baseball game was still playing on the wide
screen, which would soon be rolled up to make way for the band. He
wasn't sure who was on. Perhaps Pamela Rose and Peter Walsh with The
Blue Monday Party.
Zak, sitting across from him, blew smoke at the exposed pipes
hanging from the ceiling. Dean could tell he was tense. But then Zak
was always that way, veins filled with a natural flow of
amphetamines.
"You've gone over
everything?"
"I've been through it. There won't be any mistakes," Dean said.
Dean's real name was
Salah ad-Din, but they had always called him Dean at school. He was
the son of a former consular official. Zak was Yitzhaq Adolph Alfasi.
"I thought Jews
didn't name their kids Adolph anymore," Dean had remarked, on
hearing the decipherment of the middle initial.
Zak had shrugged. "I was named after my grandfather."
The explanation made
partial sense to Dean. Zak's other grandfather was Yitzhaq. Not much
you could do about the balance of genealogical power.
"I have to have it
on tape, the documents prove nothing," Zak said.
"You'll have it." A short pause. "Provided you have the money."
The band began setting
up. There was a bald man with a small pony tail. And a girl singer
who looked something like Bette Midler.
It was a dangerous game Zak was playing, Dean mused. Crossing your
own people. Not that Dean cared. The Institute can go to hell, he
thought, but without passion. A long time ago they had killed Dean's
father at Cannes, where the family had gone for vacation. His father
had been standing on a balcony below an apartment owned by an
important PLO official when the Mossad had cut him in half with a
Kalashnikov. The choice of weapon was apparently meant to imply a
Palestinian internal dispute. But the deception was ineffective
because they had assassinated the wrong man. The police were already
there when Dean and his mother returned from the beach, and Dean
remembered thinking irrelevantly that now they wouldn't be taking
the boat over to the Iles de Lerins, to see the cell of the Man in
the Iron Mask at Ste. Marguerite.
Some friends got them a room at the Hotel Carlton on the Rue du
Canada, and at breakfast the next day he heard people talking,
shaking their heads over the mistake, but saying when you got down
to it all these Arabs looked alike.
What makes you think it was the Mossad, Zak had asked, when Dean
told him the story.
The DGSE had the apartment under surveillance, Dean said, using the
French initials for La Direction Generale de la Securite Exterieure.
They had taken a photo of a man in the hedge moments before the
killing. The man had been identified as an agent of Mossad.
Zak didn't believe it. Mossad assassins killed at close range with
.22 Berettas. They checked their victims carefully so no mistakes
were made. They normally avoided noisy attention-attracting weapons.
You looked your man in the eye, the Beretta went poof- poof, and you
slipped away quietly.
Dean snorted in derision. Zak was a romantic. The Mossad made
mistakes like everyone else. Dean had also read the self-serving
propaganda, he said, seen it in a film or two--Israeli agents
wrestling with issues of morality. Bullshit. The implication seemed
to be that assassination was okay as long as you had a conscience.
As for innocent by- standers, Dean figured the Mossad was like any
other outfit of its kind: some might agonize over the death of
innocent by-standers, but most would shrug it off as as one of the
risks of war. And the more fanatical wouldn't concern themselves at
all, as long as the by- standers were Arab, the only good Arab being
a dead one. Just like in the West Bank: when soldiers couldn't get
at the actual rock-throwers, they just shot any Palestinian youth
who was handy.
But Zak said it probably really was Palestinian infighting.
Palestinians were always killing off each other. The rival gang had
simply mistaken Dean's father for the PLO official upstairs.
All Mossad hits are palmed off as Palestinian infighting, Dean
replied. The U.S. press dutifully passed along that interpretation
because the press was centered in New York, hardly a city with an
unbiased view of world politics. Christ, the city was mostly Jews
and Puerto Ricans.
Had Dean seen the photograph? Zak wanted to know.
Yes, he had.
How did he really know when, or under what circumstances, the photo
was taken? He only had the DGSE's word for that.
Dean didn't argue the point. But he couldn't see the French external
intelligence service had any motive to lie about it.
As one blues number started, some girls got up and begin dancing on
the side of the room away from the stairs. Dean watched one of the
girls with interest. Tight blue jeans were one of his adolescent
sexual imprints, and this girl had his number. He watched the girl's
undulating bottom as he thought about the Haram es-Sharif, the
Temple Mount, the focus of all this duplicity.
Es-Sakhra, the large Foundation Stone on the Temple Mount, was
reputedly the spot where Abraham had built an altar to sacrifice his
son. The Stone later served as the location of the Holy of Holies of
the First and Second Jewish Temples. After the destruction of the
Second Temple, the same spot was chosen by the Roman Emperor Hadrian
for a new Tripartite Temple dedicated to Jupiter, Juno, and Minerva.
Then for a time the area had remained barren. When Omar Ibn Kittab
conquered Jerusalem in 638 A.D., he was shocked at the Temple
Mount's filthy condition and ordered it cleaned. At that time it was
called Al Aqsa, "the distant place." It was the spot where a few
years earlier Mohammed had ended his aerial night journey from
Mecca, then ascended to heaven on the flying horse Burak.
Over the Foundation Stone, which marked the actual spot of
Mohammed's ascent, the Caliph Abd-el-Malik erected an octagonal
monument, the Dome of the Rock, in 691. El-Malik's son el-Walid
added another building in 705: the Al Aqsa Mosque at the southern
end of the Temple square. The latter structure was built on an
unstable foundation of rubble, and was consequently destroyed by
earthquake a number of times, and had to be repeatedly rebuilt.
Christian Crusaders took Jerusalem in 1099, and the first Christian
Kings of Jerusalem used the Al Aqsa Mosque as their palace. Then
administration of the Mount was turned over to the Knights Templar.
Al Aqsa, which the Templars renamed Solomon's Temple, served as the
Templar headquarters, and the Dome of the Rock became the Templum
Domini, the Temple of the Lord.
"You sure you want
to do this?" Dean asked Zak.
"Yes, I'm sure."
"Tell me something. When you enter the Temple Mount through the
Moroccan Gate--that is, walking up the ramp past the Wailing
Wall--there is a large sign, put there by the Chief Rabbis of
Israel, saying under Jewish law it is forbidden for anyone to
enter the Temple Mount area. Why is that? Why won't Orthodox
Jews go there?"
"No one is qualified to sacrifice the Red Heifer," Zak said.
Dean listened to the band for a while. "I don't get it," he said
finally.
"All Jews have been unclean since about the Sixth Century A.D."
"Why is that?"
"In Jewish law you become unclean in various ways. Like being
around the dead bodies of other Jews, for example. Say you go to
a hospital where there's a corpse or visit a cemetary. Once you
become unclean you are prohibited from entering sacred areas
like the Temple until you go through the cleansing ritual of
Numbers 19. To do that you need the scouring power of the water
of impurity, containing the ashes of a sacrificed Red Heifer.
You take an unblemished Red Heifer, slay it outside the camp,
and burn it with cedar wood, hyssop, and scarlet string. Then
you put the ashes in the water."
"So why don't the Orthodox do just that?"
"Only a Jewish priest who is clean can sacrifice the Red Heifer.
The problem is there aren't any clean Jewish priests, because
they need the ashes of a Red Heifer to become clean."
"So there is no way out of the dilemma."
"Not for most Jews. They have to wait until the Messiah comes.
Others theorize there might be Red Heifer ashes buried in a jar
somewhere under the Temple Mount."
"But if it is forbidden them to enter the sacred ground of the
Mount, they obviously couldn't dig for ashes."
"They could tunnel under. That would be okay, because sacredness
extends upward, not downward. That's why El Al doesn't fly over
the Temple Mount: it would be violating sacred air space. The
flights to Johannesburg used to fly over it, but planes are now
prohibited from doing that. But you could look for jars of Red
Heifer ashes if you first dug a tunnel under the Mount, then
searched in an upward direction while staying below the
surface."
It made sense to Dean.
Total sense. He now knew exactly what Larry Meier was up to.
No man can serve two masters, Zak thought to himself, leaving the
meeting with Dean. But then, he, Zak, never had. Sure, he had lead
Dean to think his game was one of betrayal. Just as he had told
Larry Meier what Larry Meier wanted to hear. But neither Dean nor
anyone else knew who Zak's true masters were.
Zak didn't think of them as masters. What he was doing was . . . a
joint operation. A breathing together. Half the time he didn't
understand what he was doing himself. But it gave his life a higher,
nobler purpose.
Early on the Hoova messengers had informed Zak they came from
thousands of light-years in the future. He puzzled over the
seemingly nonsensical statement for many days. Had he understood
them correctly?
He remembered from high school physics that a light-year was a
measure of distance, not of time. One light-year was the distance
light travelled in a year: about six-trillion miles. How was it
possible someone resided light-years in the future?
The answer came to him one day when he heard a friend say, "I live
twenty minutes away."
His friend could have said, "I live five miles away." But knowing
the actual distance was less helpful: depending on the speed of
traffic it might take you five minutes to go those five miles, or it
might take you an hour. Most people in daily life were more
concerned with the time it took to get from here to there, so they
used a time-measure of distance: twenty minutes away.
In a similar way, Zak realized, the Hoovans used a distance-measure
of time: the number of miles they had to travel to get from Then
back to Now. How far they had to travel depended on the rate of time
flow. Zak wrote it out in the form of an equation. If T was the
number of years the Hoovans came back into the past; D, the number
of miles they had to travel to get here; and c, the speed of light
in miles per year, then the expression
D -
(cT)
would be invariant in
any inertial frame of reference. Was that right?
Zak was attending Cal State Los Angeles at the time contact was
made. Cal State L.A. was a commuter college perched on top of a
semi-isolated hill, and the nearest free parking was in an ungraded
dirt lot a quarter of mile away. Zak would walk from the lot to the
edge of campus, then climb the wooden steps up the vertical
hillside, arriving at the summit totally exhausted. From the
summit's far side was a commanding view of the freeway interchange
below.
Zak was an indifferent student. He worked most days for a roofing
company, and his attendance at Cal State L.A. was dictated by its
full selection of evening classes. He had Fridays off, however, and
it was the one day he arrived on campus early.
Streaking was popular among students that summer, and one Friday at
high noon four of them took off their clothes, and went running
along the campus's central walkway. Their timing was impeccable. The
college was seeking to end the fad, and the following week two other
streakers were arrested and formally charged with indecent exposure.
Plea bargaining was allowed, however, and the pair were released
when they agreed to publish a confession in the student newspaper,
urging any would-be future streakers to get psychological
counselling and avoid a criminal record.
Zak remembered the streaking episode well, because Hoova made
contact the next day. Zak was laying shakes at a house in La
Crescenta, and had worked late to finish a section of roof. He would
tack a one-by-four on top of the row below as a guide to keep the
next row of shakes even. Then he would drive two nails through the
top of each shake into the underlying wood of the roof. Next he
would roll out a layer of tar paper to cover the row of nails,
sliding it far enough down to secure against leakage around the
holes, but not so far the paper would show once covered with another
row of shakes.
Louie had come by during the afternoon to check on progress and to
deliver the latest jokes. "Hey, Zak, you know the difference between
a penis and a paycheck? . . . You don't have to beg your wife to
blow your paycheck."
Zak had grinned at that one. Louie's wife spent a lot a money on
clothes, but always managed to look like a tramp anyway.
"This lawyer is
praying, `Oh Lord, give me that million- dollar case.' The Devil
appears, and says, `You're asking the wrong person. I'll give it
to you, but I want something in return.' `Sure, anything,' the
lawyer says. `I want your soul, your wife's soul, the souls of
your parents, and the souls of your three children.' And the
lawyer says, `Okay. What's the catch?' "
A few hours later it had
become too dark to see, and Zak was rolling up the power cord of the
circular saw. As he looked up at the mountains to the north, a
bright light suddenly appeared. At first he thought a plane had just
turned on its landing lights. But that didn't make sense: no landing
approach angled down from the mountain crest. Then he sensed a
warmth as the light fluctuated in a slow rhythm. He felt his own
pulse, but his heart beat was more rapid than the cycles that came
from the unknown plane.
No, not plane, he felt suddenly. Whatever he was seeing was alive.
The light vanished as abruptly as it had materialized. Something
significant had occurred, Zak thought, but he wasn't sure what. He
had a strange sense of anticipation which lasted the rest of the
weekend. By Monday, however, he had pretty much forgotten the
incident.
In the morning he begged off time from work to drive over to
Wilshire to talk to the owner of the apartment complex where he
lived. Zak himself was the resident manager, and got a free
apartment and a minuscule salary in return for doing miscellaneous
chores, but he was getting tired of unclogging garbage disposals for
families who let their kids throw plastic jacks into the kitchen
sink.
The owner's office was on the tenth floor, and Zak subconsciously
noted that nine people got on the elevator in the first floor lobby.
Each pushed a different button, lighting up floors two through ten.
Zak was amazed. He began to calculate the odds of this happening.
Under random ordering, nine people could fit into nine floors in 9^9
(nine to the ninth power) possible ways. But each getting off at a
different floor was a case of sampling without replacement. Any one
of the nine could get off at the second floor, any one of the
remaining eight could get off at the third floor, etc. So there were
9! (nine factorial) total ways for the group of nine to each get off
at a different floor. Thus the probability of what had happened was
9!/9^9. Or about .0009. The chance was less than one in a thousand.
The elevator had a programmed voice that announced each arriving
floor, and the last passenger excepting Zak got off on nine.
Zak arrived at the tenth floor an hour later.
Or by his watch it was an hour later. According to the building
clocks, he had been between floors only a few seconds, and was
easily on time for his appointment.
Zak didn't know what had happened to his watch. But that night as he
was falling asleep, he remembered what had occurred just after the
door closed on the ninth floor.
The elevator's programmed voice had begun to speak to him.
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