THE CAVE OF THE ANCIENTS
Part II
Hypnosis and
telepathy
On page 107 the young Lobsang Rampas teacher is describing the nature of
hypnosis.
…."Come in!" said my Guide as I approached his door. "I thought you had
gone back to sleep." "Sir!" I said, "I have come to you for instruction.
I am anxious to know the nature of hypnotism." "Lobsang," said my Guide,
"you have to learn much more than that. You have to learn the basis for
hypnotism first. otherwise you do not know exactly what you do. Sit
down." I sat, cross legged of course, upon the floor. My Guide sat
opposite me. For a time he seemed lost in thought, and then said: "By
now you should have realised that everything is vibration, electricity.
The body has many different chemicals in its composition. Certain of
those chemicals are conveyed to the brain by the blood stream. The
brain, you know, has the best supply of blood and its contained
chemicals. Those ingredients, potassium, manganese, carbon, and many
others, form the brain tissue. Interaction between them makes a peculiar
oscillation of molecules which we term an 'electric current'. When one
thinks one sets in motion a chain of circumstances which results in the
formation of this electric current and, hence, 'brain waves.
I pondered the whole matter; I could not see all this. If there were
'electric currents' in my brain, why did I not feel the shock? That boy
who was flying a kite, I recalled, had been doing so in a thunderstorm.
I remembered the vivid blue flash as lightning travelled along his wet
kite line; I remembered, with a shudder, how he had fallen to the ground
as a dried-up, fried crisp of flesh. And once I too had had a shock from
the same source, a mere tingle compared to the other, but "tingle"
enough to throw me a dozen feet.
"Honourable Lama!" I expostulated, "how can there be electricity in the
brain? It would drive a man mad with the pain!" My Guide sat and laughed
at me. "Lobsang!" he chuckled, "the shock you once had has given you a
wholly incorrect idea of electricity. The amount of electricity in the
brain is of a very, small order indeed. Delicate instruments can measure
it and can actually chart the variations as one thinks or undertakes
some physical action." The thought of one man measuring another man's
voltage was almost too much for me, I started to laugh. My Guide merely
smiled and said: "Let us this afternoon walk over to the Potala. The
Inmost One has there a device which will enable us to talk more easily
on this electrical subject. Go now and entertain yourself - have a meal,
put on your best robe and meet me here when the sun is at noon." I rose
to my feet, bowed, and went out.
Some pages ahead the problem is more discussed:
….eventually, the fading light caused us to desist from our experiments
and to return to the Lama's room. First there was the evening service
again, our life in Tibet seemed to be completely circumscribed by the
needs for religious observance. With the service behind us we returned
once again to my Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup's apartment, here we sat
in our usual cross legged attitude upon the floor with the little table,
perhaps fourteen inches high, between us.
"Now Lobsang," said my guide, "we have to get down to this matter of
hypnotism, but first of all we have to decide upon the operation of the
human brain. I have shown you - I hope! - That there can be the passage
of an electric current without one experiencing pain or discomfort
therefrom. Now, I want you to consider that when a person thinks he
generates an electric current. We need not go into the matter of how an
electric current stimulates muscle fibre and causes reaction, our whole
interest for the moment is the electric current - the brain waves, which
have been so clearly measured and charted by Western medical science. I
confess that I found this to be of some interest to me because in my
small and humble way it had already occurred to me that thought had
force, because I remembered that parchment roughly perforated cylinder
which I had used at times in the Lamasery, and which I had caused to
rotate by thought power alone.
"Your attention is wandering, Lobsang!" said my Guide. "I am sorry,
Honourable Master," I replied, "I was merely reflecting upon the
undoubted nature of thought waves, and considering the amusement I
derived from that cylinder to which you introduced me some months ago."
My Guide looked at me and said, "You are an entity, an individual, and
you have your own thoughts. You may consider that you will do some
course of action, such as lift that rosary. Even in considering an
action your brain causes electricity to flow from its chemical
constituents, and the wave from the electricity prepares our muscle for
the impending action. If a greater electrical force should occur in your
brain, then your original intention of lifting that rosary would be
thwarted. It is easy to see that if I can persuade you that you cannot
lift that rosary, then your brain - being beyond your immediate control
- will generate and send out an opposing wave. You will then be unable
to lift the rosary or do the contemplated action."
I looked at him, and thought of the affair, and it really did not make
much sense to me, for how could he influence how much electricity my
brain was generating? I thought about it, and looked at him, and
wondered if I should voice my doubt. There was no necessity to, however,
for he divined it and hastened to set my mind at rest. "I can assure
you, Lobsang, that what I say is demonstrable fact, and in a Western
country we should be able to prove all this under a piece of apparatus
which would chart the three basic brain waves, here however, we have no
such facilities and we can only debate the matter. The brain generates
electricity, it generates waves, and if you decide to lift your arm then
your brain generates waves on the intention of your decision. If I can -
in rather technical words - feed a negative charge into your brain, then
your original intention would be frustrated. In other words, you would
be hypnotised!"
This really did begin to make sense; I had seen that Wimshurst Machine,
and I had seen various demonstrations conducted (ledet..) with its
assistance, and I had seen how it was possible to alter the polarity of
a current and so cause it to flow in the opposite direction. "Honourable
Lama," I exclaimed, "how is it possible for you to feed a current into
my brain? You cannot take off' the top of my head and put some
electricity inside, how then may it be done?" "My dear Lobsang," said my
Guide, "it is not necessary to get into your head because I do not have
to generate any electricity and put into you, I can make appropriate
suggestions whereby you will be convinced of the accuracy of my
statement or suggestions, and you will then - without any voluntary
control on your part - generate that negative current yourself."
He looked at me and said, "I am most unwilling to hypnotise anyone
against their will except in a case of medical or surgical necessity,
but I think that with your co-operation it might be a good idea to
demonstrate a simple little matter of hypnotism." I exclaimed hastily,
"Oh yes, I should love to experience hypnotism!" He rather smiled at my
impetuosity and asked, "Now, Lobsang, what would you be unwilling to do,
normally? I ask you that because I want to hypnotise you into doing
something that you would not willingly do so that you personally can be
assured that in doing this thing you are acting under in-voluntary
influence." I thought for a moment, and really I hardly knew what to
say, there were so many things that I did not want to do! I was saved
further thought on this matter by my Guide, who exclaimed, "I know! You
were not at all anxious to read that rather involved passage in the
fifth volume of the Kangyur. You were, I believe, rather afraid that
some of the terms used would betray you, and betray the fact that on
that particular subject you had not studied so assiduously as desired by
your tutor!"
I felt rather gloomy about that; and I confess I also felt my cheeks
redden with some embarrassment(forlegenhet). It was perfectly true,
there was a particularly difficult passage in The Book which caused me
extreme difficulty, however, in the interests of science I was quite
prepared to be persuaded to read it. Actually I had almost a phobia
against reading that particular passage! My Guide smiled and said, "The
Book is over there just to the side of the window, bring it here, turn
to that passage and read it aloud, and if you will try not to read it -
if you will try to mess up the whole thing - then that will be a much
better test." I reluctantly went across and fetched The Book, and
unwillingly turned over the pages. Our Tibetan pages are much bigger -
much heavier - than Western books. I fumbled and fumbled, and made the
thing as long-drawn-out as possible. In the end, though I turned to the
appropriate passage, and I confess (tilstår) that this particular
passage, because of some earlier incident with a tutor, really did make
me feel almost physically sick.
I stood there with The Book in front of me, and try as I might I could
not articulate those words, it may seem strange but it is a fact that
because I had been so ill-used by an un-understanding tutor I had
developed a real hatred for those sacred sentences. My Guide looked at
me - nothing more - just looked at me, and then something seemed to
click inside my head, and I found to my very considerable surprise that
I was reading, not just "reading" but reading fluently, easily - without
a trace of hesitation. As I reached the end of the paragraph I had the
most inexplicable sensation. I put down The Book and I went to the
middle of the room and I stood on my head! "I'm going crazy!" I thought.
"Whatever will my Guide think of me for behaving in this utterly foolish
manner?" Then it occurred to me, that my Guide was making me influencing
me - to behave thus. Quickly I jumped to my feet, and found that he was
smiling most benevolently upon me. "It really is a most easy matter,
Lobsang, to influence a person, there is no difficulty at all when one
has mastered the basic matter. I merely thought of certain things and
you picked up my thoughts telepathically, and that caused your brain to
react in the manner I had anticipated. Thus certain fluctuations in your
normal brain pattern were caused which produced this quite interesting
result!"
"Honourable Lama!" I said, "then does it mean that if we can put an
electric current into a person's brain we can make that person do
anything we want?" "No, it does not mean that at all," said my Guide.
"It means instead that if we can persuade a person to do a certain
course of action, and the course of action which we desire to persuade
is not contrary to that person's belief, then he will undoubtedly do it
merely because his brain waves have been altered, and no matter what his
original intention, he will react as suggested by the hypnotist. In most
cases a person receives suggestions from a hypnotist, there is no real
influence exerted by the hypnotist other than the influence of
suggestion. The hypnotist, by certain little tricks, is able to induce a
course of action in the victim contrary to that which was originally
contemplated." He looked at me seriously for a moment and then added,
"Of course you and I have other powers than that. You will be able to
hypnotise a person instantly even against a person's wishes, that gift
is being made unto you because of the peculiar nature of your life,
because of the very great hardships, because of the exceptional work
which you are going to have to achieve."
He sat back and gazed at me in order that he might determine if I had
assimilated the information which he had given me, satisfied that I had,
he continued, "Later - not yet - you will be taught much more about
hypnotism and how to hypnotise quickly. I want to tell you that you will
also have your telepathic powers increased, because when you journey
from here far out into other countries you will need to keep in touch
with us all the time, and the quickest and the most accurate way is by
telepathy." I felt quite gloomy over all this. I seemed the whole time
to be learning something fresh, and the more I learned the less time I
had for myself, it seemed to me that more and more work was being added
to me but none was being lifted off!
"But, Honourable Lama!" I said, "how does telepathy work? Nothing
appears to happen between us, yet you know almost everything I think
especially when I do not want you to!" My Guide looked at me and
laughed, and said, "It really is quite a simple matter, telepathy, one
merely has to control the brain waves. Look at it in this way; you
think, your brain generates electric currents which fluctuate in
accordance with the variations of your thought. Normally your thoughts
go to activate a muscle so that a limb (lem) may be raised or lowered,
or you may be thinking of a certain subject at a distance, whatever way
it is, your mental energy is broadcast - that is, the energy-force from
your brain is emitted indiscrimmately in all and every direction. If
there was some method whereby you could focus your thought, then it
would be of a very much greater intensity in the direction in which it
was focused." I looked at him, and I remembered a little experiment
which he had shown me some time before; we had been in much the same
position as now, that is high up on The Peak (as we Tibetans call the
Potala). The Lama, my Guide, had in the darkness of the night lighted a
small candle and the light glimmered faintly around. But then he had put
a magnifying glass in front of the candle, and by adjusting the distance
of the magnifying glass from the flame he had been able to project upon
the wall a much brighter image of the candle flame.
To increase the lesson, he had put a shiny surface behind the candle,
and that, in turn, had concentrated the light more so that the image
upon the wail was even greater. I mentioned this to him, and he said,
"Yes! That is perfectly correct, by various tricks it is possible to
focus the thought and to send it in a certain predetermined direction.
Actually, every person has what we might term an individual wave-length,
that is, the amount of energy on the basic wave emitted from the brain
of any one person follows a precise order of oscillation, and if we
could determine the rate of oscillation of the basic brain wave of
another person and tune in to that basic oscillation, we should have no
difficulty whatever in conveying our message by so-called telepathy,
irrespective of the distance." He gazed firmly at me, and added, "You
must get it quite clear in your mind, Lobsang, that distance means
nothing whatever when it comes to telepathy, telepathy can span oceans,
it can even span worlds!"
I confess that I was most anxious to do more in the realm of telepathy,
I could visualise myself talking to those of my fellows who were at
other lamaseries, such as Sera, or even in far-off districts. It seemed
to me, though, that all my efforts had to be devoted to things which
would help me in the future, a future - which, according to all
prophecies, would be a gloomy affair indeed.
My Guide interrupted my thoughts again, "We will go into this matter of
telepathy later. We will also go into the matter of clairvoyance, for
you will have abnormal powers of clairvoyance, and it will ease things
for you if you are aware of the mechanics of the process. It all
revolves around brain waves and interrupting the Akashic Record, but
night is upon us, we must cease our discussion for the moment and
prepare for sleep that we may during the night hours be refreshed in
time for the first service."
He rose to his feet, and I rose to mine. I bowed to him in the attitude
of respect, and I wished that I could show more adequately the profound
respect which I felt for this great man who had so befriended me.
Briefly, a fleeting smile crossed his lips, and he stepped forward and I
felt his warm handclasp upon my shoulder. A gentle pat, and he said,
"Goodnight, Lobsang, we must not delay any longer, or we shall be
logheads again - unable to awaken when it is time for us to attend to
our devotions(andakt)."
From page 128 he describes a incident where
he again was forced out of his body - and the background was as he here
describes:
In the morning I arose and had my breakfast and then was about to make my
way to the Lamas' Quarters. As I was leaving the room a hulking monk in a
tattered robe grabbed me. "Hey, you!" he said, "you work in the kitchen this
morning - cleaning millstones too!" "But Sir!" I replied, "my Guide the Lama
Mingyar Dondup wants me." I attempted to squeeze past. "No, you come with
me. Doesn't matter who wants you, I say you are going to work in the
kitchen.' He grabbed my arm and twisted it so that I could not escape.
Reluctantly I went with him, there was no choice. In Tibet we all took our
turn at manual, at menial tasks.
"Teaches humility!" said one. "Prevents a boy from getting above himself!"
said another. "Knocks out class distinctions!" said a third. Boys - and
monks - work at any task assigned purely as discipline. Of course, there was
a domestic staff of lower-grade monks, but boys and monks of all grades had
to take turns at the lowest and most unpleasant tasks as training. We all
hated it as the "regulars" - inferior men all - treated us as slaves, well
knowing that we could not possibly complain. Complain? It was meant to be
hard!
Down the stone corridor we went. Down the steps made of two wooden uprights
with bars fixed across. Into the great kitchens where I had been so badly
burned on the leg. "There!" said the monk who was holding me, "get up and
clean out the grooves in the stones." Picking up a sharp metal spike, I
climbed on to one of the great barley-grinding wheels and industriously dug
into the crushed debris lodged in the grooves. This stone had been
neglected, and now, instead of grinding, it had just spoiled the barley. My
task was to "dress" the surface so that it was again sharp and clean. The
monk stood by, idly picking his teeth.
"Hey!" yelled a voice from the entrance, "Tuesday Lobsang Rampa. Is Tuesday
Lobsang Rampa here? The Honourable Lama Mingyar Dondup wants him
immediately." Instinctively I stood up and jumped off the stone. "Here I
am!" I called. The monk brought his balled fist down hard on the top of my
head, knocking me to the ground. "I say you will stay here and do your
work," he growled. "If anyone wants you, let him come in person." Catching
me by the neck, he lifted me and flung me on to the stone. My head struck a
corner, and all the stars in the heavens flamed into my consciousness before
fading and leaving the world blank and dark.
Strangely, I had a sensation of being lifted - lifted horizontally - and
then stood on my feet. Somewhere a great, deep-toned gong seemed to be
tolling out the seconds of life, it went "bong-bong-bong" and with a final
stroke I felt that I had been struck by blue lightning. On the instant the
world grew very bright, bright with a kind of yellowish light, a light in
which I could see more clearly than normal. "Ooo," I said to myself, "so I
am outside of my body! Oh! I do look strange!"
I had had considerable experience of astral travelling, I had travelled far
beyond the confines (grenser) of this old earth of ours, and I had travelled
also to many of the greatest cities upon this globe. Now, though, I had my
first experience of being "jumped out of my body". I stood beside the great
mill-stone looking down with considerable distaste at the scruffy little
figure in the very tattered robe lying on the stone. I gazed down, and it
was only a matter of passing interest to observe how my astral body was
joined to that battered figure by a bluish white cord which undulated and
pulsed, which glowed brightly and faded, and glowed and faded again. Then I
gazed more closely at my body upon this stone slab, and was appalled at the
great gash over the left temple from whence oozed dark red blood, blood
which seeped down into the stone grooves and mixed inextricably with the
debris which so far had not been dug out.
A sudden commotion attracted my attention, and as I turned I saw my Guide,
the Lama Mingyar Dondup, entering the kitchen, his face white with anger. He
strode forward and came to a halt right before the head monk of the kitchen
- the monk who had treated me so badly. No word was spoken, no word at all,
in fact there was a hushed and deathly silence. My Guide's piercing (gennemtrengende)
eyes seemed to strike lightning into the kitchen monk, with a sigh like a
punctured balloon he subsided into an inert mass on the stone floor. Without
sparing a second glance at him my Guide turned away, turned to my earthly
figure stretched out, breathing stertorously (snorkende) upon that stone
circle.
I looked about me, I was really fascinated to think that I was now able to
get out of my body for short distances. Going "far travels" in the astral
was nothing, I always had been able to do that, but this sensation of
getting out of myself and looking down upon my earthly suit of clay was a
new, intriguing experience.
Ignoring the happenings about me for a moment, I let myself drift - drift up
through the ceiling of the kitchen. "Ow!" I said involuntarily as I passed
through the stone ceiling into the room above. Here were seated a group of
lamas in deep contemplation. I saw with some interest that they had a sort
of model of the world before them, it was a round ball upon which were
indicated continents and lands and oceans and seas, and the round ball was
fixed at an angle, the angle corresponding to the tilt of the earth itself
in space. I did not tarry (oppholde) there, this seemed to me to be too much
like lesson work, I journeyed upwards. Through another ceiling, through
another, and yet another, and then I stood in the Room of the Tombs! About
me were the great golden walls which supported the tombs (gravkammerne) of
the Incarnations of the Dalai Lama for centuries past. I stood here in
reverent contemplation for some moments, and then allowed myself to drift
upwards, upwards, so that at last below me I saw that glorious Potala with
all its gleaming gold, with all its scarlet and crimson and with the
wondrous white walls which seemed to melt into the living rock of the
mountain itself.
Turning my gaze slightly to the right I could see the Village of Sho and
beyond that the City of Lhasa with the blue mountains in the background. As
I rose, I could see the limitless spaces of our fair and pleasant land, a
land which could be hard and cruel through the vagaries (luner) of
unpredictable weather but which, to me, was home!
A remarkably severe tugging (brytende rykk) attracted my attention and I
found myself being reeled in (innspolt) as I often reeled in a kite which
was soaring in the sky. I sank down and down, down into the Potala, through
floors which became ceilings, and through floors again, until at last I
reached my destination and stood again beside my body in the kitchen.
The Lama Mingyar Dondup was gently bathing my left temple (tinning)- picking
pieces from it. "Good gracious!" I said to myself in profound astonishment,
"is my head so thick that it cracked or chipped the stone?" Then I saw that
I had a small fracture, I saw also a lot of the material being pulled from
my head was debris (rester)- rubbish - the chippings of stone and the
remnants of ground barley. I watched with interest, and - I confess - some
amusement, for here standing beside my body in my astral body I felt no
pain, no discomfort, only peace.
At last the Lama Mingyar Dondup finished his ministrations(pleie), and he
put a patch, a herbal compress, upon my head and bound it about with silken
bonds. Then, motioning to two monks who stood by with a litter(båre), he
instructed them to lift me so carefully.
The men - monks of my own Order, gently lifted me and placed me upon that
litter, with the Lama Mingyar Dondup walking beside. I was carried off.
I looked about me in considerable astonishment, the light was fading, had I
been so long that the day was dying? Before I had an answer to that I found
that I too was fading, the yellow and the blue of the spiritual light was
diminishing in intensity, and I felt an absolutely overwhelming, absolutely
overpowering urge to rest - to sleep and not to bother about anything.
I knew no more for a time and then, through my head shot excruciating pains,
pains which caused me to see reds and blues and greens and yellows, pains
which made me think that I should go mad with the intense agony. A cool hand
was placed upon me and a gentle voice said, "It is all right, Lobsang. It is
all right, rest, rest, go to sleep!" The world seemed to become a dark
fluffy pillow, the pillow was soft as swansdown into which I sank
gratefully, peacefully, and the pillow seemed to envelop me so that I knew
no more, and again my soul soared in space, while upon the earth my battered
body remained at rest.
It must have been many hours later when I again regained consciousness, I
awakened to find my Guide sitting beside me, holding my hands in his. As my
eyelids fluttered upwards and the light of the evening streamed in, I smiled
weakly, and he smiled
back at me then, disengaging his hands, he took from a little table beside
him a cup with some sweet smelling brew. Gently pressing it to my lips he
said, "Drink this up, it will do you good!" I drank, and life flooded
through me once again, so much so that I tried to sit up. The effort was too
much; I felt as if a great club had been bashed down once more upon my head,
I saw vivid lights, constellations of lights, and I soon desisted in my
efforts.
The evening shadows lengthened, from below me came the muted sound of the
conches, and I knew that the Service was about to start. My Guide, the Lama
Mingyar Dondup, said, "I have to go for half an hour, Lobsang, because the
Inmost One wants me, but your friends Timon and Yulgye are here to look
after you in my absence and to call me should the occasion arise." He
squeezed my hands, rose to his feet, and left the room.
Two familiar faces appeared, half frightened and wholly excited. They
squatted down beside me, and Timon said, "Oh, Lobsang! Did the Kitchen
Master get a telling off (skrape) about all this!" "Yes," said the other,
"and he is being turned out of the Lamasery for extreme, unnecessary
brutality. He is being escorted out now!" They were bubbling with
excitement, and then Timon said again, "I thought you were dead, Lobsang,
you really did bleed like a 'stuffed yak!" I really/had to smile as I looked
at them, their voices showed how thrilled they were at any excitement to
relieve the drab (triste) monotony of life in a lamasery. I held no grudge
(nag) against them for their excitement, knowing that I too would have been
excited if the victim had been other than I.
I smiled upon them and was then overpowered by an oppressive tiredness. I
closed my eyes, intending to rest them for a few moments, and once again I
knew no more.
For several days, perhaps seven or eight in all, I rested upon my back and
my Guide, the Lama Mingyar Dondup, acted as my nurse, but for him I should
not have survived, for life in a lamasery is not necessarily gentle or kind,
it is indeed survival of the fittest. The Lama was a kind man, a loving man,
but even had he been otherwise there would have been the greatest reasons
for keeping me alive. I, as I have said before, had a special task to do in
life, and I supposed that the hardships which I was undergoing as a boy were
meant in some way to toughen me, to make me become immured to hardship and
suffering, for all the prophecies that I had heard - and I had heard quite a
few!
- had indicated that my life would be a life of sorrow, a life of suffering.
But it was not all suffering, as my condition improved there were more
opportunities for talk with my Guide. We talked of many things, we covered
common subjects and we covered subjects which were most uncommon. We dealt
at length with various occult subjects, I remember on one occasion saying,
"It must be a wonderful thing, Honourable Lama, to be a librarian and so
possess all the knowledge in the world. I would be a librarian were it not
for all these terrible prophecies as to my future." My Guide smiled down
upon me. "The Chinese have a saying, 'a picture is worth a thousand words,'
Lobsang, but I say that no amount of reading nor looking at pictures will
replace practical experience and knowledge." I looked at him to see if he
were serious and then I thought of the Japanese monk, Kenji Tekeuchi, who
for almost seventy years had studied the printed word and had failed to
practice or to absorb anything that he had read.
My Guide read my thoughts, "Yes!" he said, "the old man is not mental. He
gave himself mental indigestion by reading everything and anything and not
absorbing any of it. He imagines that he is a great man, a man of surpassing
spirituality. Instead he is a poor old blunderer who deceives no one so much
as himself." The Lama sighed sadly and said, "He is spiritually bankrupt,
knowing all but knowing nothing. The insensate, indiscriminate (ukritiske)
and ill-advised reading of all that comes one's way is dangerous. This man
followed all the great religions and, understanding none of them, he yet set
himself up as the greatest spiritual man of all."
"Honourable Lama!" I said, "if it be so harmful to have books, why are there
books?" My Guide looked blankly at me for a moment. "Ha!" I thought, "he
does not know the answer to that one!"
Then he smiled again and said, "But my dear Lobsang, the answer is so
obvious! Read, read, and read again, but never let any book overpower your
discrimination (skjønn) nor your discernment. A book is meant to teach, to
instruct or even to amuse. A book is not a master to be followed blindly and
without reason. No person possessed of intelligence should ever be enslaved
by a book or by the words of another." I sat back and nodded my head. Yes,
that made sense. But then, why bother with books?
"Books, Lobsang?" said my Guide in answer to my query. "Of course there must
be books! The libraries of the world contain most of the knowledge of the
world, but no one but an idiot would say that mankind is the slave of books:
Books exist merely to be a guide unto mankind, to be there for his
reference, for his use. It is indeed a fact that books misused can be a
curse (forbannelse), for they lead a man to feel that he is greater than he
is and thus to lead him to devious (omveier) paths in life, paths which he
has not the knowledge nor the wit (forstand/vett) to follow to the end."
"Well, Honourable Lama," I asked again, "what are the uses of books?"
My Guide looked hard at me and said, "You cannot go to all the places in the
world and study under the greatest Masters of the world, but the printed
word - books - can bring their teachings to you. You do not have to believe
everything you read, nor do the great masters of writing ever tell you that
you should, you should use your own judgement and use their words of wisdom
as a pointer to what should be your words of wisdom. I can assure you that a
person who is not ready to study a subject can harm himself immeasurably by
getting hold of a book and - as it were - trying to raise himself above his
kharmic station by studying the words and the works of others. It may well
be that the reader is a man of low evolutionary development, and in that
case, in studying the things which at the present are not for him, he may
stunt rather than enhance (øke) his spiritual development. I have known many
such cases and our Japanese friend is just one."
My Guide rang for tea, a most necessary adjunct to all our discussions! When
tea had been brought by the monk-servant we again resumed our discussion, My
Guide said, "Lobsang! You are going to have a most unusual life, and to that
end your development is being forced, your telepathic powers are being
increased by any method at our disposal. I am going to tell you now that in
just a few months you are going to study by telepathy allied to clairvoyance
some of the greatest books of the world - some of the literary masterpieces
of the world, and you are going to study them irrespective of lack of
knowledge of the language in which they are written."
I am afraid that I gaped at him in real astonishment, how could I study a
book written in a language which I did not know? That was a matter which
puzzled me, but I soon received an answer. "When your powers of telepathy
and clairvoyance are a little more acute - as they will be - you will be
able to pick up the whole thoughts of a book from people who have just
recently read the book or are at present engaged upon such reading. This is
one of the lesser known uses of telepathy which, of course, must in such
cases be allied to clairvoyance. People in other parts of the world cannot
always get to a public library or to one of the leading library centres of a
country, they may pass the door but unless they can prove that they are a
genuine student in search of knowledge, they are not admitted. Such a bar
will not be placed on you, you will be able to travel in the astral and
study and that will help you all the days of your life, and to the time when
you pass beyond this life."
He told me of the uses of occultism. Misuse of occult power or the
domination of another person by occult means brought a truly terrible
punishment. Esoteric powers, metaphysical powers, and extrasensory
perceptions were to be used only for good, only in the service of others,
only to increase the sum total of knowledge contained in the world.
"But, Honourable Lama!" I said, urgently, "how about people who get out of
their bodies with excitement or with interest, how about when they fall out
of their bodies and then nearly die of fright, can nothing be done to warn
them?" My Guide smiled rather sadly at this as he said, "It is true, Lobsang,
that many many people read books and try experiments without having a
suitable Master at hand. Many people get out of themselves, either through
drink or through over-excitement or through over-indulgence (ettergivenhet)
in something which is not good for the spirit, and then they panic. There is
one way in which you can help, throughout your life you should warn those
who enquire that the only thing to fear in occult matters is fear. Fear
allows undesirable thoughts, undesirable entities to enter and even to take
control of one, to take possession of one, and you, Lobsang, should repeat
again and again that there is naught ever to fear other than fear itself. In
casting out fear, then you strengthen humanity and make humanity purer. It
is fear which causes wars, fear which makes dissension (uenighet) in the
world, fear which turns man's hand against man. Fear, and fear alone, is the
enemy, and if we throw out fear once and for all then - believe me - there
is nothing more that need be feared."
Fear, what was all this talk about fear? I looked up at my Guide, and I
suppose he saw the unspoken question in my eyes. Perhaps instead he read my
thoughts telepathic-ally, whatever it was he suddenly said, "So you are
wondering about fear? Well, you are young and innocent(uskyldig)!"
I thought to myself,' "Oh! Not so innocent as he thinks!" The Lama smiled as
if he enjoyed that private joke with me - although of course I had not
uttered a word - and then he said, "Fear is a very real thing, a tangible (håndgriplig)
thing, you will have heard tales of those who are addicted (henfallen)to
spirits - who become intoxicated (beruset). They are men who see remarkable
creatures. Some of these drunkards claim to see green elephants with pink
stripes, or even more bizarre creatures. I tell you, Lobsang, that the
creatures which they see - so-called figments of their imagination - are
real creatures indeed."
I was still not clear about this matter of fear. Of course I knew what fear
was in the physical sense, I thought of the time when I had had to stay
motionless outside the Chakpori Lamasery so that I could undergo the test of
endurance before being permitted to enter and be accepted as the humblest of
humble chelas. I turned to my Guide and said, "Honourable Lama, what is all
this fear? In conversation I have heard of the creatures of the lower
astral, yet I myself in all my astral travels have never encountered aught
which caused me even a moment's fear. What is all this fear?"
My Guide sat still for a moment, then, as if reaching a sudden decision, he
rose swiftly to his feet and said, "Come!" I rose also and we went along a
stone corridor and turned to the right and to the left and to the right
again.
Continuing our journey we at last turned into a room where there was no
light. It was like stepping into a pool of blackness, my Guide went first
and lit a butter lamp which was standing ready beside the door, then,
motioning to me to lie down, he said, "You are old enough to experience the
entities of the lower astral. I am prepared to assist you to see these
creatures and to make sure that you come to no harm, for they should not be
encountered unless one is adequately prepared and protected. I will
extinguish (slukke) this light, and do you rest in peace and let yourself
drift away from your body - let yourself drift whither you will, regardless
of destination, regardless of intention - just drift and wander as the
breeze." So saying he extinguished the lamp and there was no glimmer of
light in that place when he had shut the door. I could not even detect his
breathing but I could feel his warm, comforting presence near me.
Astral travelling was no new experience to me, I was born with the ability
to travel thus and to remember always, everything. Now, stretched upon the
ground, with my head resting upon part of my rolled-up robe, I folded my
hands and put my feet together and dwelt upon the process of leaving the
body, the process which is so simple to those who know. Soon I felt the
gentle jerk which indicates a separation of the astral vehicle from the
physical, and with that jerk there came a flooding of light. I seemed to be
floating at the end of my Silver Cord. Beneath me was utter blackness, the
blackness of the room which I had just left, and in which there was no
glimmer of light. I looked about me, but this was in no way different from
the normal travels that I had undertaken before. I thought of elevating
myself above the Iron Mountain, and with the thought I was no longer in that
room but hovering above the Mountain, hovering two perhaps three hundred
feet. Suddenly I was no longer aware of the Potala, no longer aware of the
Iron Mountain, no longer aware of the land of Tibet nor of the Valley of
Lhasa. I felt sick with apprehension (oppfattelsen), my Silver Cord trembled
violently and I was appalled to see that some of the "silver-blue" haze
which always emanated from the Cord had turned into a sickly yellow-green.
Without warning there was a terrible twitching, a terrible tugging(rykk og -trekkning),
a sensation as if insane fiends (vanvittige djevler )were trying to reel me
in (innspole). Instinctively I looked down and nearly fainted away at what I
saw.
About me, rather, below me, were the strangest and most hideous (heslige)creatures
such as were seen by drunks. The most horrible thing I had ever seen in my
life came undulating (bølgende) toward me, it looked like an immense slug (enorm
snegle) with an ugly human face but of such colours as no human ever wore.
The face was red but the nose and ears were green, and the eyes seemed to
revolve within their sockets. There were other creatures too, each seemed to
be more horrible and more nauseating (kvalmende) than the one before. I saw
creatures which no words could describe yet they all seemed to have a common
human trait of cruelty about them. They reached, they tried to pluck at me -
they tried to tear me away from my Cord. Others reached down and tried to
separate the Cord by pulling at it. I looked, and shuddered, and then I
thought, "Fear! So this is fear! Well, these things cannot hurt me, I am
immune from their manifestations, I am immune from their attacks!" And as I
thought thus, the entities disappeared and were no more. The ethereal Cord
joining me to my physical body brightened and reverted to its normal colours;
I felt exhilarated (opplivet), free, and I knew that in undergoing and
surmounting this test I should not again be afraid of anything which could
happen in the astral. It taught me conclusively that the things of what we
are afraid cannot hurt us unless we permit them to hurt us through our fear.
A sudden tugging at my Silver Cord attracted my attention again and I looked
down without the slightest hesitation, without the slightest sensation or
feeling of fear. I saw a little glimmer of light, I saw that my Guide, the
Lama Mingyar Dondup, had lighted that little flickering butter lamp, and my
body was drawing down my astral body.
Gently I floated down through the roof of the Chakpori, floated down so that
I was horizontal above my physical body, then, gently so very gently, I
drifted down and the astral and the physical merged and were as one. The
body which was now "I" twitched slightly, and I sat up. My Guide looked down
at me with a loving smile upon his face. "Well done, Lobsang!" he said. "To
let you in to a very very great secret, you did better on your first attempt
than I did on mine. I am proud of you!"
I was still quite puzzled about this fear business, so I said, "Honourable
Lama, what is there to be afraid of really?" My Guide looked quite serious -
even sombre (dyster) - as he said, "You have led a good life, Lobsang, and
have nothing to fear, therefore you do not fear. But there are those who
have committed crimes, who have done wrongs against others, and when they
are alone - their conscience troubles them sorely. The creatures of the
lower astral feed on fear, they are nourished by those of troubled
conscience. People make thought forms of evil. Perhaps at some time in the
future you will be able to go into an old old cathedral or temple that has
stood for countless years. From the walls of that building (such as our own
Jo Kang) you will sense the good that has occurred within that building. But
then if you can suddenly go to an old old prison where much suffering, much
persecution has taken place, then you will have indeed the opposite effect.
It follows from this that the inhabitants of buildings make thought forms
which inhabit the walls of the buildings, wherefore it is apparent that a
good building has good thought forms which give out good emanations, and
places of evil have evil thoughts within them, wherefore it is again clear
that only evil thoughts can come from an evil building, and those thoughts
and thought forms can be seen and touched by those who are clairvoyant while
in the astral state."
My Guide thought for a moment, and then said, "There are cases, as you will
be aware, when monks and others imagine that they are greater than their own
reality, they build a thought form, and in time the thought form colours
their whole outlook. There is a case which I recall at this moment where an
old Burmese monk - a remarkably ignorant man too, I have to say - he was a
lowly monk, a monk of no understanding, yet because he was our brother, and
of our Order, we had to make every allowance. This monk lived a solitary
life as do so many of us, but instead of devoting his time to meditation and
contemplation and other things of good, he imagined instead that he was a
mighty man in the land of Burma. He imagined that he was not a lowly monk
who had hardly set foot upon the Path of Enlightenment. Instead, in the
solitude of his cell, he imagined that he was a great Prince, a Prince of
mighty estates and great wealth.
At the start it was harmless, it was a
harmless if useless diversion (fornøyelse). Certainly no one would have
condemned (fordømt) him for a few idle imaginings and yearnings, for, as I
say, he had neither the wit nor the learning to really devote (vie) himself
to the spiritual tasks at hand. This man throughout the years, whenever he
was alone, became the great, great Prince. It coloured his outlook, it
affected his manner, and with the passage of time the humble monk seemed to
disappear and the arrogant Prince came to the fore. At last the poor
unfortunate man really believed most firmly that he was a Prince of the land
of Burma. He spoke to an Abbot one day as if the Abbot was a serf(lavstatus)
upon the princely estate. The Abbot was not such a peaceful Abbot as some of
us, and I am sorry to say that the shock which the poor monk-turned-princeling
sustained put him off balance, and reduced him to a state of mental
instability.
But you, Lobsang, have no need to worry about
such things; you are stable and well balanced and without fear. Remember
only these words by way of warning: Fear corrodes (forvitrer) the soul. Vain
and useless imaginings put one on the wrong path so that with the passage of
years the imaginings become reality, and the realities fade from sight and
do not come to light again for several incarnations. Keep your foot upon the
Path, let no wild yearnings nor imaginings colour or distort your outlook.
This is the World of Illusion, but to those of us who can face that
knowledge, then the illusion can be turned into reality when we are off this
world."
I thought of all that, and I must confess that I had already heard of that
monk-turned-mental-prince, because I had read about it in some book in the
Lamas' Library. "Honourable Guide!" I said, "what are the uses of occult
power, then?" The Lama folded his hands and looked straight at me. "The uses
of occult knowledge? Well, that is easy enough, Lobsang! We are entitled to
help those who are worthy of help. We are not entitled to help those who do
not want our help, and are not yet ready for help. We do not use occult
power or ability for self-gain, nor for hire or reward. The whole purpose of
occult power is to speed one's development upwards, to speed one's evolution
and to help the world as a whole, not just the world of humans, but the
world of nature, of animals everything."
We were again interrupted by the Service starting in the Temple building
near us, and as it would have been disrespectful to the Gods to continue a
discussion while they were being worshipped, we ended our talk and sat in
silence by the flickering flame of the butter lamp, now burning low.
CHAPTER EIGHT
It was pleasant indeed lying in the cool, long grass at the base of the
Pargo Kaling. Above me, at my back, the ancient stones soared heavenwards
and, from my viewpoint flat on the ground, the point so high above seemed to
scrape the clouds. Appropriately enough, the "Bud of the Lotus" - forming
the point symbolised Spirit, while the "leaves" which supported the "Bud"
represented Air. I, at the base, rested comfortably against the
representation of "Life on Earth". Just beyond my reach - unless I stood -
were the "Steps of Attainment". Well, I was trying to "attain" now!
It was pleasant lying here and watching the traders from India, China and
Burma come trudging by. Some of them were afoot while leading long trains of
animals carrying exotic goods from far far places. Others, more grand maybe,
or possibly just plain tired, rode and gazed about. I speculated idly on
what their pannier bags contained, then pulled myself together with a jerk;
that was why I was here! I was here to watch the aura of as many different
people as I could. I was here to "divine" from the aura and from telepathy
what these men were doing, what they were thinking, and what were their
intentions.
Just off to the opposite side of the road a poor blind beggar sat. He was
covered with dirt. Ragged and commonplace he sat and whined at passing
travellers. A surprising number threw coins to him, delighting in watching
him, blind, scrabble for the falling coins and finally locating them by the
sound they made as they struck the earth and perhaps chinked against a
stone. Occasionally, very occasionally indeed, he would miss a small coin,
and the traveller would lift it and drop it again. Thinking of him, I turned
my lazy head in his direction and sat upright in sheer dazed astonishment.
His aura! I had never bothered to observe it before. Now, looking carefully,
I saw that he was not blind, I saw that he was rich, had money and goods
stored away and that he was pretending to be a poor blind beggar as it was
the easiest way of making a living that he knew. No! It could not be, I was
mistaken, I was overconfident or something. Perhaps my powers were failing.
Troubled at such a thought, I stumbled to my reluctant feet and went in
search of enlightenment from my Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup who was at the
Kundu Ling opposite.
Some weeks before I had undergone an operation in order that my "Third Eye"
might be the more widely opened. From birth I had been possessed of unusual
powers of clairvoyance, with the ability to see the "aura" around the bodies
of humans, animals and plants. The painful operation had succeeded in
increasing my powers far more than had been anticipated even by the Lama
Mingyar Dondup. Now my development was being rushed; my training in all
occult matters occupied my waking hours. I felt squeezed by mighty forces as
this lama and that lama "pumped" knowledge into me by telepathy and by other
strange forces whose workings I was now so intensively studying. Why do
classwork when one can be taught by telepathy? Why wonder at a man's
intentions when one can see from his aura? But I was wondering about that
blind man!
"Ow! Honourable Lama! Where are you?" I cried, running across the road in
search of my Guide. Into the little park I stumbled, almost tripping over my
own eager feet. "So!" smiled my Guide, sitting peacefully on a fallen bole,
"So! You are excited, you have just discovered that the 'blind' man sees as
well as you." I stood panting, panting from lack of breath and from
indignation. "Yes!" I exclaimed, "the man is a fraud, a robber, for he
steals from those of good heart. He should be put in prison!" The Lama burst
out laughing at my red, indignant face.
"But Lobsang," he said mildly, "why all the commotion? That man is selling
service as much as the man who sells prayer-wheels. People give
insignificant coins to him that they may be thought generous; it makes them
feel good. For a time it increases their rate of molecular vibration -raises
their spirituality - places them nearer the Gods. It does them good. The
coins they give? Nothing! They do not miss them." "But he is not blind!" I
said in exasperation, "he is a robber." "Lobsang," said my Guide, "he is
harmless, he is selling service. Later, in the Western world, you will find
that advertising people will make claims the falsity of which will injure
one's health, will deform babies yet unborn, and will transform the passably
sane (rimelig fornuftige) into raving maniacs (syklig oppstemt).
He patted the fallen tree and motioned for me to sit beside him. I sat and
drummed my heels on the bark. "You must practice using the aura and
telepathy together," said my Guide. "By using one and not the other - our
conclusions may be warped (fordreid) - as in this case. It is essential to
use all one's faculties, bring all one's powers to bear, on each and every
problem. Now, this afternoon I have to go away, and the great Medical Lama,
the Reverend Chinrobuobo, of the Menzekang Hospital, will talk to you. And
you will talk to him."
"Ow!" I said, ruefully, "but he never speaks to me, never even notices me!"
"All that will be changed - one way or another - this afternoon," said my
Guide. "One way or another!" I thought. That looked very ominous.
Together my Guide and I walked back to the Iron Mountain, pausing
momentarily to gaze anew at the old yet always fresh rock coloured carvings.
Then we ascended the steep and stony path. "Like life, this path, Lobsang,"
said the Lama. "Life follows a hard and stony path, with many traps and
pitfalls, yet if one perseveres (holder ut), the top is attained." As we
reached the top of the path the call to Temple Service was made, and we each
went our own way, he to his associates, and I to others of my class. As soon
as the Service had ended, and I had partaken of food, a chela even smaller
than I, came somewhat nervously to me. "Tuesday Lobsang," he said
diffidently(forknyttet), "the Holy Medical Lama Chinrobnobo wants to see you
immediately in the Medical School."
I straightened my robe, took a few deep breaths that my twanging nerves
might be calmed, and walked with assurance that I did not feel over to the
Medical School. "Ah!" boomed a great voice, a voice that reminded me of the
sound of a deep Temple conch. I stood before him and paid my respects in the
time-honoured way. The Lama was a big man, tall, bulky, broad-shouldered,
and a wholly awe-inspiring figure for a small boy. I felt that a swipe from
one of his mighty hands would knock my head straight off my shoulders and
send it tumbling down the mountainside. However, he bade me be seated before
him, bade me in such a genial manner that I almost fell into a sitting
position!
"Now, boy!" said the great deep voice, like rolling thunder among the
distant mountains. "I have heard much of you. Your illustrious Guide, the
Lama Mingyar Dondup claims that you are a prodigy, that your para-normal
abilities are immense. We shall see!" I sat and quaked. "You see me? What do
you see?" he asked. I quaked even more as I said the first thing that
entered my mind; "I see such a big man, Holy Medical Lama, that I thought it
was a mountain when I came here first." His boisterous laugh caused such a
gale of wind that I half feared that it would blow my robe off. "Look at me,
boy, look at my aura and tell me what you see!" he commanded. Then, "Tell me
what you see of the aura and what it means to you." I looked at him, not
directly, not staring, for that often dims the aura of a clothed figure; I
looked toward him, but not exactly "at" him.
"Sir!" I said, "I see first the physical outline of your body, dimly as it
would be without a robe. Then, very close to you I see a faint bluish light
the colour of fresh wood smoke. It tells me that you have been working too
hard, that you have had sleepless nights of late and your etheric energy is
low." He looked at me with eyes somewhat wider than normal, and nodded in
satisfaction. "Go on!" he said.
"Sir!" I continued, "your aura extends from you a distance of about nine
feet on either side. The colours are in layers both vertical and horizontal.
You have the yellow of high spirituality. At present you are marvelling that
one of my age can tell you so much and you are thinking that my Guide the
Lama Mingyar Dondup knows something after all. You are thinking that you
will have to apologize (be om unnskyldning) to him for your expressed doubts
as to my capabilities." I was interrupted by a great shout of laughter. "You
are right, boy, you are right!" he said delightedly, "Go on!"
"Sir!" (this was child's play to me!) "You recently had some mishap and
sustained a blow over your liver. It hurts when you laugh too hard and you
wonder if you should take some tatura herb and have deep massage while under
its anaesthetic influence. You are thinking that it is Fate which decided
that of more than six thousand herbs, tatura should be in short supply." He
was not laughing now; he was looking at me with undisguised respect. I
added, "It is further indicated in your aura, Sir, that in a short time you
will be the most important Medical Abbot of Tibet."
He gazed at me with some apprehension. "My boy," he said, "you have great
power - you will go far. Never, never abuse the power within you. It can be
dangerou's. Now let us discuss the aura as equals. But let us discuss over
tea." He raised the small silver bell and shook it so violently that I
feared it would fly from his hand. Within seconds a young monk hastened in
with tea and - oh, joy of joys! -some of the luxuries of Mother India!
(sweet cakes). As we sat there I reflected that all these high lamas had
comfortable quarters. Below us I could see the great parks of Lhasa, the
Dodpal and the Khati were - so it appeared - within reach of my extended
arm. More to the left the Chorten of our area, the Kesar Lhakhang, stood
like a sentinel, while across the road, further north, my favourite spot,
the Pargo Kaling (Western Gate) towered aloft.
"What causes the aura, Sir?" I asked. "As your respected Guide, the Lama
Mingyar Dondup has told you," he commenced (startet), "the brain receives
messages from the Overself. Electric currents are generated in the brain.
The whole of Life is electric. The aura is a manifestation of electric
power. About one's head, as you so well know, there is a halo or nimbus. Old
paintings always show a Saint or God with such a 'Golden Bowl' around the
back of the head." "Why do so few people see the aura and the halo, Sir?" I
asked. "Some people disbelieve the existence of the aura because they can
not see it. They forget that they can not see air either, and without air
they would not manage very well! Some - a very very few - people see auras.
Others do not. Some people can hear higher frequencies, or lower frequencies
than others. It has nothing to do with the degree of spirituality of the
observer, any more than the ability to walk on stilts (stylter) indicates a
necessarily spiritual person." He smiled at me and added, "I used to walk on
stilts almost as well as you. Now my figure is not suited for it." I smiled
too, thinking that he would need a pair of tree trunks as stilts.
"When we operated upon you for the Opening of the Third Eye," said the Great
Medical Lama, "we were able to observe that portions of your frontallobe
developments were very different from the average and so we assume that
physically you were born to be clairvoyant and telepathic. That is one of
the reasons you have received and will receive such intensive and advanced
training." He looked at me with immense satisfaction and continued, "You are
going to have to remain here at the Medical School for a few days. We are
going to investigate you thoroughly and see how we can even increase your
abilities and teach you much." There was a discreet cough at the door, and
my Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup walked into the room. I jumped to my feet
and bowed to him - as did the Great Chinrobnobo. My Guide was smiling. "I
received your telepathic message," he said to the Great Medical Lama, "so I
came to you as speedily as I was able so that perhaps you would give me the
pleasure of hearing your confirmation of my findings in the case of my young
friend." He stopped, and smiled at me and sat down.
The Great Lama Chinrobnobo also smiled and said, "Respected Colleague! I
gladly bow to your superior knowledge in accepting this young man for
investigation. Respected Colleague, your own talents are numerous - you are
startlingly versatile, but never have you found such a boy as this." Then,
of all things, they both laughed, and the Lama Chinrobnobo reached down
somewhere behind him and took out - three jars of pickled walnuts! I must
have looked stupid for they both turned toward me and started laughing. "Lobsang,
you are not using your telepathic ability. If you were, you would be aware
that the Reverend Lama and I were so sinful as to have a bet. It was agreed
between us that if you came up to my statements, then the Reverend Medical
Lama would give you three jars of pickled walnuts, whereas if you were not
up to the standard claimed by me, I would do a long journey and undertake
certain medical work for my friend."
My Guide smiled at me again and said, "Of course I'am going to do the
journey for him in any case, and you will be going with me, but we had to
get matters straight and now honour 'is satisfied." He pointed to the three
jars and said, "Put them by you, Lobsang, when you leave here -when you
leave this room - take them with you for they are the spoils of the victor,
and in this case you are the victor." I really felt remarkably foolish,
obviously I could not use telepathic powers on these two High Lamas. The
very thought of such a thing, sent chill shivers along my spine. I loved my
Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup, and I greatly respected the knowledge and
wisdom of the Great Lama Chinrobnobo. It would have been an insult, it would
have been bad manners indeed to have eavesdropped (tyvlytte) - even
telepathically. The Lama Chinrobnobo turned to me and said, "Yes, my boy,
your sentiments (følelser) do you credit. I am pleased indeed to greet you
and to have you here among us. We will help you with your development."
My Guide said, "Now Lobsang, you are going to have to stay in this
particular building for, perhaps, a week, because you are going to be taught
quite a lot about the aura. Oh yes!" he said, interpreting my glance, "I am
aware that you think you know all about the aura. You can see the aura, and
you can read the aura, but now you have to learn the whys and wherefores of
it and you have to learn how much the other fellow does not see. I am going
to leave you now, but 'I shall see you tomorrow." He rose to his feet and,
of course, we rose as well. My Guide made his farewells and then withdrew
from that quite comfortable chamber. The Lama Chinrobnobo turned to me and
said, "Do not be so nervous, Lobsang, nothing is going to happen to you - we
are merely going to try to help you and to expedite your own development.
First of all, let us have a little discussion about the human aura.
You of course see the aura vividly and you can understand about the aura,
but imagine that you were not so favoured - not so gifted, put yourself in
the position of ninety nine and nine tenths, or even more, of the world's
population." He violently rang that little silver bell again and once again
the attendant came bustling in with tea and of course the necessary "other
things" which most pleased me when I was having tea! It might be of interest
here to say that we in Tibet sometimes drank in excess of sixty cups of tea
in a day. Of course, Tibet is a cold country and the hot tea warmed us, we
were not able to get out and buy drinks such as people of the Western world
had, we were limited to tea and tsampa unless some really kind-hearted
person brought from a land such as India those things which were not
available in Tibet.
We settled down, and the Lama Chinrobnobo said, "We, have already discussed
the origin of the aura. It is the life force of a human body. I am going to
assume for the moment, Lobsang, that you cannot see the aura and that you
know nothing about the aura, because only in assuming that, can I tell you
what the average person, sees and does not see." I nodded my head to
indicate that I understood. Of course I had been born with the ability to
see the aura and things like that, and those abilities had been increased by
the operation of "the Third Eye", and on many occasions in the past - I had
been almost trapped into saying what I saw, without it dawning (demret for
meg..) upon me, that others did not see the same as I. I remembered an
occasion sometime previously when I had said that a person was still alive -
a person that old Tzu and I had seen lying beside the road - and Tzu had
said that I was quite wrong, the man was dead. I had said, "But Tzu, the man
still has his lights on!" Fortunately, as I realised after, the gale of wind
which was blowing past us had distorted my words so that Tzu had not
comprehended the meaning. On some impulse, however, he had examined the man
lying beside the road and found he was alive! But this is a digression.
"The average man and woman, Lobsang, cannot see the human aura. Some,
indeed, hold to the belief that there is no such thing as a human aura. They
might just as well say that there is no such thing as air because they
cannot see it!" The Medical Lama looked at me to see if I was following him
or if my thoughts were straying walnut-wise. Satisfied with my appearance of
attention, he nodded sagely and continued, "So long as there is life in a
body, then there is an aura which can be seen by those with the power or
gift or ability - call it what you will. I must explain to you, Lobsang,
that for the clearest perception of the aura - the subject who is being seen
must be absolutely nude. We will discuss why later. It is sufficient for
just ordinary readings to look at a person while they have some clothing on,
but if you are going to look for anything whatever connected with a medical
reason, then the person must be completely and absolutely nude.
Well, completely enveloping the body and extending from the body for a
distance of an eighth of an inch to three or four inches - is the etheric
sheath. This is a blue-grey mist, one can hardly call it a mist, for
although it appears misty one can see clearly through it. This etheric
covering is the purely animal emanation(utstrålning), it derives
particularly from the animal vitality of the body so that a very healthy
person will have a quite wide etheric, it may even be three or four inches
(7-10cm) from the body. Only the most gifted, Lobsang, perceive the next
layer, for between the etheric and the aura proper there is another band,
perhaps three inches across, and one has to be gifted and talented indeed to
see any colours in that band. I confess that I can see nothing but empty
space there."
I felt really gleeful (frydefull) about that, because I could see all the
colours in that space and I hastened to say so. "Yes, yes, Lobsang! I know
you can see in that space, for you are one of our most talented in this
direction, but I was pretending that you could not see the aura at all,
because I have to explain all this to you." The Medical Lama looked at me
reprovingly (bebreidende)- reprovingly, no doubt, for interrupting the trend
of his thoughts. When he thought that I was sufficiently subdued (undrekuet)
to refrain from further interruption he continued, "First, then, there is
the etheric layer. Following the etheric layer there is that zone which so
few of us can distinguish except as an empty space. Outside of that is the
aura itself. The aura does not so much depend upon the animal vitality as
upon the spiritual vitality. The aura is composed of swirling bands, and
striations of all the colours of the visible spectrum, and that means more
colours than can be seen with the physical eyes, for the aura is seen by
other senses than by the physical sight. Every organ in the human body sends
out its own shaft of light, its shaft of rays, which alter and fluctuate (varierer)
as the thoughts of a person fluctuate. Many of these indications are present
to a very marked degree in the etheric and in the space beyond, and when the
nude body is seen the aura appears to magnify the indications of health or
disease, from which it is clear that those of us who are sufficiently
clairvoyant can tell of a person's health or otherwise."
I knew all about that, this was all child's play to me, and I had been
practising things like this ever since the operation for "the Third Eye". I
knew of the groups of Medical Lamas who sat beside suffering people and
examined the nude body to see how they could be helped. I had thought
perhaps that I was going to be trained for work such as that.
"Now!" said the Medical Lama, "you are being specially trained, highly
trained, and when you go to that great Western world beyond our borders it
is hoped and thought that you may be able to devise an instrument whereby
even those with no occult power at all will be able to see the human aura.
Doctors, seeing the human aura, and actually seeing what is wrong with a
person, will be able to cure that person's illnesses. How, we shall discuss
later. I know that all this is quite tiring, much of that which I have told
you is very well known indeed to you, but it may be tiring from this aspect;
you are a natural clairvoyant, you may possibly never have thought of the
mechanics of the operation of your gift, and that is a matter which must be
remedied because a man who knows only half a subject is only half trained
and half useful. You, my friend, are going to be very useful indeed! But let
us end this session now, Lobsang, we will repair to our own apartments - for
one has been set aside for you - and then we can rest and think on those
matters upon which we have so briefly touched. For this week you will not be
required to attend any Service, that is by order of the Inmost One Him-self,
all your energies, all your devotions, are to be directed solely to
mastering the subjects which I and my colleagues are going to put before
you."
He rose to his feet and I rose to mine. Once again that silver bell was
seized in a mighty hand and shaken so vigorously that I really felt that the
poor thing would fall to pieces. The attendant monk came running in and the
Medical Lama Chinrobnobo said, "You will attend upon Tuesday Lobsang Rampa,
for he is an honoured guest here as you are aware. Treat him as you would
treat a visiting monk of high degree." He turned to me and bowed, and of
course I hastily bowed back, and then the attendant beckoned for me to
follow him. "Stop!" bawled the Lama Chinrobnobo. "You have forgotten your
walnuts!" I rushed back and hastily grabbed up those precious jars smiling
somewhat in embarrassment as I did so, then I hastened on to the waiting
attendant.
We went along a short corridor and the attendant ushered (viste meg inn…) me
into a very nice room which had a window overlooking the ferry across The
Happy River. "I am to look after you, Master," said the attendant. "The bell
is there for your convenience, use it as you will." He turned and went out.
I turned to that window. The view across the Holy Valley entranced me, for
the ferry of inflated yak hides was just putting out from the shore and the
boatman was poling along across the swift river. On the other side, I saw,
there were three or four men who, by their dress, must have been of some
importance - an impression which was confirmed by the obsequious manner of
the ferryman. I watched for some minutes, and then, suddenly, I felt more
tired than I could imagine possible. I sat down upon the ground without even
bothering about a seat cushion, and before I knew anything about it - I had
toppled (veltet) over backwards, asleep.
The hours droned away to the accompaniment of clacking Prayer Wheels.
Suddenly I sat up, bolt upright, quaking with fear. The Service! I was late
for the Service. With my head on one side I listened carefully. Somewhere a
voice was chanting a Litany. It was enough - I jumped to my feet and raced
for the familiar door. It was not there! With a bone-jarring thud I collided
with the stone wall and fell bouncily (sprettende) onto my back. For a
moment, there was a blue-white flash inside my head as it too struck the
stone, then I recovered and sprang to my feet once more. Panicked at my
lateness, I raced around the room and there seemed to be no door. Worse -
there was no window either!
"Lobsang!" said a voice from the darkness, "are you ill?" The voice of the
attendant brought me back to my senses like a dash of iced water. "Oh!" I
said sheepishly, "I forgot, I thought I was late for Service. I forgot I was
excused!" There was a subdued chuckle, and the voice said, "I will light the
lamp, for it is very dark this night." A little glimmer came from the
doorway - it was in a most unexpected place! - and the attendant advanced
towards me. "A most amusing interlude," he said, "I thought at first that a
herd of yaks had broken loose and were in here." His smile robbed the words
of all offence. I settled down again, and the attendant and his light
withdrew. Across the lighter darkness that was the window a shooting star
flamed into incandescence, and its journey across the countless miles of
space was at an end. I rolled over and slept.
Breakfast was the same old dull and dreary tsampa and tea. Nourishing,
sustaining, but uninspiring. Then the attendant came and said, "If you are
ready, I have to take you elsewhere." I rose to my feet and walked with him
out of the room. We went a different way this time, into a part of the
Chakpori which I did not know existed. Downwards, a long way downwards until
I thought we were descending into the bowels (tarm) of the Iron Mountain
itself. Now there was no glimmer of light except from the lamps we carried.
At last the attendant stopped, and pointed ahead. "Go on - straight along
and turn into the room on the left." With a nod, he turned and retraced his
steps.
I trudged (trasket) on, wondering "What now?" The Room on the Left was
before me, I turned into it and paused in amazement. The first thing to
attract my attention was a Prayer Wheel standing in the middle of the room.
I had time for only a brief glance at it, but even so it appeared to be a
very strange Prayer Wheel indeed, then my name was spoken, "Well, Lobsang!
We are glad you are here." I looked and there was my Guide, the Lama Mingyar
Dondup, by his side sat the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo, and on the other
side of my Guide there sat a very distinguished looking Indian Lama named
Marfata. He had once studied Western medicine, and had indeed studied at
some German University, which I believe was called Heidelberg. Now he was a
Buddhist monk, a lama, of course, but "monk" is the generic term.
The Indian looked at me so searchingly, so piercingly, that I thought he
must be looking at the material comprising the back of my robe - he seemed
to look right through me. However, on this particular occasion I had nothing
bad on my conscience, and I returned his gaze. After all, why should I not
gaze at him? I was as good as he, for I was being trained by the Lama
Mingyar Dondup and by the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo. A smile forced its
way across his rigid lips as if its execution caused him intense pain. He
nodded, and turned to my Guide, "Yes, I am satisfied that the boy is as you
say." My Guide smiled - but there was no forcing of his smile, it was
natural, spontaneous, and indeed warming to the heart.
The Great Medical Lama said, "Lobsang, we have brought you down here to this
secret room because we want to show you things and discuss things with you.
Your Guide and I have examined you and we are indeed satisfied with your
powers, powers that are going to be increased in intensity. Our Indian
colleague, Marfata, did not think that such a prodigy (vidunderbarn) existed
in Tibet. We hope that you will prove all our statements." I looked at that
Indian and I thought, "Well, he is a man who has an exalted (høy) opinion of
himself." I turned to the Lama Chinrobnobo and said, "Respected Sir, the
Inmost One who has been good enough to give me an audience on a number of
occasions has expressly cautioned me against giving proof, saying that proof
was merely a palliative (lindrende middel) to the idle mind. Those who
wanted proof were not capable of accepting the truth of a proof no matter
flow weH proven." The Medical Lama Chinrobnobo laughed so that I almost
feared I would be blown away by the gale of wind, my Guide also laughed, and
they both looked at the Indian Marfata who sat looking sourly at me. "Boy!"
said the Indian, "you talk well, but talk proves nothing as you yourself
say. Now, tell me, boy, what do you see in me?" I felt rather apprehensive
about this, because much of what I saw I did not like. "Illustrious Sir!" I
said, "I fear that if I say what I see then you might indeed take it amiss
and consider that I am being merely insolent (frekk) instead of replying to
your question." My Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup nodded in agreement, and
across the face of the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo - a huge, beaming
smile expanded like the rising of the full moon. "Say what you will, boy,
for we have no time for fancy talk here," said the Indian.
For some moments I stood looking at the Great Indian Lama, stood looking
until even he stirred a little at the intensity of my gaze, then I said,
"Illustrious Sir! You have commanded me to speak as I see, and I understand
that my Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup and the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo
also want me to speak frankly. Now, this is what I see, I have never seen
you before but from your aura and from your thoughts I detect this: You are
a man who has travelled extensively, and you have travelled across the great
oceans of the world. You have gone to that small island whose name I do not
know, but where the people are all white and where there is another small
island lying nearby as if it were a foal (føll) to the greater island which
was the mare. You were very antagonistic toward those people and they were
indeed anxious to take some action against you for something connected with
- I hesitated here, for the picture was particularly obscure, it was
referring to things of which I had not the slightest knowledge. However, I
ploughed (pløyet videre..) on - "There was something connected with an
Indian city which I assume from your mind was Calcutta, and there was
something connected with a black hole where the people of that island were
gravely inconvenienced (ulempet) or embarrassed. In some way they thought
that you could have saved trouble instead of causing it." The Great Lama
Chinrobnobo laughed again, and it did my ears good to hear that laugh
because it indicated that I was on the right track. My Guide gave no
indication whatever, but the Indian snorted (snøftet).
I continued, "You went to another land and I can see the name Heidelberg
clearly in your mind. In that land you studied medicine according to many
barbarous rites wherein, you did much cutting and chopping and sawing, and
did not use systems which we here in Tibet use. Eventually you were given
some sort of big paper with a lot of seals upon it. I see also from your
aura that you are a man with an illness." I took a deep breath here because
I did not know how my next words would be received. "The illness from which
you suffer is one which has no cure, it is one in which the cells of the
body run wild and grow as weeds (ugress) grow, not according to pattern, not
according to the ordained way, but spread and obstruct and clutch at vital
organs. Sir! You are ending your own span upon this earth by the nature of
your thoughts - which admit of no goodness in the minds of others." For
several moments they may have been years to me! - there was not a sound, and
then the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo said, "That is perfectly correct,
Lobsang, that is perfectly correct!" The Indian said, "The boy was probably
primed (pumpet) about all this in advance."
My Guide, the Lama Mingyar Dondup said, "No one has discussed you, on the
contrary much of what he has told us is news to us, for we have not
investigated your aura nor your mind for you did not so invite us. But the
main point at issue is, the boy Tuesday Lobsang Rampa has these powers, and
the powers are going to be developed even further. We have no time for
quarrels, no place for quarrels, instead we have serious work to do. Come!"
He rose to his feet and led me to that big Prayer Wheel.
I looked at that strange thing, and I saw that it was not a Prayer Wheel
after all, but instead was a device standing about four feet high, four feet
from the ground, and it was about five feet across. There were two little
windows at one side and I could see what appeared to be glass set in those
windows. At the other side of the machine, and set off-centre, were two very
much larger windows. At an opposite side a long handle protruded (stakk fram),
but the whole thing was a mystery to me, I had not the slightest idea of
what it could be. The Great Medical Lama said, "This is a device, Lobsang,
with which those who are not clairvoyant can see the human aura. The Great
Indian Lama Marfata came here to consult us and would not tell us the nature
of his complaint (klage), saying that if we knew so much about esoteric
medicine we would know his complaint without his telling us. We brought him
here that he could be examined with this machine. With his permission he is
going to remove his robe, and you are going to look at him first, and you
are going to tell us just what his trouble is. Then we shall use this
machine and see how far your findings and the findings of the machine
coincide."
My Guide indicated a spot against a dark wall and the Indian walked to it
and removed his robe and other garments so that he stood brown and bare
against the wall. "Lobsang! Take a very good look at him and tell us what
you see," said my Guide. I looked not at the Indian, but some way to one
side, I put my eyes out of focus as that is the easiest way of seeing the
aura. That is, I did not use normal binocular vision, but instead saw with
each eye separately. It is a difficult thing indeed to explain, but it
consisted in looking with one eye to the left and one eye to the right, and
that is just a knack - a trick - which can be learned by almost anyone.
I looked at the Indian, and his aura glowed and fluctuated. I saw that he
was a great man indeed and of high intellectual power but, unfortunately,
his whole outlook had been soured (gjort bitter) by the mysterious illness
within him. As I looked at him I spoke my thoughts, spoke them just as they
came into my mind. I was not at all aware of how intently my Guide and the
Great Medical Lama were listening to my words. "It is clear that the illness
has been brought on by many tensions within the body. The Great Indian Lama
has been dissatisfied and frustrated, and that has acted against his health,
causing the cells of his body to run wild, to escape from the direction of
the Overself. Thus he has this complaint here" (I pointed to his liver) "and
because he is a rather sharp tempered man, his complaint is aggravated every
time he gets cross (lidelsen blir forverret ved sinne). It is clear from his
aura that if he would become more tranquil (fredelig), more placid, like my
Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup, he would stay upon this earth longer and so
would accomplish more of his task without the necessity of having to come
again."
Once again there was a silence, and I was pleased to see that the Indian
Lama nodded as if in complete agreement with my diagnosis. The Medical Lama
Chinrobnobo turned to that strange machine and looked through the little
windows. My Guide moved to the handle and turned with increasing force until
a word from the Medical Lama Chinrobnobo caused him to maintain the rate of
rotation at a constant speed. For some time the Lama Chinrobnobo gazed
through that device, then he straightened up and without a word the Lama
Mingyar Dondup took his place, while the Medical Lama Chinrobnobo turned the
handle as had previously my Guide. Eventually they finished their
examination, and stood together obviously conversing by telepathy. I made no
attempt whatever to intercept their thoughts, because to do so would have
been a gross slight and would have put me "above my station". At last, they
turned to the Indian and said, "All that Tuesday Lobsang Rampa has told you
is correct. We have examined your aura most thoroughly, and we believe that
you have cancer of the liver. We believe also that this has been caused by
certain shortness of temper. We believe that if you will lead a quiet life
you still have a number of years left to you, years in which you can
accomplish your task. We are prepared to make representations so that if you
agree to our plan you will be permitted to remain here at Chakpori." The
Indian discussed matters for a time, and then motioned to Chinrobnobo,
together they left the room. My Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup patted me on
the shoulder and said, "Well done, Lobsang, well done! Now I want to show
this machine to you."
He walked across to that very strange device and lifted up one side of the
top. The whole thing moved, and inside I saw a series of arms radiating from
a central shaft. At -the extreme end of the arms there were prisms of glass
in ruby red, blue, yellow and white. As the handle was turned belts
connected from it to the shaft caused the arms to rotate, and I observed
that each prism in turn was brought into the line, which was seen by looking
through the two eyepieces. My Guide showed me how the thing worked and then
said, "Of course this is a very crude and clumsy affair. We use it here for
experiment, and in the hope of one-day producing a smaller version. You
would never need to use it, Lobsang, but there are not many who have the
power of seeing the aura as clearly as you. At some time I shall explain the
working in more detail, but briefly, it deals with a heterodyne principle
wherein rapidly rotating coloured prisms interrupt the line of sight and
thus destroy the normal image of the human body and intensify the much
weaker rays of the aura."
He replaced the lid and turned away to another device standing on a table at
a far corner. He was just leading the way to that table when the Medical
Lama Chinrobnobo came into the room again and joined us. "Ah!" he said,
coming over to us, "so you are going to test his thought power? Good! I must
be in on this!" My Guide pointed to a queer cylinder of what appeared to be
rough paper. "This, Lobsang, is thick, rough paper. You will see that it has
innumerable holes made in it, holes made with a very blunt instrument so
that the paper is torn and leaves projections. We then folded that paper so
that all the projections were on the outside and the sheet, instead of being
flat, formed a cylinder. Across the top of the cylinder we affixed a rigid
straw, and upon a small pedestal we fixed a sharp needle. Thus we have the
cylinder supported on an almost frictioniess bearing. Now watch me!" He sat
down, and put his hands on either side of the cylinder, not touching the
cylinder, but leaving about an inch or an inch and a half space between his
hands and the projections. Soon the cylinder started to spin, and I was
astounded as the thing picked up speed and was soon rotating at quite a
merry rate. My Guide stopped it with a touch, and placed his hands in the
opposite direction so that the fingers - instead of pointing away from his
body as had been the case - now pointed toward his body. The cylinder
started to spin but in the opposite direction! "You are blowing upon it!" I
said. "Everyone says that!" said the Medical Lama Chinrobnobo, "but they are
completely wrong."
The Great Medical Lama went to a recess in the far wall, and returned
bearing a sheet of glass, it was quite a thick sheet, and he carried it
carefully to my Guide the Lama Mingyar Dondup. My Guide stopped the cylinder
from rotating and sat quiet while the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo placed
the sheet of glass between my Guide and the paper cylinder. "Think about
rotation," said the Medical Lama. My Guide apparently did so, for the
cylinder started to rotate again. It was quite impossible for my Guide or
for anyone else to have blown on the cylinder and made it rotate because of
the glass. He stopped the cylinder again and then turned to me and said,
"You try it, Lobsang!" He rose from his seat and I took his place.
I sat down and placed my hands just as had my Guide. The Medical Lama
Chinrobnobo held the sheet of glass in front of me so that my breath would
not influence the rotation of the cylinder. I sat there feeling like a fool.
Apparently the cylinder thought I was one too, for nothing happened "Think
of making it rotate, Lobsang!" said my Guide. I did so, and immediately the
thing started to go round. For a moment I felt like dropping everything and
running - I thought the thing was bewitched, then reason (of a sort!)
prevailed and I just sat still.
"That device, Lobsang," said my Guide, "runs by the force of the human aura.
You think of rotating it and your aura puts a swirl on the thing, which
causes it to turn. You may be interested to know that a device such as this
has been experimented with in all the greater countries of the world. All
the greatest scientists have tried to explain away the workings of this
thing, but Western people, of course, cannot believe in etheric force and so
they invent explanations which are even stranger than the actual force of
the etheric!"
The Great Medical Lama said, "I am feeling quite hungry, Mingyar Dondup, I
feel that it is time we repaired to our rooms for a rest and for sustenance.
We must not tax the young man's abilities nor his endurance, for he will get
enough of that in the future." We turned, and the lights were extinguished
in that room, and we made our way up the stone corridor and into the main
building of the Chakpori. Soon I was in a room with my Guide the Lama
Mingyar Dondup. Soon - happy thought - I was consuming food and feeling the
better for it. "Eat well, Lobsang," said my Guide, "for later in the day we
shall see you again and discuss with you other matters."
For an hour or so I rested in my room, looking out of the window, because I
had a weakness; I always liked to look from high places and watch the world
moving beneath. I loved to watch the traders wending their slow way through
the Western Gate, their every step indicating their delight at having
reached the end of a long and arduous journey through the high mountain
passes. Traders in the past had told me of the wonderful view there was from
a certain spot on a high pass where, as one came from the Indian border, one
could look down between a cleft in the mountains and gaze upon the Sacred
City with its' roof tops agleam with gold and, off by the side of the
mountains, the white walls of "The Rice Heap", looking indeed like a heap of
rice as it sprawled in bounteous profusion down the side of the mountainous
Slopes. I loved to watch the ferryman crossing the Happy River, and I hoped
always for the sight of a puncture in his inflated hide boat, I longed to
watch him gradually sink from sight until only his head protruded above the
water. But I was never that fortunate, the ferry-man always reached the
other side, took on his load, and returned again.
Soon, once more I was in that deep room with my Guide, the Lama Mingyar
Dondup and the Great Medical Lama Chinrobnobo. "Lobsang!" said the great
Medical Lama, "you must be sure that if you are going to examine a patient
in order that you may assist him or her the clothes' be entirely removed." "Honourable
Medical Lama!" I said, in some confusion, "I can think of no reason why I
should deprive a person of their clothing in this cold weather, for I can
sec their aura perfectly without there being any need whatsoever to remove a
single garment, and oh! Respected Medical Lama! How could I possibly ask a
woman to remove her clothing?" My eyes rolled up-wards in horror at the mere
thought. I must have presented quite - a comical figure, for both my Guide
and the Medical Lama burst out laughing. They sat down, and really enjoyed
themselves with their laughter. I stood in front of them feeling remarkably
foolish, but really, I was quite puzzled about these things. I could see an
aura perfectly -with no trouble at all and I saw no reason why I should
depart from what was my own normal practice.
"Lobsang!" said the Medical Lama; "you are a very gifted clairvoyant, but
there are some things which you do not yet see. We have had a remarkable
demonstration from you of your ability in seeing the human aura, but you
would not have seen the liver complaint of the Indian Lama Marfata if he had
not removed his clothing." I reflected upon this, and when I thought about
it I had to admit that it was correct; I had looked at the Indian Lama while
he had been robed, and while I had seen much about his character and basic
traits, I still had not noticed the liver complaint. "You are perfectly
correct, Honourable Medical Lama," I said, "but I should like some further
training from you in this matter."
My Guide,' the Lama Mingyar Dondup, looked at me and said, "When you look at
a person's aura you want to see the person's aura, you are not concerned
with the thoughts of the sheep whence came the wool which was made into a
robe. Every aura is influenced by that which interferes with its direct
rays. We have here a sheet of glass, and if I breathe upon that glass, it
will effect what you see through the glass. Similarity, although this glass
is transparent, it actually does alter the, light or rather the colour of
the light, which you would see when looking through it. In the same way, if
you look through a piece of coloured glass all the vibrations which you
receive from an object are altered in intensity by the action of the
coloured glass. Thus it is that a person whose body has upon it clothing, or
ornaments (pryd) of any kind, has his aura modified according to the etheric
content of the clothing or ornament." I thought about it, and I had to
agree, that there was quite a lot in what he said, he continued, "A further
point is this, every organ of the body projects its own picture - its own
state of health or sickness - onto the etheric, and the aura, when uncovered
and free from the influence of clothes, magnifies and intensifies the
impression which one receives. Thus it is quite definite that if you are
going to help a person in health or in sickness, then you will have to
examine him without his clothing." He smiled at me and said, "And if the
weather be cold, why then, Lobsang, you will have to take him to a warmer
place!"
"Honourable Lama," I said "some time ago you told me that you were working
on a device which would enable one to cure illness through the aura." "That
is perfectly correct, Lobsang," said my Guide, "illness is merely a
dissonance in the body vibrations. An organ has its rate of molecular
vibration disturbed and so it is considered to be a sick organ. If we could
actually see how much the vibration of an organ departs from the normal,
then, by restoring the rate of vibration to what it should be we have
effected a cure. In the case of a mental affliction, the brain usually
receives messages from the Overself which it cannot correctly interpret, and
so the actions resulting are those which depart from that which is accepted
as normal actions for a human. Thus, if the human is not able to reason or
act in a normal manner, he is said to have some mental ailment. By measuring
the discrepancy the under-stimulation - we can assist a person to recover
normal balance. The vibrations may be lower than normal resulting in
under-stimulation, or they may be higher than normal, which would give an
effect similar to that of a brain fever. Quite definitely - illness can be
cured by intervention through the aura."
The Great Medical Lama interrupted here, and said, "By the way, Respected
Colleague, the Lama Marfata was discussing this matter with me, and he said
that at certain places in India - at certain secluded lamaseries - they were
experimenting with a very high voltage device known as a - " he hesitated
and said, "it is a deGraaf generator." He was a bit uncertain about his
terms, but he was making a truly manful effort to give us the exact
information. "This generator apparently developed an extraordinarily high
voltage at an extraordinarily low current, applied in a certain way to the
body it caused the intensity of the aura to increase many many times so that
even the non-clairvoyant could clearly observe it. I am told also that
photographs have been taken of a human aura under these conditions." My
Guide nodded solemnly, and said, "Yes, it is also possible to view the human
aura by means of a special dye, a liquid which is sandwiched between two
plates of glass. By arranging appropriate lighting and back-ground, and
viewing the nude human body through this screen - many people can indeed see
the aura.
I burst in and said, "But, Honourable Sirs! Why do people have to use all
these tricks? I can see the aura -why cannot they?" My two mentors laughed
again, this time they did not feel it necessary to explain the difference
between training such as I had had and the training of the average man or
woman in the street.
The Medical Lama said, "Now we probe in the dark, we try to cure our
patients by rule of thumb, by herbs and pills and potions. We are like blind
men trying to find a pin dropped on the ground. I would like to see a small
device so that any non-clairvoyant person could look through this device and
see the human aura, see all the faults of the human aura, and - in seeing -
would be able to cure the discrepancy (mangel) or the deficiency which truly
was the cause of the illness."
For the rest of that week I was shown things by hypnotism and by telepathy,
and my powers were increased and intensified, and we had talk after talk on
the best ways to see the aura and to develop a machine which would also see
the aura, and then, upon the last night of that week. I went to my little
room in the Chakpori Lamasery and looked out of the window thinking that on
the morrow I would return again to that bigger dormitory where I slept in
company with so many others.
The lights in the Valley were atwinkle. The last dying rays peering over the
rocky rim of our Valley glanced down, flicking the golden roofs as if with
sparkling fingers, sending up showers of golden light, and in doing so
breaking the light into iridescent colours which were of the spectrum of the
gold itself. Blues and yellows and reds, and even some green struggled to
attract the eye, growing dimmer and dimmer as the light faded. Soon the
Valley itself was as encased in dark velvet, a dark blue-violet or purple
velvet which could almost be felt. Through my open window I could smell the
scent of the willows, and the scent of plants in the garden so far below me,
a vagrant breeze wafted stronger scents to my nostrils, pollen, and budding
flowers.
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