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			Dimensions, Densities, Abduction, etc. 
			Part X: An 
			Analysis  
			 
			At this point, I suspect that the reader has been pretty overwhelmed 
			with all this depressing information! But, that is neither the 
			purpose nor the point. The purpose and point is to bring sufficient 
			knowledge of man's true estate so that solutions can be found for 
			dealing with same.  
			
			  
			
			 As the Cassiopaeans once remarked to me when I 
			protested that I did not LIKE to hear "ugly" things: 
			
				
				A: We suppose if we told you "Laura, 
				a great big rock is about to fall on your head," then you would 
				say: "okay, now moving right along, about the Emerald 
				tablets..."  
				 
				Q:  (Laura) Okay. You have my undivided attention.  
				A: Great potential dangers lurk...  
				 
				Q:  (Laura) So this really is like the grail hunt. We have to go 
				through a magic forest, chop heads off dragons, keep our eyes 
				open and not be lead astray by deceptive images and tricks... 
				the whole thing!  
				A: Where to get the influence for the inspiration behind that 
				story? Danger awaits the greeting of each new day. Vigilance! 
				Vigilance! Vigilance!!!!!  
				 
				Q:  (Laura) That is completely depressing. Help me out here!  
				A: Now... Calm down! No need for depression. Would you rather be 
				left with a lack of knowledge, and in an ever increasing state 
				of false security oriented oblivion, only to be struck by 
				lightning?!? Of course not!!! So remember... Knowledge protects, 
				ignorance endangers!! Think of it as a war. Expect every 
				possible move/or occurrence. Victory comes from being 
				forewarned, and therefore, forearmed.  
				 
				Q:  (Laura) Is that, as Frank said, the key? To turn up the 
				vigilance volume to maximum?  
				A: Always. Don't be like the sentry who fell into a peaceful, 
				pleasure filled, dreamy sleep while on watch! He did not even 
				feel the blade as it pierced his heart!  
				 
				Q:  (Laura) Well, that is NOT friendly. Now I really AM 
				depressed! Tell me: is what we are doing so important that this 
				kind of energy has to be concentrated on us?  
				A: Yes. Look at it this way: make it your goal to succeed, then 
				you have not to fear. People must be made aware that dangers 
				lurk everywhere, potentially. Those who have falsely implanted 
				faith in this or that; those who have spent a lifetime building 
				a strong sense of security, based upon anything outside of them, 
				should understand that these ideas have been propagated for the 
				very purpose of making one vulnerable. But now is the "time" to 
				learn that this is not enough. Just remember: there are forces 
				"out there" that wish to see your project, and you, fail. You 
				two have both previously felt the sting of these forces acutely. 
				Anyone and everyone could be a portal of attack. Remember, they 
				work through persons, they are not normally the persons 
				themselves. Knowledge protects! 
			 
			
			So, we have some pretty strong warnings. 
			But, did you catch the part about the "Grail Quest?" That is a 
			powerful clue! 
			 
			Don Juan said:  
			
				
				"We have a predator that came from 
				the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. 
				Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and 
				master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to 
				protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act 
				independently, it demands that we don't do so. [...] 
				 
				"They took us over because we are food for them, and they 
				squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. [...] 
				 
				"Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the 
				contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and 
				the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his 
				contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe that the predators 
				have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and 
				evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes 
				and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have 
				given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators 
				who make us complacent, routinary and egomaniacal. [...] 
				 
				"In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators 
				engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver - stupendous of 
				course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A 
				horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer 
				it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me?! The predators give 
				us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators' mind is 
				baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being 
				discovered any minute now."  
				
				(The Active Side of Infinity, 
				Carlos Castaneda, 1998; pp. 218-220, excerpts) 
			 
			
			What have the Cassiopaeans said about 
			these very things?  
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) 
				The Sumerian story of the 
				creation of human beings involves a story where they say they 
				killed a god and mixed his blood and parts to mix with mud and 
				then planted it in these female "gestation" goddesses and that 
				this is where the human race came from. Did someone actually 
				kill a "god", break his soul in pieces, and thereby make the 
				human race?  
				A: Symbolism and not correct event sequence.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What was that story about? What was the real seed event?
				 
				A: Lizard beings genetically altering the human race after 
				battle for their own feeding purposes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) When did these events that these Sumerian stories are 
				talking about take place?  
				A: 309,000 years ago, approx. Reflection passed down through 
				psychic memory channel. 
			 
			
			Jeremy Narby writes in "The Cosmic 
			Serpent:" 
			
				
				"As I browsed over the writings of 
				authorities on mythology, I discovered with surprise that the 
				theme of twin creator beings of celestial origin was extremely 
				common in South America, and indeed throughout the world. [...] 
				I wondered what all these twin beings in the creation myths of 
				indigenous people could possibly mean. [...] Ruminating over 
				this mental block I recalled Carlos Perez Shuma's words: 'Look 
				at the FORM.' 
				 
				"That morning, at the library, I had looked up DNA in several 
				encyclopedias and had noted in passing that the shape of the 
				double helix was most often described as a ladder, or twisted 
				rope ladder, or a spiral staircase. It was during the following 
				split second, asking myself whether there were any ladders in 
				shamanism, that the revelation occurred: 'The LADDERS! The 
				shamans' ladders, symbols of the profession, according to 
				Metraux, present in shamanic themes around the world according 
				to Eliade! 
				 
				"[In] Mircea Elieade's book "Shamanism: Archaic Techniques of 
				ecstasy,"  
				
					
					'[I] discovered that there were 
					'countless examples' of shamanic ladders on all five 
					continents, [and that] 'the symbolism of the rope, like that 
					of the ladder, necessarily implies communication between sky 
					and earth. It is by means of a rope of ladder that the gods 
					descend to earth and men go up to the sky.'  
					
					(Eliade, quoted by Narby, 
					1999) 
				 
				
				"According to Eliade, the shamanic 
				ladder is the earliest version of the idea of an axis of the 
				world, which connects the different levels of the cosmos, and is 
				found in numerous creation myths in the form of a tree. 
				 
				"Campbell writes about this omnipresent snake symbolism: 
				
				 
				
					
					'Throughout the material in the Primitive, Oriental and 
				Occidental volumes of this work, myths and rites of the serpent 
				frequently appear, and in a remarkably consistent symbolic 
				sense. Wherever nature is revered as self-moving, and so 
				inherently divine, the serpent is revered as symbolic of its 
				divine life. [...] Thus the visible snake appears as merely the 
				brief incarnation of the vital principle and lf all the forces 
				of nature. It is a primary OLD GOD found at the beginning of all 
				cosmogonies, before monotheism and reason toppled it.' 
					 
					
					(Campbell, quoted by Narby, 1999) 
				 
			 
			
			But Joseph Campbell goes on to talk 
			about an "inversion" a "twist" in the world mythology of the cosmic 
			serpent/tree/ladder. The first twist is that the serpent, formerly 
			the offspring of the Earth Goddess, and her symbol, becomes the 
			symbol of the male consort of the Goddess. The second twist is when 
			the Male god becomes the slayer of the serpent. 
			 
			So, in the beginning, we have the serpent, representing the 
			amorphous, undifferentiated female creative potential, and then we 
			have a story that tells us that "something" happened to this 
			"serpent/tree/ladder." Could this be the "adulteration" of human DNA 
			as described by the Cassiopaeans?  
			 
			All living species on earth are made up of exactly the same 20 amino 
			acids. The average protein is a long chain made up of approximately 
			200 amino acids, chosen from those 20, and strung together in the 
			right order. According to the laws of combinatorials, there is 1 
			chance in 20 multiplied by itself 200 times for a single specific 
			protein to emerge fortuitously. This figure is greater than the 
			number of atoms in the observable universe! 
			 
			Francis Crick writes that the organized complexity found at the 
			cellular level "cannot have arisen by pure chance." Life is based on 
			the "DNA alphabet" that has not changed a letter in four billion 
			years while, at the same time, multiplying in an extraordinary 
			number and variety of species.  
			 
			It would be impossible to give here all the examples of the double 
			serpents of cosmic origin associated with the creation of life on 
			earth. For more on this subject, refer to the books mentioned. 
			 
			Suffice it to say: all the cells in the world contain DNA - be they 
			animal, vegetable, or bacterial - and they are all filled with salt 
			water - the cosmic ocean in which the "serpent" is coiled.  
			
			  
			
			They 
			associate in pairs to form the rungs of a ladder, and they twist 
			into a spiraled stack. One of the two strands is a back-to-front 
			duplicate of the other and the genetic text is "doubled." It 
			contains a main text on one of the ribbons which is read in a 
			precise direction by the transcription enzymes, and a backup text 
			which is inverted and most often not read. But, the backup text 
			allows repair enzymes to reconstruct the main text in case of damage 
			and, above all, provides the mechanism for the duplication of the 
			genetic message. 
			 
			Twins, therefore, are essential to life, just as the myths tell us, 
			and they ARE associated with a serpentine form. 
			 
			In the earliest myths, the "Twins" were Adam and Eve, or Vishnu and 
			Lakshmi, or whoever. In later myths, the twins become two men who 
			battle continuously over an adulterous woman. This is another symbol 
			of an adulteration of human DNA by some "twist" in the order of 
			things. 
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) You said that time was an 
				illusion that came into being at the "time" of the "Fall" in 
				Eden, and this was said in such a way that I inferred that there 
				are other illusions put into place at that time...  
				A: Time is an illusion that works for you because of your 
				altered DNA state.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, what other illusions?  
				A: Monotheism, the belief in one separate, all powerful entity.
				 
				 
				Q:  (L) What is another one of the illusions?  
				A: The need for physical aggrandizement.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What is another of the illusions?  
				A: Linear focus. Unidimensionality. 
			 
			
			So, it seems that we are "programmed to 
			believe," exactly as don Juan has remarked. And this is a curious 
			thing. 
			 
			From "The Curse of Cain:"  
			
				
				"Collective Identity, which is a 
				result of a covenant of Monotheism is explicitly narrated in the 
				Bible as an invention, a radical break with Nature. A 
				transcendent deity breaks into history with the demand that the 
				people he constitutes obey the law he institutes, and first and 
				foremost among those laws is, of course, that they pledge 
				allegiance to him, and him alone, and that this is what makes 
				them a unified people as opposed to the 'other,' as in all other 
				people which then leads to violence. In the Old Testament, vast 
				numbers of 'other' people are obliterated, while in the New 
				Testament, vast numbers are colonized (or annihilated) and 
				converted for the sake of such covenants."  
				
				(Schwartz, 1997) 
			 
			
			This brings us face to face with the 
			idea of the 'provisional' nature of a covenant. This means that it 
			is conditional.  
			
				
				"Believe in me and obey me or else I will destroy 
			you." 
			 
			
			This "belief business" constitutes a sort of 'permission,' if you 
			will, to accept the 'vengeful' action if the agreement is broken. 
			The Hebrew phrase for 'he made a covenant,' is "karat berit", or 
			literally, he CUT a covenant. In the covenant with Abraham in 
			genesis, animals are cut in two and a fire passes between them in a 
			mysterious ritual. Then, there is the cutting of the flesh at 
			circumcision, and the Sinai covenant where the laws were cut into 
			stone. So, these covenants are apparently what constituted Israel as 
			a nation. The entire foundation of Monotheism is framed by the 
			severed pieces of animals, it seems. Could these "cuts" be a symbol 
			of the "breaking apart" of DNA? Most particularly when associated 
			with the genitals! 
			 
			Returning to "The Curse of Cain:" 
			
				
				"We are heirs of a long tradition in 
				which Monotheism is regarded as the great achievement of Judaeo-Christian 
				thought. Monotheism is entangled with particularism, and with 
				the assertion that this god, and no other, must be worshipped. 
				This particularism is so virulent that it reduces all other gods 
				to mere idols, and is so violent that it reduces all other 
				worshippers to abominations. The danger of a universal 
				Monotheism is asserting that its truth is THE truth; its system 
				of knowledge, THE system of knowledge; its ethics, THE ethics; 
				not because any other option must be rejected, but because there 
				simply IS NO OTHER OPTION. They presuppose a kind of 
				metaphysical scarcity, a kind of hoarding mentality, hoarding 
				belief, hoarding identity, hoarding allegiance, because there is 
				a finite supply of whatever, it must be contained in whole or 
				part. It suggests limit and boundaries."  
				
				(The Curse of Cain, Regina M. 
				Schwartz; University of Chicago Press; 1997) 
			 
			
			From the Cassiopaeans: 
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) Can you tell us a little bit 
				about how these illusions are enforced on us, how they are 
				perceived by us?  
				A: If someone opens a door, and behind it you see a pot of gold, 
				do you worry whether there is a poisonous snake behind the door 
				hidden from view, before you reach for the pot of gold?  
				 
				Q:  (L) What does the gold represent?  
				A: Temptation to limitation. What is snake? Result of giving 
				into temptation without caution, i.e. leaping before looking.
				 
				 
				Q:  (L) So what you are saying to us is that the story of the 
				temptation in Eden was the story of Humankind being led into 
				this monotheistic belief, this concept of linear time and 
				unidimensionality... So, the eating of the fruit of the Tree of 
				Knowledge of Good and Evil was... 
				A: Giving into temptation of pleasure for the self.  
			 
			
			This brings us around to a very 
			difficult part of our subject: sex. 
			 
			When one reads vast numbers of mythological presentations, one is 
			struck by the fact that sex or sexuality is such a pivotal issue. 
			The "Fall in Eden" had sexual connotations, as did the Flood of Noah 
			and the destruction of Sodom and Gomorrah. 
			 
			In 
			the Sumerian legends, the gods were disturbed by all the sexual 
			activity of humanity (it interrupted their rest) and, as a result, 
			resolved to destroy humanity.  
			 
			The Christian religion has fought unceasingly against sex ranging 
			from ideas of voluntary castration to celibacy to thinking in terms 
			of only procreative obligations. Everywhere you look, Sex is an 
			issue.  
			 
			And, in the present time, we have endless numbers of folks reporting 
			sexual experiences with aliens of all types.  
			 
			Since it IS such an issue, WHAT IS THE DEAL here? Was sex part of 
			the "temptation" to "pleasure for the self?" 
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) And this was a trick...  
				A: No! Tricks don't exist!  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, no trick, a trap?  
				A: No! Traps don't exist either. Free will could not be abridged 
				if you had not obliged. Remember: "pleasure for the self."  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, now, we were STO at that time. The Lizards opened 
				the door, we are using this as an allegory, I guess, the Lizards 
				opened the door and showed us a pot of gold hoping that we would 
				reach in for the pot, or walk through the door, when they were 
				waiting for us on the other side in order to take us over in 
				some way. Am I on the right track?  
				A: Hoping is incorrect idea.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, what was it they were trying to do by enticing us?
				 
				A: Trying is incorrect idea, continue to probe for learning 
				opportunity.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Was this after the battle that had transpired? 
				A: Was battle.  
				 
				Q:  (L) The battle was in us?  
				A: Through you.  
				 
				Q:  (T) The battle was through us as to whether we would walk 
				through this doorway...  
				
				(L) The battle was fought through us, we 
				were literally the battleground.  
				
				(T) Okay, we were STO at that 
				point. You have said before that on this density we have the 
				choice of being 
				STS or STO.  
				A: Oh Terry, the battle is always there, it's "when" you choose 
				that counts!  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, so we are still looking at that pot of gold every 
				day? This must tie into why the Lizards and other aliens keep 
				telling people that they have given their consent for abduction 
				and so forth. We were STO and now we are STS. 
				A: Yes, continue.  
				 
				Q:  (T) We are working with the analogy. The gold was an 
				illusion. The gold was not what we perceived it to be. It was a 
				temptation that was given to us as STO beings on 3rd density.
				 
				A: No temptation, it was always there. Remember Dorothy and the 
				Ruby slippers? What did Glenda tell Dorothy???  
				 
				Q:  (J) You can always go home.  
				
				(L) You have always had the power 
				to go home...  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, we always have the power to return to being STO? Even 
				in 3rd density?  
				A: Yes. "When" you went for the gold, you said "Hello" to the 
				Lizards and all that that implies.  
				 
				Q:  (T) But, by going for the gold we aligned ourselves with 4th 
				density STS. And by doing so we gave 4th density STS permission 
				to do whatever they wish with us?  
				A: Close.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So, when they tell us that we gave them permission to 
				abduct us, it is this they are referring to?  
				A: Close.  
				 
				Q:  (J) Go back to what they said before: "Free will could not be 
				abridged if you had not obliged."  
				
				(T) We, as the human race, 
				used our free will to switch from STO to STS.  
				
				(L) So, at some 
				level we have chosen the mess we are in and that is the Super 
				Ancient Legend of the Fallen Angel, Lucifer. That is us. We fell 
				by falling into that door, so to speak, going after the pot of 
				gold, and when we fell through the door, the serpent bit us! 
				A: But this is a repeating syndrome.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Is it a repeating syndrome just for the human race or is 
				it a repeating syndrome throughout all of creation?  
				A: It is the latter.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Is this a repeating syndrome throughout all of creation 
				simply because it is the cyclic nature of things? Or is it as 
				the Indians call it, Maya?  
				A: Either/or.  
			 
			
			We need to pay special attention to the 
			term "Ruby Slippers" above. This is a key clue to the problem which 
			we will return to later.  
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) What was the true event 
				behind the story of the "Mark of Cain?" 
				A: Advent of jealousy.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What occurred to allow jealousy to enter into human 
				interaction?  
				A: Lizard takeover as discussed previously. The mark of Cain 
				means the "jealousy factor" of change facilitated by Lizard 
				takeover of earth's vibrational frequency. Knot on spine is 
				physical residue of DNA restriction deliberately added by 
				Lizards. See?  
				 
				Q:  (L) What was the configuration of the spine and skull prior 
				to this addition?  
				A: Spine had no ridge there. Jealousy emanates from there, you 
				can even feel it.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Do any of these emotions that we have talked about that 
				were generated by DNA breakdown, were any of these related to 
				what Carl Sagan discusses when he talks about the "Reptilian 
				Brain"?  
				A: In a roundabout way.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, at the time this "Mark of Cain" came about, were 
				there other humans on the planet that did not have this 
				configuration?  
				A: It was added to all simultaneously. 
				 
				Q:  (L) How did they physically go about performing this act? 
				What was the mechanism of this event, the nuts and bolts of it?
				 
				A: Are you ready? DNA core is as yet undiscovered enzyme 
				relating to carbon. Light waves were used to cancel the first 
				ten factors of DNA by burning them off. At that point, a number 
				of physical changes took place including knot at top of spine. 
				Each of these is equally reflected in the ethereal.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, there were however many people on the planet, how 
				did they effect this change on all of them?  
				A: Light wave alteration. They used sophisticated technology to 
				interrupt light frequency waves. Now understand this: It is all 
				part of natural grand cycle.  
				 
				Q:  (L) If this is all a part of a natural grand cycle, and 
				correct me if I am wrong here, it almost seems as if you guys, 
				the "good guys", and the other "bad" guys, that you just really 
				kind of go at it just for fun, is that true?  
				A: No.  
				 
				Q:  (L) But you say it is a natural thing or part of a natural 
				grand cycle. Is this natural grand cycle just part of the 
				interaction between light and darkness which just simply must 
				be?  
				A: Yes. We are at "front line" of universe's natural system of 
				balance. That is where one rises to before reaching total union 
				of "The One". 6th level.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Now, the battle you had with the other side...  
				A: Are having.  
				 
				Q:  (T) This battle goes on... do you have the light power back?
				 
				A: Never lost it, you did.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, I guess that for us the Lizzies are the main force 
				even though they have others on their side...  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (T) They took our light, not yours?  
				A: Not against you. Currently in union with you.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So we are but one battle in the universe in an overall, 
				ongoing struggle?  
				A: Yes. Balance is natural. Remember, it's all just lessons in 
				the grand cycle. 
				 
				Q:  (L) I am really curious... when you guys and the Lizzies "go 
				to it", what do you do? I mean, you obviously don't shoot guns 
				at each other and you don't have tanks... 
				A: Too complicated for you to possibly understand because you 
				are not at 4th level yet.  
				 
				Q:  (J) When you are fighting, is it any way at all possible for 
				us to detect the battle? 
				A: First: We don't "fight." Second, yes; it's nature as in 
				meteorology and earth changes. 
				 
				Q:  (T) Your form of confrontation takes the form of physical 
				changes in the atmosphere and environment of the planet?  
				A: And in space.  
				 
				Q:  (T) But that is how we detect it? The more activity, the more 
				conflict is going on?  
				A: Remember, we are the light. They are the dark. We are both 
				high level thought forms reflected at all levels of reality.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So, what we perceive, then, is what comes through to 
				third density which is not what we would perceive if we were 
				looking at it from 4th or 5th or 6th.  
				A: Yes. 
				 
				Q:  (T) Now, you have referred to the movie, "The Wizard of Oz." 
				You say that we have an ability within us that is something like 
				the Ruby slippers that can take us back to STO any time we wish.
				 
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So, all this stuff we have been talking about, the realm 
				border, the wave, raising the frequencies...  
				A: The coming Realm wave is the "tornado."  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was going to the land of Oz the STO state?  
				A: STS.  
				 
				Q:  (L) So Oz was STS. And Kansas, not necessarily the physical 
				surroundings, but the state of mind of Dorothy prior to the Oz 
				experience, was the STO state.  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, we need to look at the "Kansas" state of mind. The 
				going to Oz... 
				A: And Elvira Gulch. The witch is the Lizards.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Yeah, okay. Tornado. Dorothy fell from the STO to the STS 
				state through the tornado. Is this true.  
				A: Yes. Analyze more carefully, suggest break to do so. 
				 
			 
			
			Discussion among members of group:
			 
			
				
				(T) They are equating the tornado as 
				the shift from STO to STS.  
				(L) Maybe it also is a shift from STS to STO.  
				(J) Yes, a shift from one to the other would be dramatic.  
				(T) Was it a density shift also? The realm wave is supposed to 
				be a density shift. A window between densities. Is there also a 
				shifting between STO and STS? Is there a gateway that you go 
				through? A door? 
				(F) Oh God! There are so many possibilities here. 
				(L) And if you switch into STO do you find yourself on a 
				different Earth?  
				(J) They have been saying "Ruby Slippers, Ruby Slippers," not 
				"tornado, tornado."  
				(T) But now it is the same symbology. The tornado took her from 
				one point to another and the slippers took her back to point A 
				again. Two different concepts. 
				(F) There are all kinds of intricate little things here, somehow 
				there must be a way to connect it. You know what it is, remember 
				the slippers, they said, meant that the pathway was always there 
				for her to go home.  
				(J) Yeah, but she had to kill the witch to get the slippers.  
				(F) No, she thought she had to. Don't you remember Glenda 
				telling her "Ooh, no dear, you can always go home. All you have 
				to do is say 'there's no place like home.'"  
				(J) Yeah, but you had to be wearing those slippers...  
				(S) Now, you know what, the tornado could be 5th density, as she 
				was looking out the window all these things passed by... 
				(T) Yes, her life passed by her.  
				(F) Yes, but they have told us that the realm border passage 
				itself is going to result in all kinds of hairy stuff going on.
				 
				(J) Like I say, switching from STS to STO or back, or from 3rd 
				density to 4th density, it's going to be a violent... it is not 
				going to be an easy passage either way. 
				(F) Right.  
				(J) It is a radical change in reality.  
				(T) Yes, but for Dorothy, in the movie, it was violent in the 
				fact that it was a tornado, though it did not physically hurt 
				her.  
				(J) Yes, and that is what we have been told, too.  
				(F) She was scared...  
				(T) Yes, but that was a mental thing... it was up here [pointing 
				to head] where the hurt was. She didn't get hurt physically.  
				(F) And that is also another whole thing to speculate about: 
				throughout the entire movie, she was never hurt physically; 
				through all the threats, she was never actually hurt. 
				(T) It was also 1939, if the movie had been made in 1995 they 
				would have had machine guns, missiles, chainsaws, and there 
				would be body counts all over the place. And she still could 
				have gone home anytime she wanted. You know, "Dorothy Meets the 
				Terminator."  
				(L) "Dorothy and the Chainsaw Massacre."  
				(S) "Dorothy Goes to Elm Street." [Laughter]  
				(T) It's the cross between a children's fairy story and a 
				Stephen King Nightmare.  
				(F) You know, the fundamentalists have attacked the Wizard of 
				Oz? 
				(L) They have? Why?  
				(T) Because it is Satanic.  
				(F) Yeah, they say it's Hollywood's effort to pull people away 
				from Christianity and fundamentalism and all that jazz.  
				(T) The Wizard of Oz is evil to the fundamentalists.  
				(F) Yes, because you don't need the crucify Christ to get back 
				to Kansas. 
				(L) Well, I've heard that Cinderella is politically incorrect 
				nowadays, too. 
				(T) Because she didn't sleep with one foot on the floor like all 
				the sitcoms.  
				(J) Excuse me?  
				(T) I don't know.  
				(S) We went from Oz to sitcoms?  
				(J) I think you are mixing your metaphors.  
				(S) That was Sleeping Beauty.  
				(T) Yeah, that was Sleeping Beauty in the box.  
				(J) And one foot on the floor.  
				(L) No, Snow White was in the box.  
				(T) Snow White was in the box. Yeah, Disney took all the things 
				that had Beauty sleeping in them...  
				(L) Did you ever stop and think about that symbology: Sleeping 
				Beauty? Being awakened by a kiss?  
				(F) Who turns into a frog.  
				(L) No!  
				(F) Oh, that's right, the frog turns into a prince.  
				(L) That's another analogy. Being awakened from the illusion 
				into which one has been put by the evil witch...  
				(F) And Cinderella...  
				(J) Rumplestiltskin...  
				(S) The Ugly Duckling...  
				(T) Yeah, all of Grimm's fairy tales were really pretty grim. 
				They have been cleaned up a whole lot.  
				(L) Yeah, in the original Cinderella, the step sister cut off 
				part of her foot to get it to fit the slipper and the Prince 
				found her out because of the dripping blood. 
				(J and S) Ooooh! Yuck!  
				(T) Must have been the glass slipper, cut my foot!  
				(L) Yeah, it's pretty grim. One cut her heel off and the other 
				cut her toes off. And we are back to Ruby Slippers. Wonder what 
				that can mean? It's gonna take some work to figure it out! 
				(T) Are we getting anywhere? We got the idea that when we fell 
				from STO to STS we gave the Lizzies the right to do what they 
				are doing. So, when they make the statement that we said they 
				could, we did. But now we are asleep and we gotta figure out how 
				to wake up!  
				 
				A: Okay.  
				Q:  (L) We are having a bit of a puzzlement here because 
				we are wondering if the tornado which represents the realm wave 
				is something that moves one from an STO state to an STS state 
				while still remaining in 3rd density?  
				A: Okay, that is one way. Okay...  
				 
				Q:  (T) The realm border is not only a way of transferring from 
				one density to another, but it is also a way of transiting from 
				STS and STO and back?  
				A: Can be.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So, those who transit on this pass may transit from 3rd 
				to 4th density and come out as an STO being? 
				A: In some of the passages.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, so people can either go from STO to STS in 3rd or 
				4th density... any of these choices are open at this passing of 
				the realm wave?  
				A: Any of the above according to the orientation of the wave.
				 
				 
				Q:  (L) And what is the orientation of the wave that is coming? 
				Is it strictly to move us from 3rd density to 4th density? Is 
				this a function of this wave?  
				A: We have told you this.  
				 
				Q:  (L) And they have told us that this is a wave from 3rd to 4th 
				density. Some of the waves, apparently, can move from STO to 
				STS...  
				
				(T) Not the wave, the person passing through the wave. As 
				this wave passes by, does the orientation of the wave depend 
				upon the individual?  
				A: Compare to seawaves. Waves are a part of the fiber of all 
				nature.  
				 
				Q:  (T) In other words, this is a wave that is going to move the 
				Earth and our entire sector of space from 3rd to 4th density, 
				and it will do so no matter where you are on the wave when it 
				passes? 
				A: Yes. Or you could "go under" instead.  
				 
				Q:  (L) You could be pulled under, you could drown and become 
				part of the primordial soup!  
				
				(T) Is that Minestrone?  
				A: Chicken Noodle. [Laughter.]  
				 
				Q:  (T) Let's not even start on that one. I'm still trying to 
				work out this movement from STO to STS. You keep referring to 
				the movie about Dorothy. In the movie she was told she could go 
				home any time she wanted just by saying I want to go home, or 
				whatever. That is a lot easier than going through all the 
				conniptions and contankerations waiting out this wave that comes 
				only once every so often. Is there a way for us to go back to 
				STO that is easier and simpler than hanging out for 300,000 
				years waiting for this wave to come around?  
				A: Sure!  
				 
				Q:  (T) Okay, now we are getting somewhere. Where are we going? 
				A: Now wait a minute, are you ready to just go to 4th density 
				right now? 
				 
				Q:  (T) Yeah, I am ready. Right now. Let's roll! Jan, feed the 
				cats when you get home! Anyway, what you are saying is that the 
				realm wave is not the only way to make the transition, is this 
				correct?  
				A: One idea presented.  
				 
				Q:  (T) And we are here to set up a frequency to pull as many 
				beings through the wave, when it passes, and that is the whole 
				purpose of why we are here... Is this so?  
				A: That implies interference with free will.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Who do the munchkins represent?  
				A: 2nd density beings.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Do the monkeys represent the Grays?  
				A: If you wish.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Who do the Witches soldiers represent?  
				A: The Nephalim.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Who does the Wizard represent?  
				A: Think, learn, discover. 
			 
			
			And, we were off on an adventure of 
			discovery... The Quest for the Grail. 
			
			 
			The Wave series includes a historical analysis of the deception 
			perpetrated upon mankind and proposes ideas as to how to literally 
			"change our universe" to another probable reality. It isn't easy, 
			but it can be done. We believe that this is the purpose of our 
			contact with the Cassiopaens - to strengthen, inform, educate and 
			assist us with the gaining of the knowledge that will set us free!
			 
			 
			
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			Dimensions, Densities, Abduction, etc. 
			Part XI: An 
			Analysis  
			 
			This page is enormously important for those who have been plagued by 
			"alien interference." I realize that I am repeating some things, but 
			that is only because they are so important that they bear reading 
			more than once. Don't skip any of it, and if you have problems 
			understanding it, or additional questions, e-mail me and I will do 
			my best to answer them.  
			 
			Let's go back for a moment to what don Juan Matus told Carlos 
			Castaneda about the Predator and Carlos's first glimpses of same: 
			
				
				"'Ah, that's the universe at large,' he said, 'incommensurable, nonlinear, outside the realm of 
				syntax. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were the first ones to 
				see those fleeting shadows, so they followed them around. They 
				saw them as you're seeing them, and they saw them as energy that 
				flows in the universe. And they did discover something 
				transcendental. [...] They discovered that we have a companion 
				for life... We have a predator that came from the depths of the 
				cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its 
				prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered 
				us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our 
				protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we 
				don't do so. [...] You have arrived, by your effort alone, to 
				what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I 
				have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to 
				you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held 
				prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of 
				ancient Mexico.  
				 
				"'Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you're 
				describing, don Juan?' I asked. 'There must be a logical 
				explanation.'  
				 
				"'There is an explanation,' don Juan replied, 'which is the 
				simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are 
				food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are 
				their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the 
				predators rear us in human coops. Therefore, their food is 
				always available to them.'  
				 
				"I felt that my head was shaking violently from side to side. I 
				could not express my profound sense of unease and 
				discontentment, but my body moved to bring it to the surface. I 
				shook from head to toe without any volition on my part.  
				 
				"'No, no, no, no,' I heard myself saying. 'This is absurd, don 
				Juan. What your saying is something monstrous. It simply can't 
				be true, for sorcerers or for average men, or for anyone.'  
				 
				"'Why not?' don Juan asked calmly. 'Why not? Because it 
				infuriates you?'  
				 
				"'Yes, it infuriates me,' I retorted. 'Those claims are 
				monstrous!' [...]  
				 
				"'I want to appeal to your analytical mind, ' don Juan said. 
				'Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the 
				contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and 
				the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his 
				contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe that the predators 
				have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and 
				evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes 
				and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have 
				given us covetousness, greed and cowardice. It is the predators 
				who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal.'  
				 
				"'But how can they do this, don Juan?' I asked, somehow angered 
				further by what he was saying. 'Do they whisper all that in our 
				ears while we are asleep?'  
				 
				"'No, they don't do it that way. That's idiotic!' don Juan said, 
				smiling. 'They are infinitely more efficient and organized than 
				that. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the 
				predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver - 
				stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting 
				strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of 
				those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? 
				The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The 
				predators' mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with 
				the fear of being discovered any minute now.  
				 
				Don Juan continues: "'I know that even though you have never 
				suffered hunger... you have food anxiety, which is none other 
				than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now 
				its maneuver is going to be uncovered and food is going to be 
				denied. Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the 
				predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is 
				convenient for them. And they ensure, in this manner, a degree 
				of security to act as a buffer against their fear.'"  
				
				(Castaneda, 1998, pp. 213-220)
				 
			 
			
			And now, lets compare this to what the 
			Cassiopaeans have said:  
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) How did mankind come to be 
				here?  
				A: Combination of factors. Numerous souls desired physical 
				existence then was altered by three forces including principally 
				Lizards through Grays, Nephalim and Orion union.  
				 
				Q:  (L). You said numerous souls desired physical existence. When 
				the numerous souls did this, how did physical existence come to 
				be?  
				A: First was apelike. Souls altered them by transfer into seeded 
				bodies.  
				 
				Q:  (L) The Orion souls came into Neanderthal bodies?  
				A: No. Put human souls there for incubation process.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Were altered ape embryos put back into ape females for 
				gestation?  
				A: No. Souls only.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Did the soul's presence in the ape body cause its 
				genetics and DNA to change?  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) They entered into living creatures on this planet to 
				experience 3 d reality and by entering in caused mutation?  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Then were altered by Orion Union first. They resemble 
				you.  
				Q:  (L) Who resembles us?  
				A: The Orions.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Where did the souls come from that entered into the 
				bodies on the planet earth? Were they in bodies on other planets 
				before they came here?  
				A: Not this group.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Were they just floating around in the universe somewhere?
				 
				A: In union with the One. Have you heard the Super ancient 
				legend of Lucifer, the Fallen Angel?  
				
				 
				Q:  (L) Who is Lucifer?  
				A: You. The human race.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Are the souls of individual humans the parts of a larger 
				soul?  
				A: Yes. Close. The One. All who have fallen must learn "the hard 
				way."  
				 
				Q:  (L) Are you saying that the act of wanting to experience 
				physical reality is the act of falling?  
				A: You are members of a fragmented soul unit.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What is it about wanting to be physical is a "fall"?  
				A: Pleasure for the self.  
			 
			
			So, here we have a similar series of 
			remarks to what don Juan has said regarding the "flyers," as he 
			calls them, giving human beings their "mind."  
			 
			Remember the remarks about the "Mark of Cain" and the alteration of 
			human DNA by the "forces of darkness" which resulted in numerous 
			changes, including the imposition of monotheism, the perception of 
			linear time, and unidimensionality? All of these remarks are very 
			important in regard to our subject. In order to understand the 
			imposition of monotheism, it would be useful to read "The 
			Grail Quest" or "The Orion 
			Archetype and the Destiny of Man," which is a series in process, but 
			the subject of the Monotheistic covenant has been outlined already 
			in Part III.  
			 
			There have been proposals made in certain quarters that invoking the 
			name and power of Jesus will "stop" abductions. I am sorry to have 
			to say this, but experience and research simply does not support 
			this claim. There are a number of reasons why it would appear to be 
			so which I will outline briefly.  
			 
			In the first place, an individual who is a "Christian" in the usual 
			sense of the word, which is to be "born again" and most likely one 
			who relies wholly on faith to solve their problems, has already 
			given their power away to the forces behind the imposition of 
			Christianity, i.e. the Dark Forces in the guise of angels of light.
			 
			 
			An additional factor is the fact, by virtue of "living in faith," 
			one has closed off a large portion of the mind and is more 
			susceptible to being deceived. For example: say that such an 
			individual finds themselves in the midst of an abduction experience 
			and "calls on the name of Jesus," and observes that the abduction is 
			"stopped." We CANNOT rely on this observation because it is based on 
			"belief" which literally determines what a person perceives! To 
			understand how this process works, we need to consider the 
			following:  
			 
			There is a little known fact about experimental hypnosis that is 
			illustrated by the following story:  
			
				
				A subject was told that when he was 
				awakened he would be unable to see a third man in the room who, 
				it was suggested to him, would have become invisible. All the 
				"proper" suggestions to make this "true" were given, such as 
				"you will NOT see so- and-so" etc... varying formats. When the 
				subject was awakened, lo and behold! the suggestions did NOT 
				work.  
			 
			
			Why? Because they went against his 
			belief system. He did NOT believe that a person could become 
			invisible.  
			 
			So, another tactic was tried. The subject was hypnotized again and 
			was told that the third person was leaving the room... that he had 
			been called away on urgent business, and the scene of him getting on 
			his coat and hat was described... the door was opened and shut to 
			provide "sound effects," and then the subject was brought out of the 
			trance. Guess what happened? He was UNABLE TO SEE the Third Man. 
			Why? Because his belief system was "activated" in a manner that was 
			"acceptable" to his "ego survival" instincts.  
			
			  
			
			The survival of the 
			ego is established pretty early in life by our parental and societal 
			programming as to what IS or is NOT possible. We learn this by 
			learning what it pleases our parents and our society to believe. If 
			a child observes a "fairy," they pretty quickly learn to NOT see 
			them because they are told it is "nonsense," or "impossible," and so 
			on, and that seeing such things brings on disapproval. Approval of 
			the parent is pretty potent to a small child who perceives himself 
			or herself as totally dependent upon the primary caregivers.  
			 
			Anyway, to return to our story, the Third Man went about the room 
			picking things up and setting them down and doing all sorts of 
			things to test the subject's awareness of his presence, and the 
			subject became utterly hysterical at this "anomalous" activity! He 
			could see objects moving through the air, doors opening and closing, 
			but he could NOT see the SOURCE because he did not believe that 
			there was another man in the room.  
			 
			So, what are the implications to this factor of human consciousness? 
			(By the way, this is also the reason why most therapy to stop bad 
			habits does not work - they attempt to operate against a "belief 
			system" that is imprinted in the subconscious that this or that 
			habit is essential to survival).  
			 
			One of the first things that occurs to one when thinking about this 
			is the idea that everyone has a different set of beliefs and that 
			these beliefs determine how much of the OBJECTIVE reality one is 
			able to access. How truly "objective" that reality is can be 
			debated, but that is going in a direction that is not germane to the 
			issue.  
			 
			In this analogy, the objective reality IS WHAT IT IS, whether it is 
			truly objective, or only a consensus reality, only in this story, 
			there is clearly a big part of that reality that is inaccessible to 
			the "subject" due to his programming according to his beliefs as 
			activated by his willingness to choose who or what to believe. (In 
			this case, the hypnotist is believed.) 
			 
			Now, there is another story that takes this idea a bit deeper: 
			
				
				"There is an Eastern tale which 
				speaks about a very rich magician who had a great many sheep. 
				But at the same time this magician was very mean. He did not 
				want to hire shepherds, nor did he want to erect a fence about 
				the pasture where his sheep were grazing. The sheep consequently 
				often wandered into the forest, fell into ravines, and so on, 
				and above all they ran away, for they knew that the magician 
				wanted their flesh and skins and this they did not like.  
				 
				"At last the magician found a remedy. He hypnotized his sheep 
				and suggested to them first of all that they were immortal and 
				that no harm was being done to them when they were skinned, 
				that, on the contrary, it would be very good for them and even 
				pleasant; secondly he suggested that the magician was a good 
				master who loved his flock so much that he was ready to do 
				anything in the world for them; and in the third place he 
				suggested to them that if anything at all were going to happen 
				to them it was not going to happen just then, at any rate not 
				that day, and therefore they had no need to think about it. 
				Further the magician suggested to his sheep that they were not 
				sheep at all; to some of them he suggested that they were lions, 
				to others that they were eagles, to others that they were men, 
				and to others that they were magicians. 
				 
				"And after this all his cares and worries about the sheep came 
				to an end. They never ran away again but quietly awaited the 
				time when the magician would require their flesh and skins."
				 
				
				(P.D.Ouspensky, In Search of the 
				Miraculous) 
			 
			
			Unfortunately, this accurately describes 
			the condition of the great masses of humanity at the present time. 
			"In order to awaken, first of all one must realize that one is in a 
			state of sleep. And, in order to realize that one is, indeed, in a 
			state of sleep, one must recognize and fully understand the nature 
			of the forces which operate to keep one in the state of sleep, or 
			hypnosis.  
			
			  
			
			It is absurd to think that this can be done by seeking 
			information from the very source which induces the hypnosis.  
			
				
				"Theoretically, (a man can awaken), 
				but practically it is almost impossible because as soon as a man 
				awakens for a moment and opens his eyes, all the forces that 
				caused him to fall asleep begin to act upon him with tenfold 
				energy and he immediately falls asleep again, very often 
				dreaming that the is awake or awakening."  
				
				(Ouspensky, Ibid.) 
			 
			
			Each and every human being perceives the 
			Third Man according to their programming which activates or is 
			activated by their belief system. This is their "State of 
			Awareness." They can only be aware of what they BELIEVE they can be 
			aware of, and all else becomes either "invisible" or "anomalous" and 
			disregarded or covered up by the survival program of the 
			subconscious mind. 
			 
			As one continues to think about this problem, one realizes that 
			there is a possible HUGE gap between what we perceive as real and 
			the actual objective reality... and no matter how we try to be 
			objective, we can never be sure. The only thing that seems to offer 
			a way out is to simply observe the phenomena and compare the 
			perceptions with a lot of other folks and try to narrow down the 
			"constant" that is present in all of them. In this way, we can have 
			a closer idea of what the Third Man REALLY is, and what he is REALLY 
			doing, and what then, should be our best response. And, of course, 
			"observing phenomena" means, in its most literal sense, to gain and 
			gather knowledge of every form and sort so that one has a sufficient 
			database from which to draw conclusions about observations of one's 
			environment. 
			 
			But, this is difficult to do because one's beliefs are intimately 
			tied to emotions! Remember: our beliefs are formed in emotional 
			situations of interactions with our parents and other "authorities" 
			of our infancy and childhood! It is very frightening to even 
			contemplate breaking free of this safe, inner "environment." 
			 
			But, that is exactly what we must do. 
			 
			Otherwise, we find ourselves in a reality where all sorts of 
			anomalous things will be going on around one... observable in 
			classical and quantum terms... but the objective raison d'etre will 
			be unavailable for contemplation. One will be UNABLE TO SEE the 
			"Third Man," and will then be subject to the whims and inclinations 
			of said "personage," whoever or whatever he REALLY IS!  
			 
			Thus we see that if a person really has faith that Jesus will "save" 
			them or "stop an abduction," that is what they will PERCEIVE, but 
			not necessarily what is happening in absolute reality. 
			 
			Another point I wish to make is this: so-called "demonic" entities 
			of higher densities do NOT fear the name of, nor belief in Jesus. 
			They are contemptuous of those who believe that such will "preserve" 
			them. And, they do not respect a person who "surrounds themselves 
			with light," or "love" or whatever. In fact, when this is done, it 
			usually provides such dark entities with a literal "aetheric feast." 
			I know whereof I speak, as I have performed exorcisms. And, one must 
			not confuse "exorcism" with the run-of-the-mill Spirit Releasement 
			Therapy as taught by Dr. William Baldwin, either. Dr. Baldwin has 
			worked with demonic type entities, according to his book "Spirit Releasement Therapy," but I am certain that he has not encountered 
			all types and levels of beings, as there are endless varieties.  
			 
			There are a number of sources that talk about the more dangerous and 
			complicated "exorcisms," and, for the most part, they belong to 
			ancient teachings such as Sufism and various forms of shamanism. 
			 
			Mircea Eliade, in his extensive "Shamanism, Archaic Techniques of 
			Ecstasy," writes extensively about shamanic techniques that deal 
			with discarnate entities, demonic entities, and what can only be 
			alien abductions. These practices and techniques are Millennia old, 
			existing long before Jesus, (leaving aside who or what he may have 
			been) ever walked the earth. In fact, if Jesus was anything, he was 
			a Tantrika as evidenced by a deep study of the myths and legends 
			surrounding him and comparing them with similar stories and 
			examples. And, Tantra Yoga is one of the oldest and most definitive 
			sources of techniques for dealing with various dimensions, 
			densities, and their denizens. 
			 
			As a side note, I will be doing a longer piece on the relations of 
			shamanism to alien abduction, so check back from time to time.  
			 
			Getting back to don Juan: if you read carefully the description of 
			my own abduction experience on Abduction 8, then you will have the 
			background to understand the following. If not, go back and read it 
			carefully before proceeding here: 
			
				
				"Don Juan had explained that the 
				body and the energy body were two conglomerates of energy fields 
				compressed together by some strange agglutinizing force. He had 
				emphasized no end that the force that binds that group of energy 
				fields together was, according to the sorcerers of ancient 
				Mexico, the most mysterious force in the universe. His personal 
				estimation was that it was the pure essence of the entire 
				cosmos, the sum total of everything there is."  
				
				(Castaneda, 1998) 
			 
			
			Cassiopaeans: 
			
				
				Q:  (L) Well, do they just take 
				people and kill them and do what with them?  
				A: They slice them up. Maximum matter and energy transfer occurs 
				during this type of transition.  
				 
				Q:  (L) In other words, you are saying that a slow painful death 
				gives them the most of what they want? This is totally sick.  
				A: You asked for truth. You say it is sick but it is merely the 
				ultimate form of service to self.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Gravity seems to be a property of matter. Is that 
				correct?  
				A: And antimatter! Binder. Gravity binds all that is physical 
				with all that is ethereal through unstable gravity waves!!!  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, they are a property or attribute of the existence of 
				matter, and the binder of matter to ethereal ideation?  
				A: Sort of, but they are a property of anti-matter, too!  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, through unstable gravity waves, you can access other 
				densities?  
				A: Everything.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Can you generate them mechanically?  
				A: Generation is really collecting and dispersing.  
				 
				Q:  (L) I thought that gravity was an indicator of the 
				consumption of electricity; that gravity was a byproduct of a 
				continuous flow of electrical energy...  
				A: Gravity is no byproduct! It is the central ingredient of all 
				existence! You have it too!!  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, gravity is the unifying principle...  
				A: Gravity is all there is.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Do thoughts produce gravity?  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) You said that EM was the same as gravity. Does an 
				increase in EM, the collection of EM or the production of an EM 
				wave, does this increase gravity on those things or objects or 
				persons subjected to it?  
				A: Gravity does not ever get increased or decreased, it is 
				merely collected and dispersed.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Is STO the equivalent of dispersing gravity?  
				A: No, STO is a REFLECTION of the existence of gravity 
				dispersal.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Is STS also dispersal of gravity?  
				A: No. Collection is reflected. STS is reflection or reflected 
				by collection of gravity.  
			 
			
			So, "giving" and being open is 
			"dispersing" gravity and "taking" or being in a closed system is 
			"collecting" gravity, or a reflection thereof. 
			 
			This is interesting in light of the Cassiopaean remarks on 
			sexuality: 
			
				
				Q:  (L) What happens psychically at 
				the moment of orgasm?  
				A: For whom?  
				 
				Q:  (L) The reason I ask is because a man named Wayne Cook did 
				some work with dowsing and he found out that the human body, 
				after sexual climax, dowses the same pattern as a dead body. Why 
				is this? 
				A: Draining of energy.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, where does the energy drain to?  
				A: To the ether.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Does the energy go to one or the other partner? 
				A: Maybe. It can.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Is it possible, during this activity, for Lizzies or 
				other beings to be hanging around and be drawing this energy?
				 
				A: Yes. And that is, in a general sense, what usually happens.
				 
				 
				Q:  (L) Is this one of the reasons that sex has been promoted and 
				promulgated in our society to such an extent...  
				A: Yes, yes, yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) I have read that when you are at the higher spiritual 
				levels that you can do a spiritual merge which is better than 
				orgasm. Is that true?  
				A: Why do you need orgasm of any kind?  
				 
				Q:  (L) Well, it does seem to be like one of the penultimate 
				experiences of physicality.  
				
				(T) That's exactly it... it's 
				physicality...  
				
				(L) If that is so, isn't everything that exists 
				in the physical, 3rd density world, in some way a reflection of 
				experiences or states of being on higher realms?  
				A: 3rd density as you experience it is an illusion you have been 
				fed to continue your imprisonment therein.  
				 
				Q:  (L) So, in other words, the orgasmic experience is quite 
				literally a lure to keep us...  
				
				(D) Controlled...  
				
				(T) And in the 
				third level...  
				
				(L) Is that true?  
				A: Yes. Except in rare instances, under controlled conditions, 
				for specific purposes. 
				 
				Q:  (L) Let's go back to a question I asked in another session on 
				this same subject: what happens to our energy at the point of 
				orgasm? Where does that energy go?  
				A: Drains to 4th level STS.  
				 
				Q:  (T) Is this a manifestation of the Lizards feeding off of us?
				 
				A: STSers there retrieve it.  
				 
				Q:  (T) So, orgasm is a 3rd density manifestation of the 4th 
				density consumption of 3rd density energy?  
				A: One of their methods.  
			 
			
			Returning to don Juan's explication of 
			the matter: 
			
				
				"He had asserted that the physical 
				body and the energy body were the only counterbalanced energy 
				configurations in our realm as human beings. ...Body, mind, 
				spirit and flesh he considered to be a mere concatenation of the 
				mind, emanating from it without any energetic foundation."
				 
				
				(Castaneda, 1998) 
			 
			
			Cassiopaeans: 
			
				
				Q:  There are a lot of people 
				teaching that there are divisions of being as spirit, soul, 
				consciousness, et cetera. What is the difference between the 
				spirit and the soul?  
				A: Semantics.  
			 
			
			Castaneda writes: 
			
				
				"Don Juan had said that by means of 
				discipline it is possible for anyone to bring the energy body 
				closer to the physical body. Normally, the distance between the 
				two is enormous. Once the energy body is within a certain range, 
				which varies for each of us individually, anyone, through 
				discipline, can forge it into the exact replica of their 
				physical body - that is to say, a three-dimensional, solid 
				being. Hence the sorcerers' idea of the other or the double. By 
				the same token, through the same processes of discipline, anyone 
				can forge their three-dimensional, solid, physical body to be a 
				perfect replica of their energy body - that is to say, an 
				ethereal charge of energy invisible to the human eye, as all 
				energy is. [...] 
				 
				"Don Juan explained that sorcerers see infant human beings as 
				strange, luminous balls of energy, covered from the top to the 
				bottom with a glowing coat, something like a plastic cover that 
				is adjusted tightly over their cocoon of energy. He said that 
				that glowing coat of awareness was what the predators consumed, 
				and that when a human being reached adulthood, all that was left 
				of that glowing coat of awareness was a narrow fringe that went 
				from the ground to the top of the toes. That fringe permitted 
				mankind to continue living, but only barely. 
				 
				"...To his knowledge, man was the only species that had the 
				glowing coat of awareness outside that luminous cocoon. 
				Therefore, man becomes easy prey for an awareness of a different 
				order, such as the heavy awareness of the predator. 
				 
				"He said that this narrow fringe of awareness was the epicenter 
				of self-reflection, where man is irremediably caught. By playing 
				on our self-reflection, which is the only point of awareness 
				left to us, the predators create flares of awareness that they 
				proceed to consume in a ruthless, predatory fashion. They give 
				us inane problems that force those flares of awareness to rise, 
				and in this manner they keep us alive in order for them to be 
				fed with the energetic flare of our pseudo-concerns. 
				 
				"All we can do is discipline ourselves to the point where they 
				will not touch us. How can you ask your fellow men to go through 
				those rigors of discipline? They'll laugh and make fun of you, 
				and the more aggressive ones will beat the shit out of you. And 
				not so much because they don't believe it. Down in the depths of 
				every human being, there's an ancestral, visceral knowledge 
				about the predators' existence. 
				 
				Carlos says: 
				
				 
				"My analytical mind swung back and forth like a yo-yo. What don 
				Juan was proposing was preposterous, incredible. At the same 
				time, it was a most reasonable thing, so simple. It explained 
				every kind of human contradiction I could think of. But how 
				could one have taken all this seriously? Don Juan was pushing me 
				into the path of an avalanche that would take me down forever. 
				 
				Don Juan: 
				 
				"Whenever doubts plague you to a dangerous point, do something 
				pragmatic about it. Turn off the light, Pierce the darkness; 
				find out what you can SEE. [...] The sorcerers of ancient Mexico 
				SAW the predator. They called it the flyer because it leaps 
				through the air. It is not a pretty sight. it is a big shadow, 
				impenetrably dark, a black shadow that jumps through the air. 
				Then, it lands flat on the ground. The sorcerers of ancient 
				Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of it when it made 
				its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a 
				complete being at one point, with stupendous insights, feats of 
				awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then 
				everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man. 
				 
				"What I'm saying is that what we have against us is not a simple 
				predator. It is very smart, and organized. It follows a 
				methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being 
				that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He's an average 
				piece of meat. There are no more dreams for man but the dreams 
				of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: 
				trite, conventional, imbecilic. 
				 
				"The only alternative left for mankind is discipline. Discipline 
				is the only deterrent. But by discipline I don't mean harsh 
				routines. I don't mean waking up every morning at five-thirty 
				and throwing cold water on yourself until you're blue. Sorcerers 
				understand discipline as the capacity to face with serenity odds 
				that are not included in our expectations. For them, discipline 
				is an art: the art of facing infinity without flinching, not 
				because they are strong and tough but because they are filled 
				with awe. 
				 
				"Sorcerers say that discipline makes the glowing coat of 
				awareness unpalatable to the flyer. The result is that the 
				predators become bewildered. And inedible glowing coat of 
				awareness is not part of their cognition, I suppose. After being 
				bewildered, they don't have any recourse other than refraining 
				from continuing their nefarious task. 
				 
				"If the predators don't eat our glowing coat of awareness for a 
				while, it'll keep on growing. Simplifying this matter to the 
				extreme, I can say that sorcerers, by means of their discipline, 
				puts the predators away long enough to allow their glowing coat 
				of awareness to grow beyond the level of the toes. Once it goes 
				beyond the level of the toes, it grows back to its natural size. 
				The sorcerers of ancient Mexico used to say that the glowing 
				coat of awareness is like a tree. If it is not pruned, it grows 
				to its natural size and volume. As awareness reaches levels 
				higher than the toes, tremendous maneuvers of perception become 
				a matter of course. 
				 
				"The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to 
				burden the flyers mind with discipline. They found out that if 
				they taxed the flyers' mind with inner silence, the foreign 
				installation would flee, giving to any one of the practitioners 
				involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind's 
				foreign origin. The foreign installation comes back, I assure 
				you, but not as strong, and a process begins in which the 
				fleeing of the flyers' mind becomes routine, until one day if 
				flees permanently. A sad day indeed! That's the day when you 
				have to rely on your own devices, which are nearly zero. There's 
				no one to tell you what to do. There's no mind of foreign origin 
				to dictate the imbecilities you're accustomed to. This is the 
				toughest day in a sorcerer's life, for the real mind that 
				belongs to us, the sum total of our experience, after a lifetime 
				of domination has been rendered shy, insecure, and shifty. 
				Personally, I would say that the real battle of sorcerers begins 
				at that moment. The rest is merely preparation. 
				 
				"Discipline taxes the foreign mind no end. So, through their 
				discipline, sorcerers vanquish the foreign installation. The 
				flyers' mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing 
				on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a 
				conglomerate of energy fields. If a sorcerer maintains that 
				pressure long enough, the flyers' mind flees in defeat.  
				 
				"When one is torn by internal struggle, it is because down in 
				the depths one knows that one is incapable of refusing the 
				agreement that an indispensable part of the self, the glowing 
				coat of awareness, is going to serve as an incomprehensible 
				source of nourishment to incomprehensible entities. And, another 
				part of one will stand against this situation with all its 
				might. 
				 
				"The sorcerers' revolution is that they refuse to honor 
				agreements in which they did not participate. Nobody ever asked 
				me if I would consent to be eaten by beings of a different kind 
				of awareness. My parents just brought me into this world to be 
				food, like themselves, and that's the end of the story. 
				 
				Carlos writes: 
				 
				"AT home, as time went by, the idea of the flyers became one of 
				the main fixations of my life. I got to the point where I felt 
				that don Juan was absolutely right about them. No matter how 
				hard I tried, I couldn't discard his logic. the more I thought 
				about it, and the more I talked to and observed myself and my 
				fellow men, the more intense the conviction that something was 
				rendering us incapable of any activity or any interaction or any 
				thought that didn't have the self as its focal point. [...] The 
				end result of my internal struggle was a sense of foreboding, 
				the sense of something imminently dangerous coming at me. 
				 
				"I made extensive anthropological inquiries into the subject of 
				the flyers in other cultures, but I couldn't find any references 
				to them anywhere. 
			 
			
			[Laura's note: apparently Carlos didn't 
			read Eliade's "Shamanism." or Vallee's "Passport to Magonia." These 
			works are FULL of the historical and ANCIENT references to these 
			beings that don Juan calls "flyers."] 
			
				
				Don Juan tells Carlos: 
				 
				"the flyers' mind has not left you. It has been seriously 
				injured. It's trying its best to rearrange its relationship with 
				you. But something in you is severed forever. The flyer knows 
				that. The real danger is that the flyers' mind may win by 
				getting you tired and forcing you to quit by playind the 
				contradictions between what it says and what I say. 
				 
				"You see, the flyers' mind has no competitors. When it proposes 
				something, it agrees with its own proposition, and it makes you 
				believe that you've done something of worth. The flyers' mind 
				will say to you that whatever I am telling you is pure nonsense, 
				and then the same mind will agree with its own proposition. 
				That's the way they overcome us. 
				 
				"The flyers are an essential part of the universe and they must 
				be taken as what they really are - awesome, monstrous. They are 
				the means by which the universe tests us. 
				 
				"We are energetic probes created by the universe and its' 
				because we are possessors of energy that has awareness that we 
				are the means by which the universe becomes aware of itself. The 
				flyers are the implacable challengers. They cannot be taken as 
				anything else. If we succeed in doing that, the universe allows 
				us to continue.  
				 
				"A weird thing is that every human being on this earth seems to 
				have exactly the same reactions, the same thoughts, the same 
				feelings, the seem to respond in more or less the same way to 
				the same stimuli. Those reactions seem to be sort of fogged up 
				by the language they speak, but if we scrape that off, they are 
				exactly the same reactions that besiege every human being on 
				Earth. I would like you to become curious about this, and see if 
				you can formally account for such homogeneity.  
				 
				"...I really wanted to start for home right away [...] but 
				before we reached his house, don Juan sat down on a high ledge 
				overlooking the valley. He didn't say anything for awhile. He 
				was not out of breath. I couldn't conceive of why he had stopped 
				to sit down.  
				 
				"'The task of the day, for you,' he said abruptly, in a 
				foreboding tone, 'is one of the most mysterious things of 
				sorcery, something that goes beyond language, beyond 
				explanations. ...So brace yourself by propping your back against 
				this rock wall, as far as possible, from the edge. I will be by 
				you, in case you faint or fall down. ...I want you to cross your 
				legs and enter into inner silence, but don't fall asleep.'  
				 
				"It was rather difficult for me to enter into inner silence 
				without falling asleep. I fought a nearly invincible desire to 
				fall asleep. I succeeded, and found myself looking at the bottom 
				of the valley from an impenetrable darkness around me. And then, 
				I saw something that chilled me to the marrow of my bones. I saw 
				a gigantic shadow, perhaps fifteen feet across, leaping in the 
				air and then landing with a silent thud. I felt the thud in my 
				bones, but I didn't hear it.  
				 
				"'They are really heavy, ' don Juan said in my ear. He was 
				holding me by the left arm, as hard as he could.  
				 
				"I saw something that looked like a mud shadow wiggle on the 
				ground, and then take another gigantic leap, perhaps fifty feet 
				long, and land again, with the same ominous silent thud. I 
				fought not to lose my concentration. I was frightened beyond 
				anything I could rationally use as a description. I kept my eyes 
				fixed on the jumping shadow on the bottom of the valley. Then I 
				heard a most peculiar buzzing, a mixture of the sound of 
				flapping wings and the buzzing of a radio whose dial has not 
				quite picked up the frequency of a radio station, and the thud 
				that followed was something unforgettable. It shook don Juan and 
				me to the core 0 a gigantic black mud shadow had just landed by 
				our feet.  
				 
				"'Don't be frightened,' don Juan said imperiously. 'Keep your 
				inner silence and it will move away.  
				 
				"I was shivering from head to toe. I had the clear knowledge 
				that if I didn't keep my inner silence alive, the mud shadow 
				would cover me up like a blanket and suffocate me. Without 
				losing the darkness around me, I screamed at the top of my 
				voice. Never had I been so angry, so utterly frustrated. The mud 
				shadow too another leap, clearly to the bottom of the valley. I 
				kept on screaming, shaking my legs. I wanted to shake off 
				whatever might come to eat me."  
				
				(Castaneda, 1998, pp. 231-233)
				 
			 
			
			Now, let's go back to the excerpt from 
			
			
			Karla Turner's book:  
			
				
				"Something was obviously missing in 
				David's recollection of events, so Barbara asked him more about 
				what he had seen by the fir tree.  
				 
				"'I'm looking at a shadow,' he replied. 'Maybe it's the cat, he 
				likes that tree. Rustling, pomegranate tree. At the bottom? but 
				how? This, there's something moving, but I can't see it. It's a 
				dark spot, a black spot, moving around the tree. And it's gone.'
				 
				 
				"Barbara asked him to expand his description, so David 
				continued.  
				 
				"'I saw, it looks irregular. Is it a shadow? It's black. It's on 
				the ground. It's moving around and away, quickly, rustling. Like 
				walking on leaves. And it's very faint with a whisper... a snake 
				sound, real faint. [...] My brain's not working, ' he said. 'I'm 
				just tramping behind her to the car. Ah, ah. But I want to go 
				look at that. I heard a noise.  
				 
				"'What did the noise sound like?' [Barbara's question.]  
				 
				"'A rope, pulled real fast,' he replied. 'Whoooo, kind of like a 
				top. But soft, so it was muted. And that' when I see the thing. 
				The black. It's just blackness, on the ground. Very quick. 
				Something hit me before.'  
				 
				"'Where?' Barbara inquired.  
				 
				"'Shocked me,' he answered. 'In the back. In my hip, at the 
				bottom of my spine... I'm bouncing, mechanically, towards the 
				satellite dish, I think. .... It's big.... It hurt, all over, 
				the shock. Tingles real loud. All over my bones it's tingling, 
				shaking. [...] I'm walking around the tree, and I hear a noise. 
				Like a top, a spinning top. It starts high-pitched and goes 
				lower, and goes away pretty fast. So I look towards it. I can't 
				see very well. ...It's like a blot on the ground, ... a black 
				towel? Or a garbage bag? Kind of odd-shaped. It's flat, 
				flat-flat. It, it is on the ground, it's no different than the 
				ground, but it's just black and moving fast. And it's making a 
				little noise. ...I'm looking at the thing. ...A blackness. A 
				'not.' Like a 'not-there.' Like a moving oil puddle on the 
				ground. ...And it's moving, but changing, too. Not much, just 
				the edges, not very stable. And it's gone quick. ...I feel 
				strange. ...I'm just not me. ...I feel blank ...like a remote 
				unit..."  
				
				(Turner, 1992, pp. 132-139ff) 
				 
			 
			
			Carlos writes:  
			
				
				"The predator don Juan had described was not something 
				benevolent. It was enormously heavy, gross, indifferent. I felt 
				its disregard for us. Doubtless, it had crushed us ages ago, 
				making us, as don Juan had said, weak vulnerable, and docile. I 
				had my wrath, my unbending intent, not to let them eat me. I 
				wept for my fellow men..."  
				
				(Castaneda, 1998)  
			 
			
			Now, recall what the Cassiopaeans said 
			about my own experience, the "eclipsing of realities."  
			
				
				 
				Q:  (L) The first thing on my mind is 
				an experience I had several nights ago. It seemed as though 
				there was some sort of interaction between myself and something 
				"other." Could you tell me what this experience was?  
				A: Was eclipsing of the realities.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What is an eclipsing of the realities?  
				A: It is when energy centers conflict.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What energy centers are conflicting?  
				A: Thought energy centers.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Well, it seemed to me that something happened to me that 
				blanked out a period of my experience, and you say this was an 
				eclipsing of energies caused by an intersecting of thought 
				centers. Now, this intersecting of thought centers, did this 
				occur within my body or within my environment?  
				A: They are one and the same.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was some part of my being being separated from another 
				part of my being?  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was this an attempt to extract my soul or astral body?
				 
				A: Attempt is not probably the proper term.  
				 
				Q:  (L) In other words...  
				A: It is more just an activity taking place. Attempt implies 
				effort rather than the nature present in a conflicting of 
				energies and thought centers.  
				 
				Q:  (L) I also seemed to be aware of several dark, spider-like 
				figures lined up by the side of the bed, was this an accurate 
				impression.  
				A: Those could be described as specific thought center 
				projections.  
				 
				Q:  (L) I seemed to be fighting and resisting this activity.  
				A: That was your choice.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Alright, was this the ending of an abduction that had 
				already taken place?  
				A: Not the proper terminology. It was the conclusion to an 
				event, not necessarily what one would refer to as an abduction, 
				but more what one would refer to as an interaction.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What was the nature of the interaction?  
				A: The conflicting of energies related to thought center 
				impulses.  
				 
				Q:  (L) At what level of density do these thought centers have 
				their primary focus?  
				A: Thought centers do not have primary focus in any level of 
				density. This is precisely the point. You are not completely 
				familiar with the reality of what thoughts are. We have spoken 
				to you on many levels and have detailed many areas involving 
				density level, but thoughts are quite a different thing because 
				they pass through all density levels at once. Now, let us ask 
				you this. Do you not now see how that would be possible?  
				 
				Q:  (L) Yes. But what I am trying to do is identify these 
				conflicting thought centers. If two thought centers, or more, 
				conflict, then my idea would be that they are in opposition.  
				A: Correct.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Okay, in the experience I felt a paralysis of my body, 
				what caused this paralysis.  
				A: Yes. Separation of awareness. Which is defined as any point 
				along the pathway where one's awareness becomes so totally 
				focused on one thought sector that all other levels of awareness 
				are temporarily receded, thereby making it impossible to become 
				aware of one's physical reality along with one's mental reality. 
				This gives the impression of what is referred to as paralysis. 
				Do you understand?  
				 
				Q:  (L) Yes. And what stimulates this total focus of awareness?
				 
				A: An event which sidetracks, temporarily, the mental processes.
				 
				 
				Q:  (L) And what event can sidetrack the mental processes to this 
				extent? In this particular case, what was it?  
				A: It was an eclipsing of energies caused by conflicting thought 
				centers.  
				 
				Q:  (L) What energies were being eclipsed?  
				A: Whenever two opposing units of reality intersect, this causes 
				what can be referred to as friction, which, for an immeasurable 
				amount of what you would refer to as time, which is, of course, 
				non-existent, creates a non- existence, or a stopping of the 
				movements of all functions. This is what we would know as 
				conflict. In between, or through any intersecting, opposite 
				entities, we always find zero time, zero movement, zero 
				transference, zero exchange. Now think about this. Think about 
				this carefully.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Does this mean that I was, essentially, in a condition of 
				non-existence?  
				A: Well, non-existence is not really the proper term, but 
				non-fluid existence would be more to the point. Do you 
				understand?  
				 
				Q:  (L) Yes. Frozen, as it were?  
				A: Frozen, as it were.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was there any benefit to me from this experience?  
				A: All experiences have potential for benefit.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was there any detriment from this experience?  
				A: All experiences have potential for detriment. Now, do you see 
				the parallels. We are talking about any opposing forces in 
				nature, when they come together, the result can go all the way 
				to the extreme of one side or all the way to the extreme of the 
				other. Or, it can remain perfectly, symmetrically in balance in 
				the middle, or partially in balance on one side or another. 
				Therefore all potentials are realized at intersecting points in 
				reality.  
				 
				Q:  (L) Was one of these conflicting thought centers or energies 
				some part of me?  
				A: Yes.  
				 
				Q:  (L) And was it eclipsed by interacting with a thought center 
				energy that was part of or all of something or someone else?  
				A: Or, was what happened a conflicting of one energy thought 
				center that was a part of your thought process and another 
				energy thought center that was another part of your thought 
				process? We will ask you that question and allow you to 
				contemplate. You will gain more knowledge by contemplating it by 
				yourself rather than seeking the answers here. But a suggestion 
				is to be made that you do that as you will gain much, very much 
				knowledge by contemplating these very questions on your own and 
				networking with others as you do so. Be not frustrated for the 
				answers to be gained through your own contemplation will be 
				truly illuminating to you and the experience to follow will be 
				worth a thousand lifetimes of pleasure and joy.  
			 
			
			The session from which the above 
			extracts are taken was held in July of 1995. It was not until a few 
			months ago that I obtained Carlos Castaneda's book "The Active Side 
			of Infinity" from which the information about the "flyers" is 
			extracted. But, it set the bells ringing in my head. I understood 
			that I had done, naturally, the very things that Don Juan was 
			telling Carlos that he must do to "re-grow" his awareness.  
			
			 
			You see, I had realized that all "alien interference" in my life 
			changed from that point on. In retrospect, I understand that it was 
			the constant study and becoming aware of the other realities that I 
			had been going through which gave me the "platform" from which to 
			resist this event of "eclipsing of realities," which don Juan calls 
			discipline in holding the energy fields together.  
			 
			Subsequent to this event, there were numerous "attempts" to "play 
			with my head" by these forces... and I was certainly amazingly aware 
			of them. When I slept, I no longer did so in my former manner; it 
			was as though I slept only half way, and a whole other part of me 
			was awake and watching. I could hear voices and whispers and 
			activity; I could hear strange breathing and feel ghostly fingers 
			touching me from time to time, which I would fling away mentally.
			 
			 
			When these activities would begin, as they did almost every night, I 
			would turn on the radio softly, leave a light on, or simply sit up 
			and read and mentally expand my awareness to keep them at bay. I 
			felt that I was constantly surrounded by sniffing wolves looking for 
			a sign of weakness or the scent of fear.  
			 
			One of the trickiest maneuvers was when "they" planted the thoughts 
			in my mind that I had gotten out of the bed and walked in another 
			room... as I came to the doorway and put my hand out to touch the 
			wall, I realized that my hand went right through it and that I was 
			CLEARLY being manipulated in my mind. I snapped myself back into my 
			body and FORCED my energy to hold its place, endeavoring with all my 
			might to move my hand. When my fingers suddenly moved, it was like 
			the "attack" popped like a balloon, and the harassment ceased.  
			 
			Over and over again I performed these maneuvers of awareness and 
			discipline - unaware of don Juan's remarks about it - feeling that 
			it was the obvious course of action.  
			 
			The last night "they" came, I was lying in the bed, drifting to 
			sleep, and the sleepiness was like a drug which was one of the 
			"warning signs." I could "see" through my closed eyes, which was 
			another warning, and hear raspy breathing behind me. Then, I felt a 
			touch on my back and all the force inside me exploded in anger and I 
			pulled my "energy body" back and forced my arm to fling off the 
			covers. It took several tries to get it to "connect" before the arm 
			actually moved, and at the same time I was forcing my eyes open to 
			see with the physical apparatus so that I would know that my fields 
			were connected. As my eyes came open, I saw a large lizard, 
			silhouetted by the light of the streetlamp outside the house, run 
			across the window - a symbol of my victory.  
			 
			And they have never come again.  
			 
			But, of course, this mode of discipline was only effective AFTER I 
			extricated myself from the "energy portal" of my ex-husband, a 
			fervent born-again Christian, as described in "Amazing Grace."  
			 
			The Wave series includes a historical analysis of the deception 
			perpetrated upon mankind and, proposes ideas as to how to literally 
			"change our universe" to another probable reality. It isn't easy, 
			but it can be done. 
			 
			
			  
			
			We believe that this is the purpose of our 
			contact with the Cassiopaens - to strengthen, inform, educate and 
			assist us with the gaining of the knowledge that will set us free!
			 
			
			  
			
			
			
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