by Kit Walker
Many of us, who are seeing the hopelessness of trying to effect change in the outer world, are turning within for solutions. But somehow the whole idea of turning within rings a little hollow, knowing all the suffering and insanity that is going on all around us.
We still keep thinking there must be a way to help "out there", to bring about positive change in the world. So we keep struggling with the outer world, because turning within is considered "selfish".
And indeed it can be, if
not done in the right spirit.
This "Beyond" is not
somewhere else. And, the word "turning" is not really accurate,
either, because Beyond has no direction, it is All-Pervading.
"Turning" implies focusing attention, but Beyond is the realm of
But the Beyond, the
Eternal, is the field of No-Attention. It cannot be reached by any
method or mode of attention. So to access the realm of No-Attention
requires a paradoxical understanding and method.
For me, "non-duality" is
not complete, until all seeming opposites are integrated,
viscerally, in the body, not just transcended.
Perhaps if we can truly be total about it, our entire world will turn inside out, and this will open up an immense storehouse of energy and insight that we can share with the world, just naturally, moment to moment. Perhaps this is the only way to be truly effective, even.
When we meet our true expression, is when we begin to become truly effective, even when apparently doing little more than simply existing. We could call this being butterfly effective.
Things begin to work on
their own, in mysterious and synchronistic ways you never could have
We have to engage it with precision and delicate insight, and persist with love, and moment to moment surrender into the current, and we WILL distill the nectar - ananda or bliss.
Note in this picture
the unity point at the center of the torus
I believe that the work
of resurrecting our bliss process is the single most important and
effective thing we could do, both for ourselves and for the world,
and in this essay I would like to explore why that is, and how to
re-member it, in other words, how to actually re-embody it.
The astrological configuration of Uranus square Pluto since around 2010 has given many of us a chance to see through the veil much more clearly, and those of us with our vision intact have been seeing that there is an extra-dimensional parasitic agenda going on.
This was introduced to us also in the 70s in the works of Castaneda, and his stories of the shaman Don Juan who referred to "the Flyers", invisible parasitic beings who feed on our energy and light.
Of course this topic goes back millennia, as it is a major theme here on planet Earth. In fact it has most likely been with humanity since the beginning.
Lately it has really come out of the closet, this agenda, and is full-on in our faces.
Only those who are still
fast asleep are failing to notice the manifestations and
ramifications of this, at least on some level. And those of us who
are engaged in this mother of all battles with these entities are
going through deep and extensive changes, trying to understand what
they are and how to deal with them, and how to ultimately be free of
That "descent of embodied
consciousness" is our bliss, and is the true protection.
We have access to it, always, as we let go into the Luminous Field in which our own body/mind is presently arising. But it is SO innate to us, even closer than home, that we miss it.
It is like failing to
notice the space in which everything arises, because we are so
mesmerized by what is arising in that space.
Through the program of the Parasite, we are convinced that there is a way to access this Unconditional Happiness, somewhere "out there" in conditions, in the hologram.
So, the best way to combat the Parasite is to cease giving it our energy, by allowing our attention to fall back to its source, the Infinite Well of Being, the portal to which is in the heart.
To be free of the Parasite, STOP BEING A PARASITE!
We each have our own source of infinite power and energy, and we are required, sooner or later, to wake up to this fact. This will eventually lead us to the process of initiation, into the Great Work.
The change is very
simple, almost nothing, but, paradoxically, it is also an ordeal
which requires our innate superhuman intelligence and skill to pass
Due to our different
conditioning and conditions of life, each one of us will have a
particular way to proceed with the unwinding of our conditioning,
and once realization happens, we will each have a unique expression
of that awakening. I believe that the astrology chart can be helpful
in this respect.
But clearly there is a
"point of no return", a threshold.
Often, this state is
described as being "blissed out".
But like I've said
before, only when a polarity like this is resolved and integrated,
do we really see the positive sides of both signs manifest.
When these two polarities
work together, this is when we have a balanced awakening, for the
individual, and the society. A society of awakened, creative, and
sovereign individuals. Has that ever happened before? Doesn't look
like it, but there's no time like the present.
I like the word "individual":
So an individual is someone who is undivided, and not separate from Source, and from All.
But also, (or perhaps I
should say, because of that,) an individual is someone who is
unique, unlike anyone else. It is a paradox that the mediocre mind
just cannot contain.
To many, enlightenment may seem like some kind of airy-fairy pie-in-the-sky idea that could never possibly happen, perhaps some idealistic "mindset", but we only have to look into the lives of all those who have affirmed it in their own case, to see that we may not be in a position to judge one way or the other.
Just because it hasn't
dawned on you yet, doesn't mean it is impossible.
And no one but you is in the position to confess your own awakening. But no one is going to congratulate you either, or give you a medal. You will get no "certificate", in fact, it is very likely no one will even notice.
And, quite possibly,
people will hate you for it. Jesus is a good example of what can
happen. But, paradoxically, your awakened nature needs to express
itself, and will find the way to do so, no matter what. It becomes a
kind of imperative.
And the need to know
anything for sure besides that, will also effortlessly fall away. It
will not solve your problems, but it will dissolve them, along with
their source, the I-thought.
The Narcissus in
us does not like this idea at all. But, being invisible has its
The implication is that Existence (Pure Existence Itself), or Truth (sat), is itself bliss, or ananda. All these three qualities are one and the same. So that implies that merely to exist is blissful.
We can see this in animals way more than in humans. Animals have no problem with simply existing, but to humans, this is boring.
We need "entertainment", i.e. distraction, or at least we think we do. In my view, this need for distraction from our own completion, is due to the fear of dissolution of separate self, and the birth of true individuality.
Hence the entire
entertainment industry, whose main purpose, it seems to me, is to
distract you from yourself.
Relative truth is the doorway to the ultimate truth. We will never know ultimate Truth if we cannot face relative truth, I.e. WHATEVER is true about our experience here and now.
Our love for the truth,
for What IS, becomes our only motivation.
And when you buy the lie, you forgo the truth, and thus you are food for the Parasite. It's that simple.
You can borrow its
"power" for a time, but in the end it eats you.
There is nothing that can be done about it. It is more a question of stopping doing, although that cannot be forced. Stopping doing can become a doing.
So we have a riddle, a
Koan, on our hands, and the answer to the riddle is going to
have to be paradoxical.
And now I am certain of it.
There is not going to be anything or anyone in the outer world that comes to "save" us. We have to discover and remember the Christ within us.
As Osho always said:
Now to many of us, the idea of being a Christ oneself is actually blasphemous.
But that is just the pollution of the church in our minds. And the church is a big part of how we were hacked, so be careful. Because if you resurrect the Christ within you, they are OUT OF A JOB.
So, much as they go on and on about Christ, God, and the like, for you to realize your eternal Christ-nature is the LAST thing they want you to do.
So they have invented
elaborate fairy tales, myths, and stories, which may be symbolic
hints at something, but they are all meant as entertainment,
distraction, to keep your attention bound in the illusion, the Maya,
of the outer world.
So they put the little tidbit of truth on the hook of religion, like a worm on the fisherman's hook. It is bait, to lure you in. But then you are stuck there in their system, waiting for these little crumbs, these handouts of half truths, just enough to keep you coming back, but definitely not enough to liberate you.
Have you noticed this problem? And it is in ALL the religions, but especially the "big 3", the Abrahamic ones.
Their function is to keep you lost, in the dark, and suffering. And all it takes is one blissful moment to see through the entire lie, and you will never be the same again.
So the church has a great investment in making sure even one moment like that does not happen.
(This is not to say that
there are not good and sincere people in all religions, or that one
cannot realize in the context of a religion. But it is clearly time
for an upgrade.)
These two, spirituality
and science, at their highest expression, are actually one and the
Too often the Christ
is conflated with Jesus, but it is obvious, (isn't it?) ,
that although associated, they are two distinct "things". Jesus
the man may or may not have existed, but how can we really know for
sure? Admit it, it's all hearsay ! None of us were there in person.
A Fractal of the Whole, which contains it ALL. Think hologram. Christ is the holographic CRYSTal within us. To be Infinite and finite simultaneously. The "Son (Sun) of God".
It is such a perfect Miracle, that simply to recognize it as your True Self is ecstatic (another totally misunderstood term).
It is the ultimate
paradox, but there is nothing religious about it. It is actually
part of our natural capacity here, but like I said, it has been
hacked and disconnected in us, and then couched in a lot of obscure
mysticism, to keep us enslaved.
He has given us a
beautiful understanding of the bliss process as being actually an
ELECTRICAL phenomenon, really quite a scientific explanation, with
none of the religious baggage attached to it.
Now this is a word I never would have thought of to describe it, but the minute I saw that it was a total AHA! Of course.
To me, that is exactly
how it feels.
He calls it a centripetal force, which is the opposite of centrifugal. So it is the tendency for everything to move towards the center, rather than away from it. And then, my favorite, he also says that it is a NEGENTROPIC force, which is something that goes against entropy.
We could say, it is the
force that makes things "come together". In other words, LIFE !
This is your
responsibility, and yours alone.
Therefore it seems vital,
quite literally, that we recognize the difference between entropy
and negentropy, and align ourselves accordingly.
This means that yes, Eternity exists, and is real, and can manifest in this dimension. And that in fact, it is a fundamental, if not the fundamental component of our existence here.
We ARE eternal beings,
and our bliss process is the key to our resurrection, to the
resurrection of the Christic capacity within each one of us.
Yes, it looks like
nothing, but that's the paradox. It is everything.
And this is something
really worth investigating, because for the first time, it means we
can become truly and effortlessly effective here.
Like I said, I feel that it is the root of the solution for our world, that each one of us be able to access, to resurrect, if you will, our own bliss process. But we've been sold a kind of starry eyed, rose colored glasses version of bliss that completely avoids its transformational fire.
Hence, we may be missing
what is right under our nose, because we are looking for something
Perhaps a better way to describe it is that moment when one's "center of gravity" shifts, for good, to the constant awareness of oneself AS one's essence, or pure Existence.
Once again, this observation comes from my own direct "experience". It could be argued, and probably has been, that it is actually a different kind of bliss, the "bliss beyond bliss". Either way, in my view, there is a distinct difference. And this "bliss beyond bliss" is not about "getting high" or escaping in any way.
On the contrary, it is
Absolute Gravity, in the Eternal Here and Now.
We have a momentary glimpse into our eternal Nature, which can be a powerful experience that even if we cannot sustain it, we will certainly remember as a kind of milestone, and can give us the impetus we need to continue in the process of reconnecting and re-membering it.
So it can feel intensely
pleasurable, in contrast with the tight and limited perspective of
the small and separate "self".
And this is an ongoing,
moment to moment process which can be very intense at times because
the current can be relentless.
Could you call your True
Nature, who and what you truly ARE, an experience? If anything, it
is who or what is aware of experiencing AND participating actively
in the creation, through the imagination.
So embodying the bliss current is much like conducting an electrical current. In fact I think that this is not really a metaphor, but rather exactly what happens.
Bliss is an electrical
event, just as, we are beginning to notice, the entire universe is.
Another good analogy is that of an orgasm, which for most people is the closest to bliss that they can attain in this life. In orgasm, one dissolves in a kind of momentary death (petit mort in French) that is intensely pleasurable, but so much so that it also almost hurts as well.
After all, it's a death!
You will find, that your
attempts to describe it will circle around it, without ever being
able to touch it.
We are going to have to learn to function at a whole other level, and we are going to find that there are many things we used to do, that we just cannot do any more. And we are probably going to want to live in a natural and peaceful environment as much as possible.
"circuitry" adapts to it, but not without a complete overhaul of our
life and priorities.
You have become super sensitive to "vibes", you instantly see beneath the surface of people's motives, you feel the energy behind phenomena, you feel the suffering of all, and you become very careful about who and what you expose yourself to. Because you see clearly, how the "world" is really set up to crush this impulse, rather than support it.
You gradually begin to
notice there is a war going on here.
And we can even turn that
memory into a substitute for the bliss process altogether.
Once one starts to embody this stability, it can be felt in the body as absolute solidity, even a physically palpable kind of thickness or pressure, way more solid even than the physical "reality".
This is the bedrock of
existence. Its solidity is eternal.
Bliss is the very nature
of our being, and inseparable from Truth itself. That's why one
cannot attain any kind of stability in bliss if one is in any way
living a lie. Lies and bliss cannot coexist.
They are not of the right frequency to embed into the bliss current, and if we cling to them, they will obstruct our passage through the Zero Point into the Infinite Genius of our True Nature.
So, seems to me, step
number one would be, to be honest, especially with yourself.
It is really just
physics, nothing mystical about it at all. The zero/infinity point
at the center of the torus IS the eye of the needle. Only shareable
ideas can pass through.
As one "comes online" with the bliss current, one begins to notice that one is part of a network, and this network is increasing in power daily. I would call this being a "consensus node" in this network of supernal light, Conscious Light (as Adi Da calls it - the "Organic Light" of the Gnostics,) that is being established here on Earth.
It is to really become an "earth assistant" if you will.
John Lash's term for someone like this is from the Gnostics:
I borrowed this term "consensus node" from the blockchain, as I feel that blockchain technology is a kind of outer reflection of something new that is happening within us.
In blockchain technology, all the computers on a network reach consensus nearly simultaneously, in other words, every computer on the network shows the exact same information, about any transaction. This is what makes it unhackable.
There are several
technologies being developed now, in which any user at home can host
on their computer one of the "consensus nodes" on the blockchain,
which means that their computer's extra processing power can be used
for the overall work of the network, as one of the nodes which comes
to consensus with all the other nodes.
The Parasite has no
access to this Domain. It is the best protection one can have. All
those of us in the bliss process are on the same page, even though
we are simultaneously unique individuals (Aquarius/Leo). It is an
instant understanding, an intuitive consensus, that needs no outside
We can donate our consciousness to the pool, and it will expand exponentially.
I believe this is why
those of us who awaken can at times feel exhausted for no apparent
reason. We are working on another level, processing the liberation
of the planet within this radical (root) network, even while
sleeping. But to someone who is not awakening their true potential,
this idea can seem completely preposterous.
That is my take on it, at
least, for what it's worth.
Could it be that the
reason humanity has not destroyed itself yet, by nuclear war or
whatever other catastrophe, is because of this man? Have a listen
here, he starts around the 2 minute mark:
This is how Dan Winter has described it. Hence the tradition of Satsang, with a master who embodies it. The student can attune himself to the teacher/master, and then the spark can jump, the circuit can reconnect.
I can attest to this in my own case. In only takes a
moment of mutual recognition, as really it takes place outside of
If you can sit in silent communion with friends who have awakened the bliss current in themselves, then perhaps you can pick up the "knack" yourself. It is a matter of sympathetic resonance.
And together with others, the current can be magnified exponentially.
And guess what: you do. In short, it takes one to know one. It takes oneness to know oneness. You will not receive anything from anyone else, this is in you already, and has to be awakened within YOU. It only need take a moment, if you are ripe.
If not, it will take as long as it takes,
if you believe in time.
And this is Satsang, the company of Truth. Good Company.
Be with those who raise
your vibration into one of bliss, because they exist there already.
It is not a "positive emotion". It is not an emotion at all, and is beyond positive or negative. It is not a "peak experience", except before it becomes the established condition in which you live. it is not about "feeling good", "blissed out", or comfortable, or "having fun", it is about becoming 100% real. It is often unbearable.
There is no comfort per se in it, or discomfort for that matter, unless and until you can become comfortable with free falling through space.
Eventually you will be able to relax and conduct this kind of
force, but it takes the body some time to understand how to exist in
this way, as it is so radically new.
In fact, it ends up obliterating all "mindsets" in pure primal Radiance without qualifications.
why just reading about it in a book is unlikely to bring about the
requisite transformation. It requires you to do the difficult work
of radical self-undoing, whatever it takes.
But while we are here, let's
live the physical world with such depth and sensitivity, that it
transforms from a prison into a prism.
We then see that it is endless, this unfolding into multi-dimensional being, and that the learning will never stop, even when we pass beyond the need for physical incarnation...