from WesPenre Website
I urge the reader to view and review it very carefully, perhaps take a break and ponder, and then come back to it.
Read it more than once if necessary,
because this has to do directly with the survival of mankind as a
species, as well as individuals, but it is also about our own
Whatever the reaction may be, we need to know what our options are. The vast majority of mankind have no idea what the Sirians got in mind for them. So I ask you to partake in this information with a very open mind.
The following famous quote comes to mind:
Unfortunately, I have to take the reader down a path that in some ways is very dark before I can go to my favorite section, which is all about soulutions.
But before we move on, there are a few things I'd like to bring up.
First thing is that I want to make sure that we all understand that although these papers have mainly talked about negative extraterrestrials, these are in minority out there.
For the most part, star beings and star
races are friendly and peaceful, but it's the negative ones who
stand out, unfortunately, and we have had the misfortune of having
to deal with some of the darkest ones.
However, many of them are quite concerned about the path the majority of mankind is going down; a path that can be very threatening to the survival for both them and us. In spite of this, they have no intentions to be violent with us or treat us badly.
Most of the star races do whatever is in their power to assist, but must attend to the laws and rules of the Universe.
The basic ones, such as Free Will and Non-Interference, are not something a Council somewhere made up because they didn't have anything else to do.
These stipulations are physical and
metaphysical laws which support how energies naturally flow. If
these agreements are broken, there are consequences that not only
affect single beings, but sometimes whole star systems - even whole
Almost all of us know that something is
quite wrong with this world, but we are hoping someone else will
take care of it, and that one morning we will read in the papers
that everything has changed to the better and there are no more
wars, disasters, famines, and diseases! Well, it's not going to
happen that way.
Still, I concluded that it's probably better if we think of these star races as archetypes when we discuss their interaction with us humans, and therefore I have generalized them as if they are all united in their efforts. They are not.
There are those who do not support what is being done to humans here on Earth and choose not to participate. I just want to make this absolutely clear to the reader: the star races are presented in an archetypical manner, and their behavior, good or bad, is not representative for each and every individual of the particular specie.
But I also want to say that if I would
meet a Sirian on the street, I would not assume that he or she is
We, who live on this planet right now, are the ones who have to make the choices and hard decisions on behalf of future generations.
Thank you for listening!
Logically it would be one chance in
26,000 years, but because of the time loop we've been sitting in for
I don't know how long, each cycle is not going to be this intense.
Next time we are probably not going to have as much help as we do
now, and perhaps there won't be a next time, either, because of the
shape we're going to be in by then. So this is really it!
The Earth herself is vibrating on a frequency which is 'false' and therefore very hard to find by other extraterrestrials (although many have now found their way here).
As the reader can see, things are
starting to happen in our favor, and the Sirians are losing ground.
This is not the kind of arrival the 'Incoming' had expected after
their long 'nap'.
The 7 billion people on the planet is a ceiling and we will not exceed that amount of people, or if we do, it's not going to be with much. The truth of the matter seems to be that since the baby boom after World War II and up until now, millions of star beings have broken through the Grid and taken bodies here on Earth. Not as walk-ins, but they have come in the traditional way through the birth canal, entered baby bodies, and have grown up here.
The difference between them and the
common human is that they were born without amnesia,
and they normally have no past lives here on Earth.
This has been successful, apparently,
because the potential future versions of Earth that were just
probable realities earlier, and not yet energized, are now energized
and have become true versions of our planet in the future, so I've
It means that if a certain probability of a future has been solidified, there are enough people who have put their energy into that future probability and made it into a possibility. Now we have several different versions of a future Earth that are getting occupied as we speak, and the Multiverse has adjusted to these new parallel realities!
This apparently happened earlier this year, or by the end of 2011.
These futures that are branching out are
only the beginning, however. In a way, we are all creating our own
future with our own version of a future Earth. Still, there are
going to be versions of Earth that stay similar to how she is now,
but there are also going to be a lot of branching off into parallel
worlds, vibrating on higher frequencies.
This has been noted by those not from
here, and they decided to help us push through by incarnating here.
There will be versions of Earth that are going to experience these lower energies and worse, and in these versions of Earth, there will no longer be a Living Library.
These Higher Order Beings (some would say they come from the Angelic Realm) don't look kindly upon what has been done to Earth and the Library thus far. And it truly breaks my heart when I read about, like I did yesterday, how they are destroying Mother Earth's lungs by cutting down the Amazon rainforests, and it's done for profit.
How can someone participate in such a crime? It is unbelievable!
They are killing our host, the one and
only planet which can host us humans. There is no other planet in
the Universe which is adapted to hosting humans - this is our world;
we were born from nature, and
Mother Earth is our Mother in a direct sense! It's not
only suicide, but also a tremendous crime against the planet itself,
and the misuse of energy in this capacity has enormous consequences,
as it ripples out across the Universe.
By our minds and our intentions we are drawn into realities that are now already existing, tuned into our values and our moral standards. And most interestingly, according to the Pleiadians, many beings that have been incarnated on Earth in the past have now returned.
This is also why we see old time magicians show up, repeating and continuing the magick they practiced in ancient times.
Time in itself, as viewed upon from our 3D perspective, is collapsing and imploding, and all timelines are coming together. This is how we heal along the lines of time, and all issues we are working on now, in this particular lifetime, are issues spanning from half a million years back up until now. Now we're going to learn how to complete all our lifetimes and reunite with our Higher Selves (our Oversouls) and become whole again from an Earth perspective.
When this is done (which it will be when
this current life is over), each being is free to explore the
Multiverse while still staying grounded on a parallel version of
Earth if they wish. Or they can move on and leave the Earth
experience behind (more on this later on).
It is very hard to find a planet out there with so much variety.
To do that, you would need to find another Living Library, similar to this one, and there is supposedly only one more in this galaxy, and it's located on the opposite side of the Central Sun, in another spiral arm.
It's not that there aren't beautiful planets out there, but not with the tremendous variety we have here on Earth.
This stir of energy is attracting many off-world beings.
But, as things are now, everything seems to contribute towards lifting the Quarantine and set those free who are willing to break their chains. Those who still want them on may be able to see the door that leads to freedom being wide open before them, but all they will do is to run towards it and close it as fast as they can.
Yes, some people like their chains,
because they are afraid to take the responsibility that's needed in
order to break them.
Then it's time to reap what we have sown, and it's of course important that we have something to reap. We all have to question the 'System' - all of it - and start doing our own thinking, and we need to inspire others to do the same and give our attention to those who respond positively to our efforts. The System rewards you when you do as you've been told and punishes you when you're not. This is exactly why people have such a hard time letting go.
They don't realize that they have to let
go off it all to be free; they just want to let go off some of it.
The town I am living in (which is relatively small) is starting to look like a ghost town. Businesses are shutting down because they no longer can stand up against the competition from merging mega companies that become bigger and bigger, and either buy out the smaller businesses, or put them out of business.
This is what merging of businesses is all about. It's called Oligarchy or Plutocracy.
(def: Oligarchy is the form of government where a small group has the power to govern or rule. Aristotle had coined the term oligarchy as synonym for rule by the rich (which is known as plutocracy), where oligarchy now simply refers to rule of the privileged few. Even if the wealthy had military backing that was strong, they were able to rule over a nation.) 
It's a preparation for the Machine World, where only a few businesses run the corporate world, and these few businesses will all move to the metropolitans.
Smaller cities will be abandoned,
because the System will not support their survival.
This will be a dilemma in the beginning, but enough people need to do it anyway, and in the beginning we may have to live like gypsies sometime do; moving from place to place, but so be it. After a while the government will give us 'reservations' like they did with the American Indians, but so be it! It's not where we live that is important - not in the beginning. It's what we're doing with our minds that is important.
Not even the Sirians understand what we are able to do with our biominds! We create our own realities, and when we strongly wish for something, we manifest it. This is how we create (or vibrate into) the New Earth!
But first we need to break out of the suppressive system which keeps us in chains. Then we use what we've learnt from becoming Multidimensional, and we change the Multiverse to fit into the reality we want.
Eventually, the Sirians and their Machine World will no longer vibrate within the same frequency range as we do, and they cease to exist in our reality, although they will still be alive and well in another.
If this sounds like science fiction to some people, they'd better think again, because this is real - more real than any of the illusions and delusions most people call reality.
How Long Will They Let Us?
Although there is seemingly an abundance of energy in the Universe, when we are using energy excessively, we have to borrow it from somewhere. It works like a balloon; you blow air into it in one end and it expands in the other.
If we all the time borrow energy and use it negatively without giving anything positive back to the Universe, we are letting that energy destroy not only or own surroundings, but also other parts of the galaxy from where the energy we are using comes from.
We humans are not even aware of where the energy we 'borrow' originates from.
ETs have informed humans they have been
in contact with that due to what we have done, we have literally
destroyed other solar systems, light-years away from our own! And
that also includes the life forms that were living there!
They don't want us to bring this insanity out in the Universe; they rather see the Sirians keep us in check. Not because they agree to that evolving races like us should be trapped and treated horribly, but because things are what they are.
Humanity has not managed to break out of their destructive belief systems, be they religious or social/political, and these star races are rather thinking in terms of the greatest good for everybody involved rather than just thinking of our wellbeing.
If they let us join them in the stars the way we are, we are not going to contribute to a positive expansion of consciousness in the Universe, but instead it would be like opening an asylum and let the inmates out, untreated.
They don't want that, so either we shape up, or they will try to stop us from leaving the surface of this planet, and we will be left to destroy ourselves.
On the other hand, they would love to have us join them, once we've grown up! The concern they have, however, is that they don't see that happen. And this may even affect those of us humans who may be more mature than others.
Can the aliens trust us? Will we fall back into old patterns?
There are those out there who have
doubts about our whole species, and those beings are sitting in
important Councils, voting against
letting us loose in the Universe.
This book is not channeled, but is mostly written from first hand experiences.
LoBuono has met quite a few aliens, mind to mind, and face to face, mostly using an advanced remote viewing technique, quite similar to LPG-C's ENS (Extra Neuro Sensor). He is using his avatar (light-body) to travel the Universe, and thus can do so both through space/time and time/space.
Hence, there are few limits to where in location and when in time he can go. This has showed to be extremely helpful, and he has written down the conclusions from his experiences in his book, which he gives away for free as a gift to mankind.
A most generous gift, I must say.
If nowhere else, probably through Dr.
work. I am not going to go into any esoteric teachings
and hard-to-comprehend science about this here, but I need to touch
this subject because it's very important (the more reasons to keep
Dr. Greer points out that zero-point energy is something star races use quite frequently, not only when they travel through micro-cosmos, but also when they communicate with each other over distances, as it seems.
So, it's not the use of it that's wrong,
it's how we use it.
So, imagine you are blowing up a
balloon. When it's full of air, take a black marker pen and make
dots on the other end of the balloon, relatively close to each
other. Then, with a couple of fingers, squeeze the balloon in the
middle and watch the dots. The distance between them will now
Well, pretend that the balloon is the Universe filled with energy (the air in the balloon), and when you squeeze it is when you borrow energy from the Universe, i.e. for space travel or experiments with negative energy in general. The dots on the balloon signify time speeding up. So when you borrow or steal energy from one part of the Universe, you are going to speed time up in another part.
The consequences of this will be that if
we now pertain this to another solar system, the sun and the planets
and everything else in that solar system will age much faster and
speed towards its demise.
A reckless overuse would shorten the Sun's lifespan considerably and therefore put our whole civilization in great danger. The use of negative energy needs to be globally monitored and regulated. According to LoBuono, aliens do this to avoid overuse, and if someone in their own society misuses it, they counter-stream such energy into the offender's circuitry to deactivate it, if necessary.
We must do the same thing, he says.
Something they don't like the least is when immature races start messing with these kind of energies without taking any responsibility for it.
In our case it's mainly done under alien supervision (the Sirians are the instigators), but the weapon industries are not only run by aliens; the majority of people who are working there (same with other workplaces and facilities) are of course human, who either agree with the policies of the industry their working in, or simply don't care about the consequences of these policies and just see it as a job.
This can show to be very dangerous
thinking, because it could have severe consequences if more advanced
aliens interfere. No one is going to intentionally destroy the whole
human race because of this, but other actions will be taken, which
will have the weapons back-fire.
We have a lot to learn as a species, and it will not come easy. Ultimately, of course, any interference with building a weapon industry in the fashion they wish will of course trigger the Sirians, who consider themselves the owners of this planet. If so, these weapons using negative energy may be used against interfering, but well-intended star races, and we may have a new space war going. There is so much at stake.
The problem is that aliens have looked
at probable futures from a multidimensional viewpoint, and they can
see a probable future, with kind some energy built towards it, where
mankind destroys itself because of misuse of energy.
E.g., it could be of great use in the medical field as it could freeze cancer, shorten the half-life of radioactive waste with a purpose to make them harmless, etc.
The problem is that here on Earth, if something can be used for ill purposes, it's a guarantee it will. This is a very sad, but quite true. It doesn't mean it's not going to be used for more benevolent purposes as well, but the military will grab everything which can be used to build advanced weapons and aircraft to increase their negative power.
Due to our arrogance, we are also facing
an additional problem in all this, which is that because of our
warlike behavior, advanced star races refuse to teach us the secrets
The truth is that we don't know, and the more star races teach us, the more we will absorb the knowledge and use it in the weapon industry.
Well, we already are quite familiar with their mentality, so the answer is obvious.
And unfortunately, humanity as a whole is not even aware of electrogravity, and while it is being more and more misused as time goes by, the rest of mankind is sitting in their couches with their legs on the table watching reality shows and football games, giving up their own energy in favor of the Sirians, who suck it up the more excited the person gets before the TV screen.
Again, it's pretty sad.
So, what this is indicating is that we, with the beginning of the New Era, are hypothetically able to reach the stars at any time, and there are those willing to help us with the mechanics around it.
There is, however, two huge barriers that we've put on ourselves, which prevents us from immediately taking advantage of this situation, and they are,
We humans are born here on Earth, and this is our planet, or ours together with those who once created us in the first place.
And these Ancient Ones are the ones to
decide when we can have the planet to ourselves, not the Sirians, or
likewise, any other impostors and invaders. The Ancient Ones would
set us free here the exact minute we shook off the parasites from
our beings and our planet.
So far, so good. Now, this technology, or most of it, already exists on this planet, thanks to a certain giant man (literally and figuratively) called Nikola Tesla.
This help is supposedly coming from very advanced hyperversals (ontoenergetics), and they are saying that this is the way they travel through space. First of all, if they are ontoenergetics, they travel in their thoughts - think about a destination and you're there, and they don't use stargates.
Now, those who still are occupying
physical bodies do use
stargates etc., but none of them,
whether they are ontoenergetics or occupy bodies, can nano-travel,
because they don't possess the Divine
Fire, like we humans do
(exactly how this works in details I will explain in the beginning
of the "Third Level of Learning").
I find it interesting, by the way, that Dr. Steven Greer is calling his both main projects 'The Orion Project' and 'The Sirius Project'. Why those two stars? I have tried to find out the answer to that, but no one can (or is willing to) give me an explanation. At best, they call it 'coincidence'. In these circles, there is no such thing.
Those who understand what I'm getting at here may think Dr. Greer is deceived, and they may be right, but then again, he is receiving big funds from at least one Rockefeller. This has been pointed out to him over and over, but he claims there are 'good' Rockefellers, too.
Well, if so, I don't think that the main
branch of the family would let them finance projects like those of
Dr. Greer's without intervening, in case these same projects are as
benevolent as Dr. Greer says.
Now, I don't think they all do, and LoBuono is pretty smart, but in certain terms, there seem to be ETs mentioned in the book who are doing their best to lead us off track. LoBuono knows this and points it out, and he thinks he knows how they do it and why, but does he really?
He nano-travels, albeit with help from
technology, by using ENS, but he doesn't seem to have any core
knowledge of that his soul is made up by fragments of fires. If he
doesn't have this knowledge, the aliens can easily manipulate him
Apparently, there are some (the same ones who want to present electrogravity [?]) who suggest this is the case, but I have well informed sources, not from this planet, who have explained the laws of the Universe for me, and there is no star race out there who would destroy mankind or the Living Library again and get away with it.
Not unless they have our agreement to
destroy us, but the way things are now, there are Higher Orders of
beings who would interfere before that would happen.
When they realized that the governments
of the world are not interested in solutions that can help the
people and the planet, they decided to talk to the common people
instead and chose a human vessel to do so. That vessel is
And as a 'by the way', I read an old article by Richard Dolan, from 2001, shortly after Dr. Greer's 'Disclosure Project' had aired. 
He, too, was quite suspicious at the whole 'friendly aliens' agenda.
Dolan had seen the same thing I had, namely that Greer and his team were laughing off the idea that there could be malevolent aliens around as well. The explanation they had for opposing this idea was that we are still breathing the air of Planet Earth (meaning we are still here). If 'bad aliens' were here, we would all be either invaded or dead.
For coming from such an intelligent man, it's quite a stunning statement.
Not credible for coming from such a
brilliant man. His staff are parroting him whenever they get a
chance and are either laughing at researchers like me, or get overly
aggressive, like in my case.
I agree that this is a biggie, but there
is another misuse that is also affecting everybody in the Universe
on an even more serious scale, and that is the misuse of female
energy; the misuse of Female Fire!
I know that there have been pieces
missing in my information on this subject, and the reason is because
I wanted to wait with explaining the rest until in this paper,
because there were these other things the reader needed to know
There is a reason for this, which I will
go into in a moment.
So they have kept us in a time loop for who knows how long in order to figure this out, thinking they have all the time in the world, for really, who could stop them?
That's what they thought. It's different now, however, which I will talk more about soon.
But now, when they understand that with some outside assistance, humankind is for the first time able to break the time loop and jump to the next layer of the Grid, they need to be more aggressive. The alien/military abductions are increasing in numbers, and baby girls are bred outside of society and are never registered.
These babies, especially when they have become a few years of age, are used by the Sirians to extract their Fire. The same thing often happens when a human man and a human woman have sex and have not protected themselves first by putting intentions there what their orgasms are going to be used for.
Non-physicals of the Sirians Alliance are either present during the sexual act and steal the Fire from the female orgasmic explosion, or they can hover in the ether above Earth and see from 'above' when women on Earth have orgasms, because they register like powerful firework shooting up through the atmosphere and eventually leave this 4% Universe.
Needless to say, this 'firework' gets
Well, it's serious because these star races can't do much about it as long as we humans are in agreement with the Sirians. Whether it's wittingly or unwittingly is irrelevant. The Sirians are using the Fire to boost their own power to conquer the Universe, and many star races see this happen and feel quite powerless until we humans decide we've had enough.
The observing star races could hypothetically go to war against the Sirians and challenge their power, and I have the feeling that one day they will join together in an effort to do so, but they still want to give humanity a last chance to wake up and repent.
That could, more or less in an instant,
reduce the Sirian power remarkably, and the rest of the star races
could more easily win a gigantic war like that. The problem is,
humans would be destroyed in a war like that - we wouldn't be able
to withstand that kind of energy.
To go to war against the Sirians now would certainly destroy both the Living Library and all human life on this planet, and the star races out there think both twice and three times before they'll do that. Besides, the beings of Higher Order are against it.
This, too, is giving the star races hope. If these beings of Higher Order are telling them to hold back, it must mean there is still a chance that humankind will make it, at least that's what they may think.
But I'm sure they won't wait forever...
If you haven't listened to his mp3 files, you really ought to. I know, it's a lot to go through, but the information in there is extremely powerful. Robert Morning Sky (RMS) is telling his readers/listeners over and over to be skeptical (within reason) and put him on top of the list.
I would suggest you do that (just like
you should do with me) and come to conclusions about RMS'
intentions. I am not saying they are not pure (they may very well
be). Still, come to your own conclusions.
This is extremely important information; perhaps the most important in this whole series of papers, because it explains the whole reason why the Sirian Overlords treat us like they do. I will outline the overall concept here, but for deep details and real proof (yes, I mean proof), go to Morning Sky's two websites.
You will find it there - guaranteed.
You can read about that in most religious (altered) texts, and the Bible says that Eve seduced Adam, and that she is the cause to the First Sin from which we are still affected. What RMS has managed to prove is that in the beginning of the Universe there were only females. Males did not exist!
So how did those females reproduce?
Well, they reproduced by cloning themselves, creating exact copies
of themselves to the smallest cell. They didn't need any males.
Males were not even thought of at that time.
Once they'd learned how to do this, and female bodies stopped functioning and died, all beings in the Universe were threatened.
This is when the idea of a male species came up. The idea was that if the females reproduced sexually with a male, the offspring would look different and have a different setup of DNA.
The offspring were no longer clones of
the mother. So each individual now was different from every other
individual and life survived in the Universe, because the viruses
could not manifest successfully in all beings.
But here is the kicker:
If not an enormous amount of
testosterone is added to the birth process, the fetus will turn out
to be a female 100% of the time. And the female egg, interestingly
enough, is 4000 times bigger than the male sperm.
A great way of saying that women need to
have sex as often as possible to satisfy the male or she'll get very
Robert has worked extremely hard for many, many years to gather this information, and has had help from a tribe, who supposedly descend from an ancient society of women, who have lived underground for thousands of years, to stay out of sight from the Males in Power, and who now have decided it's time to release this information, so I do not want to blow it for him by presenting all his evidence here.
Therefore, I strongly suggest the reader goes to his sites and educate yourself on the subject he has to offer. What he is presenting are not empty statements or opinions; he is proving every single thing he is saying, quite remarkably.
If the reader decides to check him out after have read the rest of my papers, please in the meantime keep at least an open mind about what I've just stated, because future will show that I am correct!
If there would be a hidden agenda in
Morning Sky's information, these facts that I've presented here
The female is the original being of the
Feminine Universe, which is natural, if the Universe itself is
feminine. Males came into the picture to assist the female, who is
possessing the real power of the 96%.
The females soon started fighting back,
furiously, because they were often much better warriors than men,
possessing the Fire of the Goddess. This began an evil cycle were
both males and females are guilty of treating each other quite
They could access the Heart of the Goddess Universe, which we call dark energy and dark matter, consisting of 96% of the Universe.
This was the Mother Goddess' Great Experiment in the middle of a raging war. Our planet became the great oasis in the outskirt of the Galaxy, sitting in the middle of PESH-METEN, the Galactic Highway the Goddess at this time was in total control over.
Putting the Experiment here was probably
intentional in the sense that by having access to this important
star lane, the Namlú'u could travel directly to the Goddess through
the giant black hole in Orion's Belt.
But one day we may once again meet with
our great ancestors - the Goddess' Sacred Experiment, which was
destroyed by the Sirian Warlords. But not totally; we are still here
as a living legacy of the beings of the Golden Age.
Only we can stop them from expanding even more, and perhaps we can do more than that?
However, although the Warlords don't want to admit it even to themselves, they are draining out our females, and their Fire will not burn forever...
Which debt, you may ask? Well, this one indeed has to do with misused energy, because if this is not misused energy, I don't know what is.
This doesn't mean that all species in
the Universe decide to become star travelers, because at one point
it's their own choice, but it was built into their DNA to begin
The Sirians are blunt enough to call
themselves the new Administrators of Earth, taking over after
the Titans. We can say that they indeed are interfering, but they
get away with it, because they have our consent, even
if it was given to them through manipulation.
Other star beings from outer space could no longer find Earth where it's supposed to be, and other star beings and star races who were here when it happened got trapped here on Earth together with Homo sapiens. Many of them still live underground or in very remote areas. Others have blended in with the human population.
They eventually got caught up in the
recycling system as well and implanted with amnesia. Since then,
they don't even know they are not Homo sapiens to begin with.
But they had to think long and hard to come up with a solution to how they could let humans evolve at the same time as they kept them stagnant. That was a serious contradiction.
After all, they had to prove to the
Queen of the Stars that humankind, in spite of the Sirian
The reasons for change of ownership are
many, but if there is an evolving race on the planet when it
happens, that evolving race needs space to evolve. The Sirians knew
they broke this law and had to solve this problem.
The Sirian now felt that they had met
These souls were more or less the only
ones the Queen of the Stars got back to pay off the 'Debt', meaning
the Sirians had to show that humans actually evolved. So, by doing
this every now and then, the Warlords thought they'd obeyed the law
and all was fine, and life went on as usual.
The souls they no longer had any use for, because they had depleted them of all their energy from slave labor, torture, warfare, or whatever it could be, they sent through the Grid and were made free. This was also the Sirians showing their disagreement with the Queen, because in the beginning, humans were supposed to develop independently on Earth in one go, without death and amnesia, possessing the Fire of the Goddess, and then when they had finished business, they could leave if they wanted with no strings attached.
Being sarcastic, the Sirians threw at her the souls that were almost dead, covertly telling the Queen that this is the best humans can do; this is where they are as far as evolvement goes!
And if someone would protest, the Sirians said,
And so they refer to that they have an 'agreement' with humans to treat them the way they do.
(They don't mention that it happened
through manipulation, but even if they did, it wouldn't have
mattered much. It's a Universe of Free Will, and if we decide to be
manipulated, it's our choice, and only if we break the manipulation
will the Sirians stop controlling us. Only because they must,
according to Universal Laws. If they don't, they will be removed by
force, or there will be a space war).
She was furious at what the Sirians had done with her soul group, and decided a long time ago to do something about it. She went so far that she wanted the Debt paid off in full, meaning she wanted all the souls on Earth back! No more recycling or controlling of human beings. The whole quantity of souls she wanted to be returned to Orion!
She must have made this decision quite
recently, perhaps in the 1930s-1940s when we dropped the atom bomb
and made holes in the Grid so star beings could enter in huge
quantities, and others could observe as spectators on a distance.
After all, why should humans have
special treatment? they asked. Other star races had have to solve
their own problems per the law of Non-Interference. Why not humans?
And knowing them, they probably would,
sooner or later...
The Warlords have made a lot of mistakes during the nano-second, resulting in that some of their heavy crimes have been exposed and scapegoats have been thrown to the wolves (us), but their biggest mistake was one we humans never noticed.
They stopped sending souls to Orion to
pay off the Debt! Hence, they broke the agreement and one of the
basic Universal Laws.
They thought they had all the time in the world to create their army of Super Soldier and fulfill their own prophecies, but now they are out of time, and they don't have a Plan B!
This is another reason why we see so much desperation amongst the Global Elite at this time, and so many insane decisions being made at top level, affecting us common people on the ground level. We here on the ground are just scratching our heads, thinking new policies and rules coming down on us from the top managements are not making sense.
This is because they don't make sense;
they are just temporary solutions to what they hope are temporary
problems, until they get a chance to solve them.
The Global Elite will either leave with the Sirians or be thrown to the wolves (us) after the Sirian entities have left their bodies and the person who originally possesses the body is left on his/her own. This planet will in that case be left to us in a matter of days, while the intruders leave and go back to their home planets.
Chaos and confusion, anarchy and other
undesirable effects will hit us in the beginning when our
controllers disappear, but we will hopefully eventually get our act
The Aryans and their allies would be
seen as invaders by us humans and we would fight the wrong enemy.
So what remains is number three, which I
think is what they will do. Although this is a wild card which will
most certainly continue making them nervous, with an Aryan invasion
potentially around the corner, it's the alternative which, if
chosen, is the one that has the greatest possibility to succeed.
We wouldn't be able to see it, anyway, with our human technology, because the armada would come from the nano-world, from a totally different dimension.
But the implications of a space war would affect the solar system on a cellular level and shake and rumble all planets therein, creating earthquakes, polar shifts, explosions of planets and what have we. None of this is likely to happen, and if the Aryan space armada would show up on the Sirians' 'interdimensional radar', all the Warlords had to do would be to hide on Earth, even if it would trap them here.
The Aryans will not destroy the Living
The Sirians have even more reasons now to develop the Machine World, or perhaps the Orion threat is actually the reason they are building it in the first place, and I am wrong about the time frame.
Perhaps the Queen gave the Sirian the
ultimatum a few hundred years ago, and the Overlords have worked on
building the Machine World ever since. I don't know, but I do know
that a Machine World, built on
nano-technology, is under
development, and we can already see the evidence all around us.
So, however we look at it, we live on borrowed time, literally, and we can't stay asleep forever as a species, or we'll be forever lost. More so than we may think.
I will tell the reader what I mean by
that here below.
We often compare our human body with a battery; when the battery is out of energy, we either throw it away, calling it a 'dead' battery, or we recharge it (if is is a rechargeable battery) and we have a fully working battery again.
However, we can't go on recharging the
same battery over and over forever, because sooner or later even the
rechargeable battery is going to go 'dead' and we throw it away.
Fortunately, we can recharge our
batteries every night and wake up after a certain amount of hours,
feeling much fresher than when we went to bed. But just like with a
battery, the body ages, and eventually it doesn't matter how much
you recharge it, it still won't work satisfactory, and the body will
Is this really true?
It should be enough to feed the soul at all times, shouldn't it?
But wait a minute! A soul is not made of
energy, it lives 'outside' of the physical universe, doesn't it?
Outside space and time???
We have already mentioned some of this,
but now it's time to connect the dots.
We have mentioned the avatar, which is the light-body surrounding our physical body. As long as our physical body has a certain shape, the avatar follows that shape and forms itself around it.
When the body dies, the avatar lives on in the ether, where it is getting trapped by the Sirians. Here, the avatar can shapeshift into anything it likes, and normally it manifests itself in a way its recently deceased body looked like when it was in its prime. The avatar is the 'vessel' or 'vehicle' the Fires use when traveling the dimensions.
So, the avatar/light-body is of the
physical universe and made up of energy created by the soul; energy
that exists in what we call the physical universe.
If you are a Star Trek fan, you know who 'Q' is.
He is a being who is able to manifest himself anywhere, at any time, taking on whatever shape he wants. He often appears on the starship 'Voyager', manifesting himself as a human, playing tricks on the starship crew. Q can also create worlds with his mind, worlds that not necessarily exist anywhere else than in his mind.
However, he can project a world, a star
system, galaxies, or whatever he wishes to the crew so it becomes
just as real for them as it appears for Q. Then, whenever he wishes,
he 'disappears' and returns to his home, wherever that is.
Many humans now have reached the point when they are evolved enough, and their neurology is ready for nano-travel.
The Sirian Alliance have been waiting a
long time for that moment when we are evolved enough to visit the
stars. Then we are 'ripe' in their terms and 'ready to be
Well, they are jealous because they have to make a choice that we don't; they either evolve into ontoenergetics (non-physicals) and are then able to nano-travel, or they remain in the physical realm and have to use technology to travel between the stars.
As ontoenergetics they can ride
their avatar just like humans do, but won't have a physical body.
Those who remain in matter, on the other hand, have a series of
different problems they need to solve to be able to travel through
space, long distance.
Planetary bodies are not made for space travel and would be destroyed if they tried. However, there are a few exceptions! There are certain body types that are more suited for space travel than others.
On planets where such star races evolve, they can usually use their bodies with just a few minor genetic adjustments, use technology to transfer the soul to the modified hybrid, and use that body to travel through space via stargates and star lanes, while the original bodies stay at home, so to speak.
This is why people say they see Grays and Reptilians.
Although there may also be a few Grays
and Reptilians stuck within the Grid, living underground, being
either early human genetic experiments, or star travelers of old
times, most of these beings that have been spotted on this planet
are hybrid 'space bodies' that some space faring races use as 'space
suits' when traveling interdimensionally.
Any star being can incarnate in a human body, but still can't nano-travel with it if she doesn't have the "Divine Spark" of the Mother Goddess. The only way a star being can use a body to nano-travel is if the Grid is lifted and the soul of the star being does a 'walk-in' [def] while the human Fires are still in the body, unbeknownst of what happened.
The star being can then, hypothetically, control the Fire so that the Fire starts nano-travel. The walk-in themselves can not nano-travel, or they'll lose the human body in the attempt. They do not have the 'silver cord' which holds them grounded in the human template.
One could argue that a walk-in could use a human body to explore sex and the physical world, nano-travel and get rid of the body, and then when coming back, walk into another body.
This is hypothetically doable, but on
the other hand, if the Grid is lifted, the human Fire would not be
as naive as she is today.
They don't inhabit the Divine Fire. So they need to count on us to help them get access to the Orion Empire and the heart of the Mother in order to become the Kings of the Universe. Lord EA had no problem with transferring the Fires from the Mother Universe and down the dimensions, because he too has the Divine Fire, being the direct son of the Mother Goddess.
But the Sirians are not divine. This
makes Lord EA our brother by default, on a soul level.
He said that some beings of the 96% Dark Universe are seriously thinking about forbidding humans from having access to their Universe because of the way we behave; they don't want us there. What they are talking about is that they would rather have us live under the illusion that the 4% Universe is all there is and not letting us get free and explore the rest.
So, this is another reason why we have
to change our ways very quickly, because if we don't, we lose our
So, ultimately, when a star being comes to Earth and gets access through us, they can learn through nature what they need to learn; we can help them evolve through matter, even if they themselves can't enjoy it in the same way we do. Isn't that a Divine mission, if anything?
Unfortunately, as things are now, the
are banned from Orion, so the Living Library won't help them in that
regard. Therefore, they have little respect for all living here on
Earth, and has taught their minions, the Global Elite, the same
The Sirians indeed want access to the Heavens, but on their terms! They have become so proud that they refuse to acknowledge the Goddess as the Prime Creator, because that would not only put them 'second', but equal to all other star races, once they get to 'Heaven'. This is unacceptable to them, seeing themselves as heirs of the Universe.
They want to be the Gods of all other star races in the Universe, who then will get down on their knees and obey them and do as they are told. This, of course, is why they say that God is masculine; they have already postulated that in the future this will be true, and they want to put out the idea that it already is so to solidify the thought.
And as we know; if we put enough energy and intention in a certain direction, it's bound to come true, unless someone else put an equal or bigger quantity of counter-intentions towards that goal, or better yet, set another goal that nullifies the original goal.
This is actually is being done, and is a major part of the Wars in Heaven.
The archenemy of the Goddess (the
Sirians) are Fire Riders; they will ride our Fire right into the
ANGAL and together we pollute it!
The Goddess did send out her angels to teach both mankind and other star races trapped in the Sirian 4% Universe how to get to Heaven, but were also meant to work for all being in the Universe. Just because beings are not trapped by star races like the Sirians, it doesn't mean they know everything.
Just like us, they are in different stages of development; physically and spiritually.
However, the plan didn't work as expected. Just like here on Earth, enlightened beings have been rejected and attacked, and their message has been twisted and distorted. This led to a change in plans.
The new Divine Plan is to have twelve Living Libraries activated in the Universe, so that those who are willing to learn look for the answers themselves instead of having angelic beings giving it to them, or giving them hints.
This way, the responsibility to evolve
to the Heavens comes on the individuals themselves. A brilliant
Hence, we have help from other beings on 11 other worlds across the Universe (there is apparently one more Living Library in this galaxy, and one in the Andromeda Galaxy, about 2.2 million light-years away. Where the rest are, I have no idea at this time).
Star beings, living in the 4% dimensions can still learn how to get access to the VOID, but it's much harder without the Living Libraries.
We, as human beings, have a
responsibility to get this Library working by raising our frequency
enough to hold the position as Library Cards. Now you also see why
star beings who are watching us find it extremely important to keep
the Living Library intact and prevent Earth from being destroyed.
This way, if enough individuals start vibrating on a higher frequency, we create a New Earth, which does not allow the lower frequencies, emitted by the Sirians and their technology, to coexist with us.
This way, we can still be the Card Holders, without having all humanity following the same path. But it doesn't come easy; this is why the most important thing we can do is to work on ourselves! I can't stress this enough: if you work on yourself, you also work for the benefit of humanity and the rest of the 100% Universe, because you bring others up there with you by their matching your frequency and your intentions.
When your frequency vibrates in
alignment with Truth, other people who have the ability to feel it,
will tune in and start having epiphanies.
When NEKH.TT (the Queen) noticed that this infamous, and much feared, wolfen/reptilian race from Sirius in their quest to conquer the Universe came close to Orion, and more importantly, PESH-METEN, the 9th Passageway, she had to act.
This is why the contract between Orion and and Sirian King of Kings had to be written and the business-marriage between the two needed to be done. By doing so, the Queen, from her position in the physical universe, could keep an eye on the Overlords.
This didn't work as planned, because her 'husband', the King of Kings of Sirius, in secret used his son, Lord ENLIL, to invade Earth, and his Aryan wife had apparently been manipulated by him, and did not report back to the Queen.
So one could say the takeover of Earth
happened due to a conspiracy between ENKI, NIN-HUR-SAG, ENLIL, and
NINLIL, ENLIL's Aryan consort.
First of all, if we really believe something to be real, we can manifest it. A Christian who strongly believes in the biblical Heaven and Hell can manifest both through their belief system. That doesn't necessarily make it real, but more like the worlds that Q is manifesting in our example above from Star Trek.
The discarnate Fire may experience
either or, depending on where they think they deserve to go, but
eventually the illusion will shatter, and the Fire will realize that
it was not true.
After the splitting of the worlds, those who will follow the Sirians downhill into the tyrannical machine society and beyond will cause so much havoc that the Mother and decent star beings in general will create a 'Hell Dimension' for the Sirians to live in, where they can play out their power game without involving and affecting anybody else except those who agree with them.
Those humans who continue to wittingly
or unwittingly agree with their Alliance will end up there as well.
Another sober reason why it's not a good
idea to stay asleep and just 'go with the (Sirian) flow'...
The first thing is to raise our own vibrations, and part of being able to do that is to start disagreeing with the Sirians and their System, which is nothing but a control system from beginning to end. We all are part of the System from when we wake up in the morning until we go to sleep in the evening; 365 days a year.
All that has to go, so we need to claim
our own sovereignty and become multidimensional, which ultimately
means multidimensional in the KHAA, but we automatically also become
multi-d in the 4%, now being able to perceive 100% of the Universe.
The Divine human template is reproduced through sex, but the Fire waiting to inhabit the fetus has the ability to shape the fetus relatively freely by manipulating its DNA. Normally the baby grows up, looking somehow like its parents, but in many ways it doesn't as well. So we can see how the Fire to a certain degree, both before the fetus was born, and throughout the lifetime shapes and reshapes the body.
If we had the knowledge, we could basically reshape the body at any time to look how we would want it to look. Today, without this knowledge, our bodies normally are just a reflection of how we feel, emotionally. A happy person has a healthy, often attractive body, while a deeply depressed person transmutes some of these emotions on the body.
This is also often how we create our own
We say that this empty space is the
majority of the Universe and creates enormous distances between the
stars. In fact, the Sirians have turned off our DNA to such an
extent that we can more or less only perceive 5 senses, which is the
3rd Dimension. The rest of the DNA is dormant.
Think of it like this: you stand in a room full of furniture, paintings, TVs and a lot of other things. You can see it all very clearly. Then you turn off the light in the room and everything turns dark.
Then you lighten up 4% of the furniture and material things in the room but let the rest remain dark. Does that mean that the other 96% of the furniture in the room don't exist anymore?
Of course not, it's just that you can't
see them with your eyes, which only perceives darkness except with
the 4% of the room which were lit up.
This has helped keeping us trapped here.
However, because of the vastness of the
whole Universe, stargates or nano-travel are required to travel long
And there is no space weapon which can
kill the soul and terminate it forever. However, there are weapons
which can paralyze the soul and make it unconscious for some time,
but the Fire can't be destroyed once it's created.
To kill a hybrid body is not considered
a big deal; when a star race has evolved to this point where they
can participate in space wars, losing their 'space suit' is not a
big deal, and losing a spaceship is 'collateral damage'.
Apparently, regardless if the Fire is an ontoenergetic or inhabiting a physical body, she needs the avatar to navigate the Universe.
So, if no one is picking up the Fire
who's lost her avatar, this Fire is going to keep floating in space,
potentially forever, and eventually the millions of super-tiny orbs
will dissolve, and the being loses her personality and returns to
becoming ONE with the Universe.
A person can be all determined not to choose the Machine World, but so far, almost all of us do, don't we? We buy our cell phones, computers, TVs, ipods, and all other electronic devices we can think of.
One individual may not buy all of the above, but even if we buy and use one or two of them, and use them as a part of being members of the System, or for personal joy, we are choosing the Machine World without thinking about it.
See how easy it is to just slide into it, without even thinking, and then we sit there pondering,
Look at all the kids on the street, texting along on their little devices. I see a lot of adults acting the same way.
The Sirians are already here, and the invasion has already begun. The more I research, and the more I understand, the way they want us to believe that prophecies are going to play out may all be mis- and disinformation.
I'll explain what I mean...
How about if much of that has already
happened, and the rest is happening right now, and we don't even
Well, if we think about it, no matter how nice they are and how much sense they make, it doesn't matter even if they tell us to make up our own minds.
Many of them are convincing enough that we will believe what they are saying, only because they are master manipulators - even of emotions! Isn't that true of most channeled information? And what do we recognize in that? That's right! Sirian mentality!
These are the alien/demonic forces the
prophecies are talking about, and Armageddon may be just the War on
Consciousness and not a physical war!
This could mean two things, and both would be correct:
What about the alien invasion?
Surely, we haven't been invaded yet, right? Wrong! I think we have.
Just as I've said throughout all these papers in Level II, aliens travel both in the physical and in the nano-world, and so do the Sirians. Some of them travel without bodies, and others with. What about if the invasion is happening by Sirians coming in masses, occupying selected bodies here on Earth?
Some of these bodies have been prepared since long by keeping the Nephilim (Pleiadian/Sirian bloodline) pure, other human bodies have been manipulated over the millennia from have been abducted by everything from fairies and gnomes (in the past) to Gray aliens, Reptilians, Nordics and the military (in the present), taken to spaceships or down into underground facilities, to have their DNA manipulated and tampered with in order for the Sirian consciousness (their energies are stronger than ours so far) to be able to enter without frying the host (the human body).
One way of detecting such manipulation seems to be to check the CK levels in the blood. If these are sky-high - in actuality high enough to kill a horse - and the person still lives and breathes normally on an everyday basis, the person is most certainly a hybrid.
We see this in particular in the 'Michael Lee Hill Case'. 
I am not bluntly suggesting that all these hybrids are going to be used by dark forces, but the majority certainly are, of that I'm quite sure. These manipulated humans will then be hosts for beings of the Sirian Alliance.
Like I said, some of these hosts have been prepared for ages, and many of them have been possessed by Sirians for the same amount of time, but also people who are not of the Nephilim bloodline have been abducted and manipulated so that it can become a generational thing.
If a person was abducted in the 1700s,
his or her descendants, all the way up to present time, are probably
still pure enough to be used, and by reproduction, more and more
people are born to become hosts for these entities (I'm sure they
are kept close track of).
So this means that the AntiChrist is still to show up, in whatever shape and form that will be (it doesn't necessarily have to be a person). Perhaps the passing of Ša.AM.e/Nibiru this time around (if such a body is actually existing as described by Sitchin and others) is solidifying the beginning of the Tribulation, and the effects of the Incoming will last for 7 years.
Either way, I start to seriously believe that the Second Coming is the second coming of the Sirians; only this time it is silent and they are not letting us know like they were in ancient times, when they were worshipped as Gods.
The King of Kings, who will rule this world in peace for a thousand years may be Nannar, but more likely, he will choose someone else to be the King of Kings here on Earth; perhaps Utu or another close relative.
At this point in time, the King may not
even tell us he is not human, and when his body grows old, the same
being will continue reigning in a new body, perhaps as the son to
the previous King. We humans may think it's a father-son thing, when
in fact, it's the same person inside a new body. Then, when the
thousand years cycle is over (a thousand years is nothing for the
Sirians), it may be time to invade Orion.
Well, it shouldn't be, because peace is not what we want if a hidden tyrant is sitting on the world throne. I am not saying we want war either, but peace is what the Sirians wants, because if we, the masses, are 'at peace', that means we are not rebelling or opposing; we are obedient, peaceful slaves.
Thus, the meaning of the King of Kings
bringing thousand years of peace to the world may just as well mean
that a tyrant is creating a peaceful world, where everybody is
peacefully obedient. This gives another meaning to the word 'peace',
Or perhaps we are still waiting for a 'Unifying Event' and a 'Primary Event', which will anchor the New World Order in time and space. If so, surely the meltdown was not enough to do so. It remains to be seen.
What we've discussed here above is one version of what could be going on behind the scenes, and overall, it seems to me quite plausible.
9. Breaking the
Endless Cycle of Reincarnation
We'll see if we can answer these
questions to some extent in this section.
The 'Between Lives Area' (BLA)
then becomes a resort where you rest in between incarnation, and
mingle and have a happy reunion with dead relatives.
This creates inner conflicts in individuals, who find themselves having issues in the present lifetime which they can't explain where they come from.
Of course, resolved problems and carried over completed learning lessons can be relatively helpful and in a sense helps the person evolve under the circumstances of our earthly existences.
But overall, reincarnation is
severely halting the evolution of a being, who could, if
amnesia hadn't been implemented on them, had learned their lesson
many times faster.
And they can't keep us trapped here,
either, if we refuse to do what they want us to do.
The deceased often feels joy and increased awareness during this process, relieved from not having the physical body with all its programming to carry around anymore. On the other side of the tunnel awaits them either deceased friends and relatives, or 'Jesus', who will carry them further to 'Heaven'.
Others, on rare occasion, have told a darker story about going to 'Hell', seeing demons and dark spirits. It seems pretty much that people go where their belief system take them. If they have very strong religious beliefs, for example, they may go to a place that corresponds to that. In part, they make it up themselves, but there are versions of the Afterlife which already corresponds with Jesus, the Devil, Mother Mary, or whatever it may be.
Still, it's only make believe, and the
person ends up being recycled anyway.
Few are those, of all humans who have died over and over again, who escaped the Tunnel.
Even if no spirit guide is there to greet them and they are all alone, they almost always find their way to the Tunnel. Only times I know of that they don't is when they don't realize they are dead and hover around the Earth plane in the astral, confused and lonely. Others don't want to leave because they hang on to something, be it friends, relatives, or material things; they don't want to let go.
But in the end, whether it takes a week
(in our terms) or a thousand years, the spirit sooner or later finds
her way to the Tunnel and is absorbed by the Light.
The alternative seems less attractive.
And when the spirit gets closer, she is sucked in like into a vacuum
cleaner (which it basically is - a gigantic mega vacuum cleaner),
and the rest goes by itself and the spirit can only go along with
They know that if they can only get us to enter the Tunnel, they have us for yet another ride; there is no way back! Once in there, we are at their mercy; there is very little we can do; it's like being blown into a balloon, where after somebody ties the string around the opening.
Whatever is in there stays in there until the Sirians, with help from technology, shoots us down into a new body.
The existence in the afterlife, if we are to believe the 7,000+ witnesses in Michael Norton's books, who from regression therapy were able to tell a similar story of what happens from when we die until we get recycled, is not necessarily negative.
The great majority of case studies show that people have quite a good time seeing old familiar 'faces' and having a chance to rest and feel healthy, and at ease.
If so, all is fine and dandy thus far,
but those who take this route are definitely going to be recycled
again, although there allegedly are those who stay in the afterlife
for quite some time (or so they think, because time is different
We covered number one, so let's take a look at number two.
This option is of course available to us, and if a Sirian spirit guide is coming to guide us, we tell them we don't want to be part of their entrapment system anymore. The guide may be nice about it and try to manipulate us for a while (and with all this knowledge, we will think it's pretty transparent, I'm sure), but we persist.
The guide will leave us alone, because they can't go against the Law of Free Will or they'll be in deep trouble.
They will let us go. Then, at our convenience, we take a new body and reincarnate again, this time with full memory of our past life (although not necessarily the ones before that, as these are hidden under veils of amnesia from previous visitation to the Implant Station).
When we're born into baby bodies,
memories will not return until we reach a certain age (I would think
around 2-5 years old. Some suggest 12 years old, or during
adolescence). The reason, perhaps, that we want to take this route
is because we want to stay on Earth and be part of creating the New
Earth and become Guardians of the Living Library again.
Other aspirants are fought off beforehand. Now, when we're not within the System anymore, we have to do the job ourselves.
Another thing to be aware of is that our new parents may not welcome our ability to remember our past existence and wave it off as fantasies. As we grow older, our friends, and the school System are going to do the same thing.
In an environment where we are constantly invalidated for our past life memories and our relatively extraordinary knowledge, we may think we are the ones who are crazy and start believing what they're saying and begin to suppress our memories. This is a serious threat to ourselves, because if that happens, we may once again become trapped in the System.
Most likely, however, if we are born
without amnesia implants, sooner or later in life we are going to
realize that what we are remembering is actually real, because we're
going to be drawn towards information which helps us revalidate who
Just because it comes from someone we have loved, and still love, it could be hard to resist, but then we need to keep in mind what we know.
Once we are outside the Grid, we are going to see the Universe in a new light, free to explore the different dimensions, and now we're talking about perceiving 100% of the Universe, not only 4%.
By just thinking a thought, we can move
from one place, or dimension, to another.
The only problem I know of when choosing this option is when we run into other star beings. At a first glance, it may be hard to know if they are benevolent or not, although they all have a signature to them which will tell us if we're perceptive enough (which we should be when out of the trap system, I would think).
They may be convincing and act friendly when in fact they are anything but. Best way to find out is to ask if they are of the Light and if they endorse the Divine Feminine. If they say yes, we should be relatively safe. If we're still uncertain, we can either ask them more questions, or just say we want to be left alone, until a new opportunity shows up when meeting other star beings.
We have to remember to respect other civilizations, so if we explore a planet, we need to leave the beings there alone so they can evolve undisrupted, and if the civilization is more advanced, ask for permission to get to know them. If they're friendly, this should not be much of a problem. Time is irrelevant when we travel the stars, so we are not limited by 'lifetimes'.
We can browse as long as we want, until
we find a place that can be our new home and settle down there.
What I have suggested here doesn't require more than a decision and an action on our part and we will be our own masters. It's just a matter of taking the step and do it! All it takes is courage, and the realization that nothing bad will happen if we break our patterns.
After all, it's the System which has taught us that it's dangerous to think and act on our own. We just need to understand that it's all a lie in order to keep us trapped.
It's called 'mind games'.